song I made to smoke to
beat prod by me :3

Anotha Hit

don't like this one much but posting it anyway

there's just something about the way you look at me...

Feel Real

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Match List

a song I wrote about moving on...

much love to Ghouly for hopping on this <3
@ghoulyreaperofficial

Peaceful Balance (feat. GhoulyDaReaper)

hate this one, it sounds bad because I felt bad.
posting anyway to get it off my chest...

[LYRICS]
I don't think I've ever felt so close to the end
At night my own body feels so cold
Don't you think I've suffered enough yet my dear friend
My home's been haunted by the kindest of lost souls
I look in the mirror to see I'm already dead
Cried for so long now I don't think I got tears 
There's a disaster happening in my head
I'm just so bad at facing all my own fears

Please hold me
You're the only one that really knows me
Or at least the me that you perceive
If it's not real why have I seen it in my dreams
I'm thinking you're the only thing that's keeping me from
Unraveling at the seams
I know it seems like I'm not really all there sometimes

Must be a lack of sufficient synapses
My consciousness taxed by irreparable damage
Push myself too hard, I don't know how I manage
How would it make you feel if I were to vanish

My Own Fears

Another not-so-good track I made because I felt like giving up.
If it sounds like it's missing something, sorry, I'm missing something too.

Currently working on an album, trying really hard to make it special.

[LYRICS]
I've put too much into this to back out
Now I swear it takes all of my effort to put a track out
Reciting these lines over and over until I crash out
Will I really go anywhere I've been having big doubts

Clouds,
Loud,
I'm feeling empty
Somebody please cock back the fuckin gun and just end me
Cursed all from the start but I got good ears call me Henry
Close all of the doors put up a sign reading no entry
I really love the sound of my model 23's
I'm only 23 but I don't know how many years that I got left in me
I can't help but do it all for free 
I need to set some boundaries around some simple things but really don't want to be mean
I Haven't slept good in a couple weeks it got me feeling weak.
Maybe I'll feel better if I splash some cold water on my face straight from the sink and then I'll sink into my seat and think about a creative way that I can cry out for some fuckin help
I heed fome nucking selp

There is no place I'd rather be than in my bed asleep
I'm meek, I don't say much
Call me a sub-woofer, turn me on I'll start to shake
That's why I get so baked
Been through so much trauma now the old me has been replaced
Why did it happen to me in the first place
I could run a race against myself and finish 3rd place
Throughs scream through my head like a 10 lane drag race
My Heart rate so damn fast it's like a bullet train with no brakes
I'm running and running, but can't keep up,  I'm taking no breaks
In order to catch up I muster all of my strength and fuckin spazz out
Inside of the booth when it's dark outside like a blackout 
Thought I beat all of my demons but I guess they're coming back now 
I guess they're coming back now

Creative Way

Would you let me?

Another collaboration with @ghoulyreaperofficial
This one was super fun to make <3

[Lyrics]
Hey, id really like to talk you, so please don't walk away
There's this lil feeling that's been eating me for days
I've thought bout how to say it like a thousand different ways
And if you would let me I can be the one 
who stays

If you'd let me, I'd dress you up in Giuseppe
Make all your friends glad you met me
Fill the whole room full of envy, 
If you let me, 
I could spread my wings like heaven sent me
Give you life when you're feeling empty
You could be the only one in my heart 
living rent free
Would you let me?

[Ghouly's Lyrics]
All this time awaited
Proving nun change
Is it random
Cup of cyan to be on the right wave
What's the matter
Blunts on blunts oh keep on duckin shade
Feel my hearts imbalance
Team on reload see my eyes they rainin
If you switch up on me,
You can't switch up on me
Keep that switch up on my side
Please yo step away
You gon get this fuckin ammo
All my time is waste
nothin chainin
shoot at random

Thousand Ways (feat. GhoulyDaReaper)

You get shown love if you treat people right.

Soo excited to drop this, @ghoulyreaperofficial killed it too!!
Hope you enjoy!

[Lyrics]
Runnup on gang you get hit with a pipe
You'll lose your life
And my homie got hit in the chest with a knife but he still wanted to fight
You thought you was cool? Yeah right
got lost in a forest in Florida
I didn't even pay for da flight
I got some homies who treatin me nice
You get shown love if you treat people right

Show love to the plug and he lowered the price
Got bored with the boys so we went to Vegas and we started rolling the dice
Off the shrooms I was fried you can tell by the look in my eyes
Just please don't look me in the eyes

Tell you I'm fine, but I don't know why I say that
Wish I could like what I hear on the track when I hit playback
If you don't give a fuck bout me why won't you say that
Evolved from the darkness but I'm on my way back
I'm on my own wave and I wish you would wave back
I'm trapped in my brain and it's hard to explain that
This world is insane and it's turning the rain black
I burned the whole page when they ask where the pain at
So high I'm somewhere where snakes and the planes at 

