Couple yrs later and i still love this, so good!

k a t a n a

you dont know my pain
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[REDACTED]
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"i hope my absence brings more hapiness than my presence to you"
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[INTERLUDE]
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(0:10)
i know your inner child got hurt every time you believed in someone else
i didnt know she would also kill it
my fault
i should have known
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[MENTAL_DISORDER]
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well, to be honest. i dont like to type this much and try to explain myself like this, because it looks so cringe and making me feel like im an attention seeker. but it feels so good somehow because i see someone really reads these all. i cant thank you enough to the people who reading these all and trying to give me a morale, i love you guys. also i noticed that some of you started to solve the other secret meanings which are hiding behind my song descriptions in soundcloud. if you dont know, there are also much more another secrets in my song descriptions which you will never be able to see it with reading only. you just need to look at it with different perspective (or vision).
now i will tell you something about my upcoming projects. actually, i wanted to release an album which meant to have all my direct feelings and emotions about her (in a positive and lovely way). but guess what? she left me because of weird and random as fuck reasons. but dont worry about the album and the meaning of the each song in album. because i will release an album as soon as possible with including all my direct feelings and emotions again (not in a positive way this time). "not a positive way" doesnt mean hate or something like that tho. i just got disappointed about the ending she wanted to create. so i will use my emotions which are about disappointment and sorrow on the album.
anyways. even though i had previously thought about permanently taking down the songs i composed and released for her from everywhere, i want them to stay there without any problem now. just because you guys are listening all of them too much and said there is huge effort. so they will be listenable forever. thank me later.
and guys, i dont know how will you get this but we all have a life which will end someday. so if i die someday, make my songs way more known than my name and get them heard by more people. i always wanted to make more people feel my pain through my songs but i couldnt. i wanted to explain the meanings behind my songs to more people but i couldnt again. dont get this song's title and description like i am quitting from music or something else though. i just wanted to type and let you know how my inner voice sounds like. i hope i explained myself well to make you guys imagine how i struggle with everything recently. 
lastly, i saw a video in tiktok and there was a text which got real said: "when life was already beating you down to your knees but the girl you loved more than yourself decided to deliver the final hit"
see ya soon.

- Muhammet aka réwqu (24 April 2024)
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[RUMINATION]
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huge shout out to her for being the inspirations. it is the last song that i composed and released for you.
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[SAUDADE]
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"
oh, beautiful poison tree
let your power grow in me
let your sorrows sow in me
turn me into a poison tree
"
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[REMAIN]
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beni sevdigini sanmissin sadece, ben de oyle sanmistim.
enjoy <3
(this description was written on 24 April 2024 and last edited on 16 May 2024)
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