this was my first genuine song i made

it was over before it started
i will never be broken hearted
what’s the reason i lie to myself
is it for you or for somebody else
if i could i’d be somebody else 
i’d be anyone else
i’d be anyone else but me
put myself first always cause i can’t trust 
you almost had me down on my luck now it’s back now i’m up 
(now i’m up what the fuck)
what’s the reason you lie to yourself
you had so many chances i think you need help
i’m just glad that’s it’s me and myself
don’t need anyone else
don’t need anyone else but me
put myself first always cuz i can’t trust 
now i’m up and you’re broke yea your time is up 
they used to hate on me but now i got my racks up 
got me a main shorty and i got a backup 
yea you a lame and i think you need to backup 
it always was the same with you now i need to back up
now i look at what’s ahead 
i’m just focused on my bread
i’m just focused on my racks now

lie to yourself (prod. biggity)

magazine! (prod. biggity)

#spendit prod. khozy

https://soundcloud.com/daneconlanbradshaw
mixed by me

exclusive ft. dane bradshaw (prod. vanguardthechamp)

gone prod. clockwork

soundcloud.com/daneconlanbradshaw

loop by yungspoiler

anish:

(hook)
you caught me right in your trap 
i know there’s no going back
and i hope i won’t crash

it’s over 
i hope i get closure
can’t make myself sober
feels just like october

can’t save myself so i’ll save you 
forget the things that we’ve been thru 
but one thing that i wish you knew
i never thought that i would lose

i never thought that i would lose
just one more chance to be with you 

(hook)

dane: 

even though you’re far away
i haven’t heard your voice or seen your face
but you still reach out

even though i let you down
i make no effort for you i don’t know how
you still let me know that you’re proud

i’m not a liar when i say i wanna see you
it’s just so hard for me to do

i’m too scared that you’ll be disappointed
with the person that would be standing right next to you

i wish that one day we can laugh together smile i won’t frown

just know i’m thankful for you even though i know i’m not around

i don’t know why i am this way
i just don’t wanna let you down
you need someone who’s good for you
without me you’re better off anyway

better off ft. dane bradshaw

portrait

feel it at night im so delirious 
and my brain cannot stop but i'm calling your bluff
i'm not doing alright but enough is enough
feel the rain on my skin but my hands are so rough
wear my heart on my sleeve
they laugh at me 
i was doing so well but now time's against me
all that i need 
is a chance to be seen
just one look in my dreams
it's so obvious to me

delirious prod. michael harrison

Te13sPxp64.wav

prod. masked man w/ some additional prod by me

(chorus)
your footsteps follow me into the dark
can't blame myself but i'm falling apart again
and it's hard again
but you called me last night
and we almost had a fight
but i think you're always right

i remember every little thing
how you told me that i shouldn't leave
feel like everything i shouldn't be
put so much into a little fling
acting like i bought a wedding ring!
hope it fades but you're still lingering

got inside of my head and got inside of my heart
but those were things of the past that tore my life apart
i could stare at my phone with all this time alone
all these pics of us that i'm ready to burn
i think it's time i learned i think this time i learned
that there's no one to save me at all
no one to save me at all no one to save me at all

(chorus)

footsteps

vans freestyle prod me

screen (prod. 88sigils)

me rapping on youtube beats

grievances

4u.wav

pesos (prod. enough)

https://soundcloud.com/22020 https://soundcloud.com/z10100101 https://soundcloud.com/1saskia

alyx (chapo fiziq saskia)

https://soundcloud.com/mercycoreradio
spent so many days tryna figure myself out
im rollin on these pills tryna figure myself out
i think i need some help but i dont wanna reach out
its the same old bullshit
fleeting time on my wrist
i cant tell if i miss you
every day that i waste
every second i chase
i just know i disgrace you
and i cant tell
is everyone faking
it's like anyone whos real isnt anyone whos famous
dont know what im saying
and i dont know what im doing
im moving so aimlessly through this, clueless
and i dont know what im doing
life can be so strange but i keep it moving
only know me, nothing else can be proven
moving so aimlessly through this, clueless

evynsrefuge

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