I'm on my own wave and I wish you would wave back
I'm trapped in my brain and it's hard to explain that
This world is insane and it's turning the rain black
I burned the whole page when they ask where the pain at
So high I'm somewhere where the planes at

[Ghouly Lyrics]
Ghouls Ion fuck the type,
Washing me out my eyes they drying now,
Keep me the blade so why would I fight now,
Trippin every once and a while but I wind down,
Compress mind when I'm high and I might be ready to die now,
Paper just make me cry I'm seeing these lights and the sirens
Lay me up ceased and rotten,
Fuckin with we you get shot
Don't trust it when ouija says on top now,
Fiend for the pine obscene what I write but I can't stop living these times,
Pay me with the blind side cheap shot
Sippin pain away I hang these up
Fantom is not the same as when we start
Don't need to relay what's the motive,
Don't keep me in mind when I'm goin,
Feelers on shot pray for me ninas loaded,
Haunted and broken,
Signin me over,
Timid or not I'm trying believe when I wrote it this time I'm sorry,
Wipe these flood from eyes my sorrow
Find my chest is hollow no time to borrow

Yeah Right (feat. GhoulyDaReaper)

did I ever mean anything?

prod. throne

[Lyrics]
Feelin, feelin fried homie
I been, I been, in my mind lately
When I see the stars
You gon' cross my mind baby
One day I'll be living living large
Been up on the grind, skate 3

I'm sorry that sometimes you can't hear my apologies
Got a hole in the heart like these holes in my jeans
I left you on seen, it's been 3 months, you haven't said a thing
Guess those late night calls really never meant anything
To you
I must be just a fool
You must have felt lonely so you used me like a tool
I don't think that was cool
Nah
Broken hearted so I smoke gorilla glue
Blunts rolled by the 2
I'm smoking in the comfort of the stu
I'm smoking Cuz I ain't really got much else to do
Now I'm 

Feelin, feelin fried homie
I been, I been, in my mind lately
When I see the stars
You gon' cross my mind baby
One day I'll be living living large
Been up on the grind, skate 3

I've been going thru some things
Don't like how I'm designed lowkey
When I look in the mirror
Feels like I might die lowkey 
Losing too much sleep, I might die lowkey

Hole In The Heart

Idk what I'm doing, sometimes I feel like I'm losing it...

prod. Boolin

[Lyrics]
Bitch
I be losing my mind sometimes
I cant help that shit it's just the way I'm designed
I've been seeing signs lately 
That I shouldn't slow down
Gotta get the gang outta this town
I don't know where I'll find my peace, but when I find that place
You best know I'm finna shine
I roll up I smoke all the time
I get so high that my brain presses rewind

I'm reminded of the times
I remember all of the lies
That they told me
It's 2025 I'm bringing back the old me
Shoutout to the ones who really know me
Not the bro me
I'm just glad I'm still alive
I'm so surprised that next year I'll be 25
I'm still trying to thrive
But sometimes this shit gets hard
That's why I turn it into art
This Music was my purpose from the start
No opportunities so I went out and made my own
studio inside the home that I grew up in
Really turned nothing to something
Homies made them hits that the whole town was steady bumping
I go so hard because I love it
If you work hard I swear it will do something
And if they're hating you call em a 

Bitch
I be losing my mind sometimes
I cant help that shit, it's just the way I'm designed
I've been seeing signs lately 
that I shouldn't slow down
Gotta get the gang outta this town
I don't know where I'll find my peace, but when I find that place
You best know that I'm finna shine
I roll up I smoke all the time
I get so high that my brain presses rewind

Find My Place

I don't think you'd want to be this high

Shoutout @babyimleanin !

prod. zeux!

[Lyrics]
Plug said he got the og
Might just cop a z
Face two leafs
Might just roll the other 3
Finna smoke until I get anxiety
You don't wanna be as high as me
You don't know how I wanna die behind the scenes
Can you hear the silence in my screams?
I'll take that as a yes
What's the point in wasting my own breath
Give you all my love until there's nothing left
I'm smoking all my weed until there's nothing left
I'm smoking so much green that can't catch my breath
I need checks
Haters so broke they wake up and eat Chex
Trap$tarr hit me up and he said he needs a mix
Hope we make it big and get us out the sticks
Back in 9th grade I was smokin on some stems
Grinding in the stu, producers sendin me their stems
Upgraded the booth and steady leveled up from then
Some old friends turned to junkies and I wish the best for them
Some og's didn't make it, so it's R.I.P to them
I don't know if I'll make it, so I guess I'll pray til then
Needed some more rosin, T slid me another gram
bbEiLean sending me some memes on instragram
What's the plan?

