NOT MY BEAT: LISTEN TOO: https://soundcloud.com/lovata/mmvbr

lyrics: 

it’s seventy degrees outside, sun rise in the middle of nvmber
i got sun like there’s bleach in my eyes, never mind i’m just crying in nvmber
a tattoo of deceit can’t remove it til you make a few weeks past nvmber
if you let it fester up, keep ignoring, keep it up it’s getting stuck like you feelin this nvmber

the seasonal timer is going off, my depressions ready
playing games with microsoft, passing time and drinking heavy
nevermind, look into my crystal eye for effervescent
moment’s in reality to keep me hanging onto efforts
that i’m putting in 
just to get re - set
to the beginning again
and now like all of my energy’s 
being put into this
damn i swear this shit’s killing me
hearts in pieces and bit’s
all from some pieces of shit

man i’m sick of all these mf’s lying to me
you talk smart, so you think you gotta talking degree?
why don’t you start taking walking from across of the street
while i walk away and bop my head along to the beat
sokka’s doing great, when boomerang be socking the fleet
and like i’m appa imma yip yip on top of the creeps
i’m in your face, reiterate- on your crops i will feast
to give me sustenance and energy for all of the week

i
don’t 
need 
your
bullshiitttt……

IIII DONNNTTTTTT

i’m 
so 
sick
of 
bullshiittttt

I KNOWWWWWW

it’s seventy degrees outside, sun rise in the middle of nvmber
i got sun like there’s bleach in my eyes, never mind i’m just crying in nvmber
a tattoo of deceit can’t remove it til you make a few weeks past nvmber
if you let it fester up, keep ignoring, keep it up it’s getting stuck like you feelin this nvmber

Nvmber

THIS IS NOT MY BEAT: https://on.soundcloud.com/u16CY9LhN9SPF2aP7

(credit to my homie sai for choosing the name of the song and helping pick the picture😎)

lyrics:

purple skies complimented by the orange embers
mad cold, leave my ac on until december
never told, that nostalgia’d hit the feelings center
17 years old, took more than splinters

i got some scars on my back
had to break it off, now it’s all coming back
with the toxicness and all, I don’t want none of that
and these mfs ball, when i told em i could rap
fact.
making fun of me, isn’t wondering why i left
now you ghosting me, hoping that imma just react
simply poking me, jokingly but i didn’t laugh
how the fuck did y’all see shit so white & black
-right away no pause-
making all these observations 
feeling awfully calm complacent
showing off my modern style
always knew that i would make it
shit get’s special, like a day trip
had it on my mind a while
so you could say my thoughts was baking
innocent im still a child
but innocence is 

slowly tanking

got my jaw right off the pavement
sucker punch a suckers taken
movie move the kid was making
jackie chan like punches snaking
part of the above was fake
and most of the below’s imagination
Life was never real just a book, entertainment

yeah my glass so fogged up blurry i need to clean it
let that ash all fall up from the j i’m partly feinding
and that pains gonna pile up til the towers slowly leaning 
lyricism demon

lyricism Demon

THIS IS NOT MY BEAT: https://soundcloud.com/yungmai/july-5-2021
HEY so this is my first mixtape, i found this track on sc and had to rap over it, i hope you all liked it and just a reminder i don't profit off any of my music so yeah, hope you enjoyed! (THANK YOU TO SaI FOR EDITING FOR ME?)
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lyrics:
1. Man,Myth,Legend
All black night sky red fire screaming
stars shimmer crystal eye call me line demon
having trouble breathing,
young dumb spider-king rising from the grave breaking through cracked cement
man i’ve been a genius ben james atlas inspired me
no retiring a lost poets soul scheming
hair blonde like it’s breath of the wild, you hear my music couldn’t help it cause my breath is so wild
an over confident and competent intelligent child
overlooked and always talking shit his spitting is vile
writing writtens for himself ain’t ever going the mile
for bad relationships that you abuse and always defile
can’t reconcile with that. x6
—
2. DeadPrince
I’ve been stressed out
struggling to just catch a breath now
crumbling inside of my bed, it all just goes to my head
new Prince covered in dead crowns
my nuisance is myself, a damn clown
feel like im the cloud that made rain frown
the death of myself, I see my egos break away now
end the call blanked out
take a hit spaced out
feelin like im chosen feel like you should call me aang now
hair up face down
medicine equals breakdown
18 years and i might never find my place wow
wow.
wow..
—
3. Disregarded Angel
worlds so blind to the problems that they cause
ignorance is bliss so keep ignoring all your flaws
keep on being fucking sad and hurting everyone you loved
earth is full of chaos, humanity has taught
to keep on pushing social norms
this is not my final form
different than the rest, just an angel with a broken horn
why would you contest the fight for equal love i’m tryna warn
the sad sack’s of shit that are feeding bad and feeling lorn
there’s always coming back from shit man nothings ripped nothings torn
you can still move past this
leave your flaws out, waterborne
remove the thorns of hatred, get to better change reborn
ovens on i’m baking me a better brain
better morals
-
4.-12/19/20-04-
12/19/20-04
doesn’t mean much to you, it’s the day that i was born
open windows even opening doors
opportunity at it’s highest i wouldn’t be getting much anymore
i’ll need bout 18 years before my message can soar
i need like 8 more beers that i can dump on the floor
i know i ain’t been clear so come in close listen for(4)
all the constructive criticism that you need to endure
look.
move i’m in a hurry you can tell i need a ice pack
beaten bruised and blurry from a punching flurry quite fast
my life’s taxed constantly i need to get my life back
think of different words cause it’s high production i lack
so if i never make it then fuck it guess i’ll have my raps
time moves quick like i’m watching it in a time lapse
i’m fading through shit in and out of my mind mind trap
lost long trip, looking for it, i can’t find my map
-
5. Chemistry Class
Woke up to a shattered lens broke glasses
guess i’ve been sleeping on em like i do in all my classes
got the teacher mad, telling me i’m never passing
chemistry class rapping messing w some natural gasses
this is where the gas is back tracking while rapping
i’m the kid who’s next up, allergic to the grasses
is he the fastest, classic rapping average mother fucker that i’m used to (no)
surely dude’s ass then
i’m not for the masses, creating for my self
moving slow molasses, when healing mental health
dirty old mattress, can’t afford a shelf
almost lost like 30 pounds he can barely feed himself
if i talk about my problems talking quiet like a mouse
moving really silent i’ve been working on my stealth
stay the fuck up out my business or i’m tearing this place down
keeping my homies all around, instigators outta town.
yuh

