produced written and recorded by me.
im alone and unwell. im trying to hypnotize myself into eating 3 meals a day.

lyrics: 

i dont want to 
leave you hurting...
i dont wanna leave 
but this shits just not working

u can hate me 
if you really wanna think that im bad

i dont think like that 
but if it works
then go ahead

you can keep on searching
even when you say that im the one
its so concerning

everything we’ve known 
is destroyed 
now my rooms so drab
i don’t think im the soul 
that you want
sleeping in your bed


im so broken
u cant fix me
i cant fix you
you cant stitch me up

u say im worth it
u cant convince me
i think im worthless
my mind trips me up

we were choking on our words too much
but i finally spit it out
u said baby i will wait for you
to rid yourself of all your doubts

we’ll see about that 
come a few years when im back on track
come a few years when i get my stacks right
come a few years and you wont look back
at me (x2)


i dont want to 
leave you hurting...
i dont wanna leave 
but this shits just not working

u can hate me 
if you really wanna think that im bad

i dont think like that 
but if it works
then go ahead

you can keep on searching
even when you say that im the one
its so concerning

everything we’ve known 
is destroyed 
now my rooms so drab
i don’t think im the soul 
that you want
sleeping in your bed

go ahead

evan jolley & winxxss - know me the best (prod. metlast)

Paradox (srdbeatz x maknae)

I don't like to disappoint the people that I fuck with
I know when you see me that I'm always jussa whole mess
I like when you fuck with me and tell me that I'm different
baby can you fuck with me and tell me that I'm different

better feeling guilty than a dick head
I should fucking pay you keeping track of all my business 
I feel fucking terrible wish I could wake up dead (tht i'd get ghosted)
in the morning you still fuck with me just like you promised 

thirty different girls that I could write a shitty song for
but I'll let u know when I release this it's about you
hold a boy down cause you like his fuckin attitude
better hear about it through a song than when I text you

easier to swag it on the lyrics 
if I have a couple many cups I get all teary 
tell sm silly shit an I'll regret it in the morning 
but I'm fuckin with u for a thousand different mornings

u promised <3 DEAD☣AT☣18

(=✖ ᆺ ✖=)

--

@squidemoji

dont know what im doing, youre the only thing im sure of right now
( please pick up the phone, baby please pick up the phone )
but i keep falling apart and crushing you in the debris
( i never wanted this, wasnt meant for you to see! >_< )

broken down!
begging for some kind of relief!
take a breath!
kiss me right before you leave! *moans*

im going to sleep
see you in the morning
when i wake up, will you
be there waiting for me?

i know that i dont deserve you
it was wrong of me to hurt you
after everything weve been through
just know that i fucking miss you

( always fucking up )
( i never meant to hurt you )
( love is not enough )
( falling from my virtues )

@loveushiyoko

i dont know if ima gonna be alright 

i just miss you every fuckin night 

just tell me its gonna be alright 

just a lil im soo sad

ill just be fine 

ill just be fine

wish i could talk to my momma more time

even tho your bitch wanna facetime

dont know here to go bitch i just wanna die

i dont know if ima gonna be alright 

i just miss you every fuckin night 

just tell me its gonna be alright 

losing myself to the ciggeretes ill be just fine

crush you w/ shiyoko (fxkss)

prod qt2f and me

shoutout qt2f

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[qt2f]
who knows what qt2f is saying

[puppygirlalice]
yesterday i met you in my head again
caught a glimpse, a bitter scent
of everything that you once meant.
i reminesce; our day is dead. 
i try to live; but our moon has went.
darkness gives, my soul portends 
ill never see your face again.

i never seem to make amends
with every empty day that’s spent
waiting for the pain to end.
a single apparition’s left:
acrylic skin
acrylic

acrylic + qt2f

repentance (sparr00w taylormorgan)

forget (mckel)

lyrics 

jeski:

i wish i coulda saved u 
maybe i did
do u believe in god n if so did u pray for this
i cant even play it cool
can barely play along 
i think i should play alone
u make me nervous
i like u a lot 
but it doesnt mean that i trust u
i kno i can get mean n thats not cool
but i just want it to be me and u
oh uh oh uh oh


cxdy:


nvr nvmbr:

smoking on designer
you get me higher
than i’ve ever been
yeah, ur luv’s required

i’m breaking down
i sing it like a choir
they don’t give a fuck
so i might just retire

i bless every track i’m on
but i don’t like th path i’m on
i hit u up, u don’t respond
i’ll sing another fucking song

u shot thru my armor
& it pierced me sharper
than any wound
yeah, this shits harder

but i’ll die with honor
yeah, i’ll die with honor

u promised <3 DEAD☣AT☣18

qt2fxx

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