never really listened to you to much but this song hella hit me, <3 

qawi ily and remember we here for you my dude 

I have this song saved in a secret file for my daughter just in case of something happens when I give birth since the chances are high.

all black fit like im convolk in new york

Gas 💨⛽️

you pulled my heartstrings you said you want me dead
I grab the gun load it up and put it to my head,
and I forgotten all the things that you had said to me,
you were a friend of me but now you are my enemy 

and I don’t feel alive no u don’t talk to me unless I cry,
and I don’t wanna go home, cuz it’s in the middle of the night

I’m sorry for loosing your love,
I’m sorry for losing your touch,
if I could take it all back
then girl trust me i fucking would

and I don’t feel alive no u don’t talk to me unless I cry,
and I don’t wanna go home, cuz it’s  in the middle of the night

heartstrings [mommasboy]

die in a cool way w/ acey

MOVE RIGHT

@qawikamri

LYRICS:
I know we fight sometimes
https://genius.com/Qawi-kamri-im-sorry-but-hold-on-to-me-annotated

SPOTIFY

I'm Sorry But Hold On To Me

Lyrics:
when I was a kid 
I thought I didn't exist
I painted my body white 
I was ashamed my skin
when I was a kid
I never had any friends
I’d do whatever you like 
I just wanted to fit in

all these voices in my head 
make me wish that I dead
they all say they love me now
but where was they way back when
I would never leave the house
on the couch til I go bed
thinking bout my fucked up life
wishing I was someone else

when I was a kid
(guitar break)
when I was a kid
(guitar break)

when I was a kid 
I thought I didn't exist
I painted my body white 
I was ashamed my skin
when I was a kid
I never had any friends
I’d do whatever you like 
I just wanted to fit in

all my thoughts & all my fears
are like headlights to a deer
I don't wanna die right now
but I did when I was ten
with my head up in the clouds
staring straight into abyss
never opening my mouth
scared of what they all might hear

when I was a kid
(guitar break)
when I was a kid
(guitar break)

when I was a kid 
I thought I didn't exist
I painted my body white 
I was ashamed my skin
when I was a kid
I never had any friends
I’d do whatever you like 
I just wanted to fit in

✦ Other Platforms

When I Was A Kid

@qawikamri @cpt_sad @lonnellsuave

mixed and mastered by @qawikamri
beat by @lonnellsuave

LYRICS:
i don't feel safe in my own room.
https://genius.com/Qawi-kamri-i-dont-feel-safe-in-my-own-room-lyrics

i don't feel safe in my own room

I Don't Feel Safe in My Own Room (w Yesterday) (prod. Lonnell Suave)

@qawikamri
@polearm

this song is for everyone who supports me.

LYRICS:-
when i die
can you sing this lullaby? 
when you cry
remember im always in your heart

keep your head, stay strong, you'll be fine
dont worry about me, ill be fine
ill watch over you with a smile
when its tough, ill show you a sign

remember to be kind, even when its hard
even when its dark, wait for the morning light
promise you'll be alright, cos ill be by your side

so when i die
can you sing this lullaby?
when you cry
remember im always in your heart

imma leave with a smile on my face
with a can of arizona in my hand
all black fit like im convolk in new york
imma sprinkle molly rock, then hide it in my sock

ill be there in the form of a ghost
gonna haunt you for a night
when you needed me the most
ill break the law, it wont matter the cost
cos i just wanna hear the echos of your voice

When I Die (prod. Halberd)

@qawikamri

LYRICS:-
QAWI KAMRI
start and drive the car
you've been on my mind
going to your house
you got my heart

can I have yours?
will not waste your time
life on the line
can I stay the night?

can I spend the night?
we gon' vibe all night
gon' treat you right
please dont leave my side

can I stay the night?
we gon' love all night
gon' treat you right
like it's your first time

she says "I don't bite" 
i said i dont mind
you can leave a mark
right here with a spark

there's good in my heart, 
you found it in the dark
you still stayed when its hard
you still stayed when its hard

this is how it starts
shoot it like a dart
loving is an art
you got it in your cards

i just wanna hold ya
i just wanna touch ya
show you that I love you
show you that I'm down for you

imma just pull you closer
carry the weight on your shoulder
treat you the same when im older
you can always come over

you can spend the night
we gon' vibe all night
gon' treat you right
i wont leave your side

you can stay the night
we gon' love all night
gon' treat you right
like it's your first time

Stay The Night

- [prod. van beats]

sample: balance and composure, jon simmons let me use it pls dont sue me

run me outta town
got me outta bounds
dont forget me now
never let me out

when i come around
you just let me down
so ill let you down
and ill let me drown

x2

i been in a cage for 2 weeks
cant get out of bed im too weak  
anxiety holds my shoestrings
cant get out of my head im too keen

this hospital room is too clean
when im on my own im losing
man ill end my life and you'll see
when we wake up to a new dream

ooo
ooo
ooo
ooo

thats my anxiety

run me outta town
got me outta bounds
dont forget me now
never let me out

when i come around
you just let me down
so ill let you down
and ill let me drown

x2

take another ativan
mix it with a bad friend
sleeping like a sandman
blood all on my hands again

im cain now my brother's dead
sorry bout the headache
im really gonna die next year
from underground to under grave

anxiety!

