(old song i made in 2022)

2022 n i finally made a long song// 

++i genuinely dont care


its nine
i wake up feeling fine
but not alright
decide
i dont know how will i survive the night 

i- i- i- im not good at socializing
t-t-talking and that just seems frightening
(yeah i agree! yeah...)
dont u agree?
when u want to talk your feelings out
uh oh
(uh oh!)
yeah did u hear?
d-deep in my mind wanna disappear
in my mind 
( in ur what?)
in my mind
in my mind 

ive been here for sometime
wonder wheres the sun shine
it will all be okay
just throw me away
its all fun and games
until the world ends
this parts kinda lame
so john take the lead away 

(john chena)
zǎoshang hǎo zhōngguó 
xiànzài wǒ yǒu bīngqílín
wǒ hěn xǐhuān bīngqílín
dànshì sùdù yǔ jīqíng 9
bǐ bīngqílín
sùdù yǔ jīqíng 
sùdù yǔ jīqíng 9 
wǒ zuì xǐhuān


i- i- i- im not good at socializing
t-t-talking and that just seems frightening
(yeah i agree! yeah...)
dont u agree?
when u want to talk your feelings out
uh oh
(uh oh!)
yeah did u hear?
d-deep in my mind wanna disappear
in my mind 
( in ur what?)
in my mind
in my mind

socializing ft. john cena

A Change Comes With A Cost

Produced , Art , Composed by July
Featuring Alya Qaisara


Lyrics :

you asked me how im doing now
why you look for me look for someone else
im just a body without a head
shook me out of my bed

ask why ive changed a lot in the past
ive strayed away a lot from my friends
constant change
thousand paints
are you proud of me now?

did you get it all

i don’t expect you to understand
im not the same person you’ve always known
you told me that but come to me for a friend
you told me that but come to me cuz ur alone

is it wrong that I know what I want
Is it bad that I dont wanna put up with this shit anymore
can’t you see, im tryna find myself

im not the same kid anymore

why do i keep things aside and go along all with myself
looking at the stars i wish i changed a lot my friends would help me
took a walk to calm myself everynight alone all with thoughts
look into my eyes the mirror of your man you'll see the destiny

see for yourself
a thousand reasons why i shouldve died
to see it with my own eyes
forget about it theres nobody else
run away to a designated place all myself
all myself

you look at the city
you didnt lose nobody
i just grew up a lot
without in need of somebody

you asked, how am i doing
"im doing great what about you?"
what are you thoughts about me
what did you change about me
did you grow a lot without me
did you grow a lot without me
did you grow a lot without me

when i wasnt here, anymore
to be by your side-

girl you cant escape me
pretending im not yours
you're taking
everything, that you want
everytime you stab my back you hate me
hate me more
you think that ur insecure
my baby
give me more
more of that because youll fucking rip me
torn my heart
burn my heart a million times
put a gun agaisnt my head right now
pull the trigger my body's down

im not the same kid anymore

( im here now )

Why Did You Grow Up / Change ft. Alya Qaisara

composed and produced by july,
special thanks to twikipedia - still life

did you notice me
when i walked out the door
just to see you crying on the shore
did you notice me
everytime i look into your eyes
i see something inside of me

everytime i see you with someone new
did you notice me? did you know its me?
everytime i wanna look into your fate
but all i think is just you and me

ive been waking at nights
to get you off my mind
but i cant let go of you this time
i want you to be mine x2

a place to call my home
just never leave me alone
afraid to call my home
cause ill never leave you alone

and i hope like i think im not wasting all your time
like a sand or a rock in your sole
would you give it all your own
i want everything but i have nothing to give you cause theres nothing of mine

i wanna show
the seasons change but in the summer everything feel so cold
and i want you to notice me
to be on your story just this once

did you notice me
when i walked out the door
just to see you crying on the shore
did you notice me
everytime i look into your eyes
i see something inside of me

everytime i see you with someone new
did you notice me? did you know its me?
everytime i wanna look into your fate
but all i think is just you and me

A Place To Call My Home

got me rolling on the floor bro

lyrics:

Texas

omg shawty u so fine
tryna get ur numbers
but ur playing hard to get
pull up to ur crib tryna get that hit
ur the first thing that came to my mind

i got them racks in my jeans
3 am calling u on discord again
ur someone
that special
not that many
cuz i got way more

qisz 

boy you got my heart I've been dreaming
I'm still here loving u silently
no words can explain how I need you
day has been better since I met you

swear when you smile I forgot how to breath I
never want to lose you cause I know that your my future, swear when you smile I forgot how to breath I never want to lose you cause I know

redemancy ft. texas (Alfie Snapped + ilysean)


prod (theoptimist)
lyrics: 

ku harap ini yang terakhir 
tetaplah bersamaku, setia bersamaku
saling berbagi tawa dan memberi bahagia
bukan berbagi tangis dan menaruh luka

dunia ini tidak sempurna
kerna kita hanyalah manusia 
taat pada yang satu 
namamu di dalam doaku

kau dan aku
seperti bintang dan bulan 
sangat jauh Ku ingin gapai tapi tidak terjadi 
mengapa begini?
mungkin bukan sekarang..

ku harap ini yang terakhir 
tetaplah bersamaku, setia bersamaku
saling berbagi tawa dan memberi bahagia
bukan berbagi tangis dan menaruh luka

taat pada yang satu 
namamu di dalam doaku

jika suatu hari
kita direstui
Kan Ku jaga mu sehingga akhir waktu..ouh..

angin

blue

kita pernah bagi semua 
yang kita ada 
yang kita mampu
sebabtu aku tak boleh melupakanmu 
dengan mu aku rasa tenang
tanpa mu aku rasa hilang 
kau hilang dengan bintang
tapi kau kembali dengan bayang 
menghantui ku di setiap penjuru
kau ada dalam mindaku 
di setiap pelusuk hati 
aku takkan pernah lari 
dari dirimu lagi 
dari cinta yang kau beri

pernah!

(prod. Matthew May)

lyrics:
when I look at you
you make me feel like I don't wanna lose you
your eyes are so deep , I'm scared that I might fall for it 
I wish u could see the way I see you
I just don't wanna lose you again
All I want is, you, to ,stay
stay with me
no matter how long it takes for us
just stay 
with me
no matter how bad it is
just stay with me

the day that I met you
I knew that it was you all the time, the one that I've been looking for 
in my dreams, in my mind 
your the only one who I'm thinking of

so when times were rough, just remember that I'll always be here

All I want is you to stay
stay with me
no matter how long it takes for us
just stay 
 with me
no matter how bad it is
Just stay with me

stay

(Lyrics)

tak perlu nak ulang benda lama
sesuainya just pilih yang mana
tak kira apa saja yang ada
kalau jadi kita kan ke sana

tak payah risau
even diorang cakap “if semuanya kalau”
even diorang nampak kau terus di “halau”
just try buat sorang sampai besar pulau

tak perlu susah hati 
pilihan banyak lagi
kalau something bad jadi
ingat “life” memang camni

ruang bumi ni besar
banyak benda leh kejar
buat apa nak rushing
kalau boleh bersabar

salah silap kita boleh ubah yang mana satu
takyah tukar personality jadi yang “baharu”
cerita kita lama
sabar no “putus asa”
just datangkan “membara”

jadi engkau kena sabar sabar sabar
pergi aim yang paling besar besar besar
if ada chance terus bagi bagi bagi
ada “hits” kau terus pergi pergi pergi

kita hanya orang bawah yang susah nampak
mata mulut kata apa kita boleh syak
tak boleh nak soh diam kita ni kan siapa
but hati tak boleh hold makin “buak buak”

tak payah risau
even diorang cakap “if semuanya kalau”
even diorang nampak kau terus di “halau”
just try buat sorang sampai besar pulau

“lumrah dunia”

Lumrah Dunia

Mine all mine

pagi.u 
bangun pagi sarapan dulu
teringin order kat mamak nak roti canai satu
tapi now dah kat cafe takde wang saku
jap aku naik bilik amik dompet aku

tunggu jap weh tunggu jangan kau makan dulu
naik, turun balik nak lepak dengan suku
lepak jap je tak sampai pukul satu
sorry ngantuk mat gerak lu nak beradu

pagi.u sekarang dah pukul berapa ni 
enam pagi, subuh dulu, lepastu mandi 
shampoo, sabun, cuci muka, dan gosok gigi 
after mandi, siap diri, niat baik harini 

rasa fresh, headstart, mulakan pagi 
rasa blessed, dapat hirup udara pagi 
rasa best, sarap roti gardenia dan kari 
rasa grateful, semua rezeki nikmat tuhan dah bagi

pagi.u 
bangun pagi sarapan dulu
teringin order kat mamak nak roti canai satu
tapi now dah kat cafe takde wang saku
jap aku naik bilik amik dompet aku 

tunggu jap weh tunggu jangan kau makan dulu
naik, turun balik nak lepak dengan suku
lepak jap je tak sampai pukul satu
sorry ngantuk mat gerak lu nak beradu


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