Gloomer - Wasted

basicinternetwannabe - Suicide Pact

TechClub Comp Vol. 3
8/24/24

These boring ass nights 
Makes my chest feel tight
I'm wasting my prime
and I'm so far behind 
I remember those nights only filled w dread
Now i cut myself just to bleed on my bed 

It's hard to say
It all plays the same
Can't remember 
Turning out this way
I don't want your help
I'll just save myself 
Stuck in my chair
Burning time to play
A fluoride mind
Misguide by incels online 

So bored out my mind, it's like i don't have a life
Shitty ass games and a half baked mind
Can't even lie, I'm not having fun at all
Playing shitty songs and suicide in Fall 

I hate to say that I'm not doing alright 
These stupid emotions only waste my time
My head has a help wanted sign 
Fixing my life and i still wanna die
I'm not gonna try I'm just gonna cry 

My life's set back
My heart's turned black
Life never begun
I'm fukin done 
I started too late
I can't escape this fate 

Just take me back
My minds all wack
I'm filled w spite
Just get me right

SOFT LOCKED

Eggy:
Going through withdrawals everyday till noon
I’m deprived from a single touch from you
Knowing that nothing in this world is true
I’d rather die if I’m not right next to you
I don’t care what you said
Nothing goes through my brain
When talking to you

Never listening to more of your bullshit
When everything flies out of my mind
 words that comes out your mouth
Makes me feel like I’m off 30 bottles of wine

Under:
I still remember the day
You fucking walked away
It really fucked me up I have some screws loose 
You couldn't even say why you hated me
You only wanted him, it wasn't hard to choose
Now I don't care what you say
Cause I am just a toy and now you don't wanna play
you took my fucking heart away and tossed it in the dirt
I'm usually composed but that shit fucking hurt

Eggy:
I'm never understanding 
How the fuck am i still standing
Thinking about you makes me feel like I'm dying inside
Please get away from me
I wanna be free
Maybe these things were just not meant to be for me

eggy x under - Overhead.mp3

This is what I'm thinking in the shower after getting rejected for the 10,000th time

I hadn't been on a date in so long
Burned her a CD with her favorite songs
But she turned me down so i snapped it in half
I'm so full of hate, I'm not stopping at that

So I'm killing stacy
'cuz she'd never date me
Won't even look at me
Now she has no choice

I'm killing her friends now
Kill every foid in this town
Till I reach my last round
I'll save that for me

Make you beg for mercy
Plead and cry on your knees
Make you say you love me
But you're still gonna die

Just wanted to love you
Now I have to kill you
Ohhh BANG BANG

It didn't have to end up this way
Could've gone out with me, even just for a day
I would've been the best husband and dad
There was never a chance since I'm not a chad

So I'm killing stacy
'cuz she'd never date me
Won't even look at me
Now she has no choice

I'm killing her friends now
Kill every foid in this town
'till I reach my last round
I'll save that for me

Make you beg for mercy
Plead and cry on your knees
Make you say you love me
But you're still gonna die

Just wanted to love you
Now I have to kill you
Ohhh BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG

Kill Stacy (Parody of Durr's She Hates Me)

slowly deteriorating 
im gonna end it all
bed rot and slit my veins
i hope i see a change
slowly deteriorating 
im at my downfall
blow off  my sickly brain
i hope i do someday  

one day, ill do someday
 
somedays i always feel the same 
im Not Ok ill never change
and all this rage  it drives me insane 
ill run away and never show my face
ill fade away while im stuck 

slowly deteriorating 
im gonna end it all
bed rot and slit my veins
i hope i see a change
slowly deteriorating 
im at my downfall
blow off  my sickly brain
i hope i do someday  

slowly deteriorating 
i fucked my life up
ill never see the day
where i make a change
slowly deteriorating 
i fucked up everything 
blow off my fucking face
im gonna make a change  


slowly deteriorating

im evil cause i kill people
im evil doing shit that's illegal
im evil fucking medieval
i'm evil cause i kill people

walking down the street
beat the shit out of someone idk
i hate everything
everyone i know is an asshole
i hurt people cause im so evil
everyone hates me i'm fucking lethal

im evil cause i kill people
im evil doing shit that's illegal
im evil fucking medieval
i'm evil cause i kill people

i remember one day
i was feeling complete
then i saw someone
who looked at me funny
i started kicking
in the stomach
he called the cops on me and i ran for it
i hurt people cause im so evil
everyone hates me i'm fucking lethal

im evil cause i kill people
im evil doing shit that's illegal
im evil fucking medieval
i'm evil cause i kill people

i'm evil

entering increasingly extreme 
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a stupid vulture

pray that youll forgive me for my sins 
comply with anyone who takes me in
and you wonder how my views are formed
but don’t help at all you dont try to warn 
me of how i left my world behind 
to get closer to my human side

entering increasingly extreme
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a fucking poser

didnt choose to fall this far at all
just wanted a place i could call home
maybe this song is too on the nose
cant let the irls know cant be exposed 
my worst fear is being left behind 
is this my out
you decide

extremist

Goodbye and so long i hope you choke on the words i wrote for you in this song you'll hear me sing when you pass away can't say that i blame you for having bad taste
You know i still think about how you kinda treated me badly and you still do i wonder if you ever tried to change you're so full of shit and you're still the same

Im looking forward to the day I get to dance on your grave even though your already dead inside dont ya know I hate you for being alive
Every breath you take is a waste of space every move you make is a total disgrace when you know you're living on borrowed time you're dirt you're already dead inside

And it was funny and it was sad the stupid shit that always made her mad there was literally nothing that I could fucking say can't say that I blame her for being that way
Our lives were shameful and a waste of time, regrets that she can still make me cry I wish that you could somehow take me back, closest thing to love that I ever had

epitaph

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i waste every day
playing anime games
i dont ever need to try
nothings coming my way
always stuck to my chair
but i dont care
i got grease for days 
i got lard in my veins

cause im a
fat fucking retard
im a fat fucking retard 
i got rocks for brains and an infinite waist
cause im a fat fucking retard

and when the girls see me they run away
i dont Think anyone could ever love me
it hurts to be like this
a stupid fat fucking piece of shit
why oh why is this my Life
i'll lay and die in the mess ive made

(fattard)

its getting harder to move
everyday i weigh in a little more
lifes getting tuff i can never look at food the same way i did before
I hate my guts
I cant even get these stupid girls to fuck
even my shirt is getting tighter
everyday i get less lighter

(roadkill)

everydays the same for me
wake up eat slop sleep repeat 
this is not the life i want to lead
if only things could have ended differently

Fattard (ft Fattard & Roadkill)

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life is an rpg and i fucked up my build

ratseatingmyinsides xp
amateur crappy cover musician

soundcloud took down my wrath cover fml

epitaph

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