[bbEiLean Lyrics]
Don't you come about pretending ah what's real,
For the other weeks I be higher like it's Japan,
And I roll the keif in the blunt and you can't,
And the road a sea to others yeah I know
Can't stand the way these blaps stay hittin,
Mad tax im fixin
Keep it on track cuz 
if they ever see em slippin,
Y'all must be mad buggin
It couldnt be my g's,
How much these cash run up 
I hardly never see it,
How's he like gold pendant
And shiny bitch I'm gleamin,
Has very vague finish on all my diary entries,
I smoke these leaves like no one could want be as high as we,
Shouts to all my team we gon make out this horror scene,
Mounts of joy in sleep I can't be there as long I need to prolly,
Keep the key no lock the industry we on

High As Me (feat. bbEiLean)

All it it takes is persistence

[Lyrics]
Huh, it's been a minute
Since I've felt this feeling
My bad, Ima need a minute
Doubled up the foams 
and pour some lean up in it
I believe you can achieve your dreams
If you just be persistent

Oh you called? I missed it
I'm sorry lately I've been mean and distant
I don't mean to seen like I don't really care about a thing
adjusting to a lot it seems to me to be a broken part of me
Confused by my identity 
I'm drowning in dysphoria
I'm really not ignoring ya
Wasting all my time alone
I wish I could spend some more with ya

If you ask me how I'm really feeling
Ima tell you I don't know
Did I lose all my real feelings
Lately I don't know
I don't know
I don't, I don't know
Ask me how I'm feeling lately
I don't know
All this top shelf gas got me moving slow
I've bene up late nights swerving on the road
California gas pack is really all I blow
Haters smokin spray pack, that package just for show
Catch me in the back row, I still enjoyed the show
feels like I'm stuck the backrooms
I don't know where to go
I don't know
I don't know

I Dunno

Find your way to shine

Recorded this raw with just a compressor

[Lyrics]
I've been up to somethin
You always form opinions of assumptions
I smoke til I feel nothing

I've been up to somethin
You always form opinions of assumptions
I smoke til I feel nothing

Sometimes I feel the end is coming
I've been running low
Running low on hope
Running low on dough
My Mind is running but I'm moving super slow
I Cant tell the real from the fake anymore
Don't think I can make the same mistakes anymore
Then I go make more
But in a different way
You afraid to like my track because the art is gay
But you still listen anyway

Just be yourself don't give a fuck what people say
You'll be happy if you find your own way
Find your own fate
Find your own design
Find your own way to have peace of mind
Find the right way to spend your own time
I know I'm wasting mine
Swear this rope around my throat keeps getting tighter with the time,
And I'm not lying

I been up to somethin
You always form opinions of assumptions
I smoke til I feel nothing

I been up to somethin
You always form opinions of assumptions
I smoke til I feel nothing

I've been up to somethin

Feel Nothing

Life is like the Sims, and I've befriended the Reaper.

Prod. Drug

Thank you so much @babyimleanin for hopping on <3

[Lyrics]
Woah, Woah!
You gotta go!

Getdafuckouttahere
Squad it be ready to blow
Woah, I'm in the zone
Locked in, in the booth in my home
I ain't recording this shit off my telephone
This shit hit different 
when you learn how to be alone
Drug got my ear ringin, 
really fuck with the beat
EiLean in the seat while I cook up this heat
I'm a bloody skeleton 
And I'm covered in meat
Burberry sheets, it's all that I need
Animals going to war when I'm falling asleep
I gotta sleep
I gotta eat
I'm playing the Sims and the reaper's my friend
Cant be an NPC or a clone
Made it this far, couldn't do it on my own

[bbEiLean Lyrics]
Taggin em putting the brakes
Running my fade,
Tail up we run from the jakes,
Hol up bitch what did you say,
Participate in beatin eatin season bitch where my plate,
Smokin on Jace,
Lace my LSD again,
Seen the face melt I'm scared,
Scary jit who keep a blade,
You could've never prepared,
Bitch grow a beard,
Say with your chest if you really bout it 
we be rowdy 
coldest sound and death ain't an option,
Yetis they came with a mop and the Getty image of my moms had me buggin out,
Sweep em with swisher in mouth,
Finite my inner self doubt go bout it like a
Lost and found I found it 
lost a lot along the way 
I brought up my homies they hounds,

Getdafuckouttahere (feat. bbEiLean)

I ain't one for talking much...