download 'you promised feat. c. smith': https://bit.ly/2UVXo7O

lyric video: https://youtu.be/Du9-lPbYZzc

(wacko genius)
nowadays i wake with an aching heart
your face didnt change when we fell apart
always in pain
you promised to stay
nowadays i wake with an aching heart
your face didnt change when we fell apart
always in pain
you promised to change

(wacko genius)
dont lie baby dont lie
i know you think of me when you *** other guys
i see we both trying to find the reason why
that our love died out like my peace of mind
see my bones cold since the day you let me go
i think the shadows on the floor tried to save my soul
but the sky aint shining no
im flying pilot though
now diamonds aint the only thing thats been freezing cold
point blame back to our old flings
we need to both change baby we're broken
is this the way you cope?
*** then you ghost?
baby i wanted to die when my sister overdosed
i keep abolishing ties cause they be boring hoes
i know you wanted to find the love we couldve hold
that guy aint even your type
baby just come and be mine
helping eachother to climb
over our ego and pride

(wacko genius)
nowadays i wake with an aching heart
your face didnt change when we fell apart
always in pain
you promised to stay
nowadays i wake with an aching heart
your face didnt change when we fell apart
always in pain
you promised to change

(c. smith)
you promised that you'll change 
but then continued with the lying 
and now i feel insane because these thoughts are always thriving 
but now i am ashamed because my emotions i keep em hiding
but now our love just fled and now it's time to move on
we had our time together but it's time for a new song 
let me erase our past i need to try and right my wrongs 
because love is the devil baby thats why i always wear a cross
so be the map and find me baby when I'm feeling lost 
and now you are upset 
your thinking about the arguments and the petty thing we said 
and i hope you know i always cared but your heart was full of lead 
but now I'm getting over you its time to push ahead 
and now im feeling good
and now im feeling great 
i guess our lives were telling us that we just needed space 
cause now my life is better since we went our separate ways
cause since you left I'm happier and im living better days

(wacko genius)
nowadays i wake with an aching heart
your face didnt change when we fell apart
always in pain
you promised to stay
nowadays i wake with an aching heart
your face didnt change when we fell apart
always in pain
you promised to change

written/produced by wackogenius
https://www.youtube.com/c/wackogenius
twitter.com/wackogeniusbn
instagram.com/wackogeniusbn

written by c. smith
https://soundcloud.com/thecsmith2283 

https://instagram.com/the_real_c.smith

you promised - single

you promised (feat. c. smith)

[prod. imotapeproductions] @imotapeproductions

Lyrics:
I dont wanna lose all my feelins
I dont wanna battle my demons
You dont really know what ive went through 
I been gettin high to forget you

Dont go through the day without feelin numb
Bitch i wanna die call my fuckin dumb
Every single day im just feelin numb
See it on your face that u wanna run

Run my blood out my veins
Ease my pain, ease my pain

My life crashing down
I wanna run right now 
Get away somehow
I need to leave this town 

Im not dead yet
im not dead yet
Not dead yet
Not dead

I dont wanna lose all my feelins
I dont wanna battle my demons
You dont really know what ive went through 
I been gettin high to forget you

Dont go through the day without feelin numb
Bitch i wanna die call my fuckin dumb
Every single day im just feelin numb
See it on your face that u wanna run

Run my blood out my veins
Ease my pain, ease my pain

My life crashing down
I wanna run right now 
Get away somehow
I need to leave this town 


I dont think i got much time
But i think i got some left
I just wanna get high
I just wanna take my last breath

Numb

Lyrics:

When you said forever, you really meant fornever
Never thought you'd dip just because of some bad weather
Yeah rainy days will come but you knew that in December
I said I'll keep you safe, and that I'll be your defender

But you packed your bags, left me up on hold
Every morning desperately been looking at my phone
Waiting for a message, waiting for a tone
Waiting for that text that say "I'm sorry. Coming home." So,

I sat out on the doorstep, I
Been drowning in this torment, by
Reliving all the words sent, line
By line inside my mind I'm, fine

Remember you said always
It echoed through the hallways
But now we come a long ways
You disappeared for always

Fornever

fornever

love and everything in between. <3
thank you to all my friends who helped me produce this EP and thank you to my girlfriend who inspires me to be my best self.

Ecstasy (prod. Elijah Heaps + Brian Spencer)

Tear You Apart (prod. IOF)

I CRIED AS IM SCREAMING YOUR NAME (prod. me)

i guess ill just suffer through the pain

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Songs that are deleted everywhere else would be on this page.

When I Die (prod. Halberd)

QAWI KAMRI

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