prod. bartek

[Lyrics]
Wait, it'll take time
I ain't one for talking much
But I'm a great guy
Brodie movin weight on the grapevine
3 blunts got me in the right mind
The tree runtz but it is the good kind
Smoke until I flatline
If you're tryna catch up, better take time
You Cant rush a masterpiece, can't rush inner peace
Ain't safe in these streets, you gotta keep a piece
My brain is like a puzzle, think I lost a couple pieces
I want to help you out but sometimes I have trouble speaking
I can feel my soul leaking out through the cracks in my skull
I'm done thinking bout the past, it's getting old
My heart been feeling heavy like it's made of solid gold
I'm feeling this beat heavy lemme roll another cone
Boutta smoke it to the dome to keep me solid in my zone
Got angels watching over me I know I'm not alone
I just boosted up my cheddar off a mobile phone
Bro just threw a party in a mobile home
Speakers so damn loud it had the block jumpin
I can still cook up with the stock plugins
I've been playing fortnite dressed up as a sock monkey
One day I'll be rich like I got stock money
Sip until I'm slippin out my socks and start to walk funny
You don't even rap, you hop on a beat and talk funny
Took a dab so fat it hurt my chest and had my snot runny
Face my demons on the spot, I am not running
I know I got some issues
It doesn't make you weak if your tear ducts are in use
Grab a box of tissues and recover from the misuse
If they won't treat you right then someone out there will
Heard homie had some beef way up on Hooper hill
I'm feeling relaxed in the back seat smoking on some kill
Donuts on the back street fuckin up the wheels
This life is like a gamble gotta spin the wheel
Either born as a winner or you grind for that next meal
You're either humble with your humans or you rob and steal
There's way too many fakes that's why I keep it real
I've made many mistakes, but I'm vibin still
If you don't want to help yourself, then no-one will

Sock Monkey

Lord, I'm sorry...

Featuring https://soundcloud.com/thatguyrumchata

prod. kilolit

How The Darkness Feels (feat. Rumchata)

Really though...


prod flight7n

[Lyrics]
Sometimes I don't know what I'm saying but I say it anyway
And they respond to me like what did you just say
Fo'really bro, I really don't know
And they like "really bro?"
"you always get like this when you smoke"
Yeah I know

But lately I don't know
If what I've been doing is really working
Should I try I different flow
I'll try and try some more
A lot of time I feel as if I'm crumbling
From nothling but my own thoughts
I think outside the box while I observe what is inside of  it
I said it's been a mean minute and I'm sorry I've been distant
Twitsted my words up does that mean I said it twice
I'm tired of taking chances and rolling all the dice
I'm tired of ruining every single thing that's nice
I'm tired of laying awake at night
I'm tired of of not getting any sleep
And I'm tired

I'm Tired

Random vent song
Fkn h8 havin the 'tisims

Beat prod. 14papii

[Lyrics]
They say they love me I'm like when
I'm becoming a recluse because I feel it's all pretend
And I'm always fuckin hurtin' but there's times I can't pretend
Like I'm even fuckin happy with these series of events
Treat life like it's a game that's why I had to hop the fence

Sometimes I feel I'm cooked because I get too many references to stupid shit
Everyone I know is so ironic it's ironic
Bro just bought a fancy water but he didn't like the tonic
The Mercury just floored itself like it was fully haunted
Or maybe automated

One time I got lost in Vons cuz I was way too faded
And I've damn near lost my life on three different occasions

Those two have 'nun in common but at times I feel like I'm dying when I'm shopping
These lights don't feel quite right and I think everybody's staring
Is it the way I walk thinking maybe I should change my stance
It might even be what I'm wearing, should I have worn some different pants?

My heart is beating fast
My breathing ain't that slow
All the sounds are loud around me
I'm surrounded by a piercing glow
And I don't even know which way to go
A rock forms in my throat and it feels like I'm 'boutta fuckin choke

I'm so over being overstimulated
I'm so over
I'm so over being overstimulated
I'm so over
I'm so over being overstimulated
I'm so over
I'm so over being overstimulated
I'm so over
I'm so over being overstimulated
I'm so over
I'm so over being overstimulated
I'm so over
I'm so over being overstimulated
I'm so over
I'm so over being overstimulated
I'm so over

Overstimulated

Let me take a walk...

Not the best, I might re-upload with some layers and adlibs added.

Prod. corly

[Lyrics]
Something about the way we talk;
Got me thru a lot.
Sometimes I don't say anything;
But then I say a lot.
Did I go down the wrong road;
Let me take a walk.
My wrist used to be a barcode;
And now it's full of rocks.

Something about the way we talk;
Got me thru a lot.
Sometimes I don't say anything;
But then I say a lot.
Did I go down the wrong road;
Let me take a walk;
My wrist used to be a barcode.
And now it's full of rocks;

I went down the wrong road, and somehow I got lost.
When I look into the mirror I see reflections of my flaws.
I battle all these demons, and swear I feel their claws.
Born with a broken heart and I could never find the cause.

Distorted visions like an old box TV that needs to be degaussed.
If I freeze up for a minute will you wait til I defrost?
Whatever is in this cup got me delayed, I'm feeling sauced.
If I got the money, I'll buy you anything. I don't care what it costs.

Rocks

Just a sleepy dog, you can catch me not sleeping...

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