HaRdXCoReMiXTaP3

THIS IS NOT MY BEAT: https://soundcloud.com/archivedforyourpleasure/warm

p.s i think i left my fucking heater on for the first part that's that like little buzz,
my b lmao.

lyrics:
maybe, you'll listen to the poem's i spit 
cause lately, when i'm talking you aint giving a shit 
i'm damn crazy, baby, off the drugs, i’m hasty 
hang me daily, over the roses and daisies

let my blood drip trickle in the dirt
I wanna wear the earth like i'm wearing a fuckin skirt 
but i'm sick of all the social pressure that shit make's me hurt
now i'm being told what's next, but i'm never wanting to learn

demons casting hex’s like every which way i turn
all the animosity really giving me quite a burn
a bad scar
where the skin will not return
so thank god
for the lessons that we learn
for the lessons that we- 
for the lessons that we learn
only asking questions to show you that i’m concerned
sick of all the texting and looking up at my fern
i dont know what’s nex-
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i bring the boom back.   
back pack
rap fast 
cash tag

breaking thru the glass better be putting on my mask
damn another task, let me steadily go through my past
barriers in my way, snorlax sleep in my path
this shit is looking sideways, like side gaze’s and fast laughs
don’t ever go my way, the highway is so vast
so take a little stroll up, bubba kush i’ll roll up
i don’t know where i am
feel like i might throw up
i was cool before my glo up
but mother fuckers only see what shows up
materialistic and fake donuts

Roses&Daises/Highway#2

THIS IS NOT MY BEAT: https://soundcloud.com/earfluvv/raw-food-beattape

Lyrics: 
i hope that my past lives were better than this one
i hope that my future live's will be better than this one
and i hope that i can reside complete while under this sun
i'm not going anywhere unless i get my shit done
is this fun?

why do i let them control my walking 
why do i let them control my talking 
why do i let them control my thoughts 
it's a drag and it's getting exhausting

Life aint mine i ant living it at all

imma let them drag me thru the rain through the fall 
through the snow and the sleet 
through the winter and the fog 

is the glass half empty or the glass half tall
if you even asked the question your perspective is flawed

trapped inside obsession over right over wrong
am i good am i great is this taking too long?
am i making fait wait am i testing their patience
i'm anxious and nevrous and cannot stop thinking

mother fucker i am  . H . U . R . T .
H. aving habbits hurt never really was fucking worth
U. rgently i'm surgically enduring every verse
R. ecently my rapping has really started to work
T. ime is ticking see the light as i'm fighting through all the murk. x2

//H-U-R -T// prod.[earfluvv]

THIS IS NOT MY BEAT:https://youtu.be/emw9ZEFYevM?si=L1CwCGKcVpYwsOnt
‘Ajuaf.:https://soundcloud.com/user-697570430
Lyrics:
SpiderKING:
Locked box
i’m locked in side of my own thoughts 
fear not for the pulse and pressure of my noggin
a heart throb talking 
wording is uncommon
entity flawed but equally so flawless

i promise 
darling oh i promise
if i’m not honest send me to my coffin
i’ll keep coughing if i’m
choking on my faults
lies that i told i take out of my vault
looking at the truth
hurts my eyes but i let it sting
never showing bothered by a little a-ssault
i been through better and been through worse
i talk about it every lyric every second even in this verse

it’s all just relative irrelevant
spider symbolizes the balance, on my everlasting battle through earth 
it’s all just relative irrelevant
spider symbolic for balance and how i’m balanced on my travel through earth-
‘Ajuaf.:
Beggars can’t be choosers
But god beggars out of bias.
It’s like everything’s defying.
Just to get me out my pride.

Siblings in them old videos, my parents play fighting.
Bet it used to be a shitty joke.
Changed when I was 6 years old.

Degrade me while I spit these flows.
I hate me but this is emo.
I should go to tolot, pray and maybe god will forgive me for my
Bullshit.
Watch a bunch of bullshit.
Mom is watchin me on bullshit.
Neurologically I’m dull lit.
What’s stopping me though?

They don’t understand me, I’m a whole ass different language
Finna die without my message heard, a full anticipation.
I’m so fucking fruity.
Comfy snoozing
Conf-using
Funny movements
Ugly moods in
Sunny blues
Wish that I could unsee you

Fuck you off like buddies do.
You’re ugly, ‘Ju.
Do I even know how to be scared?
Or earn one title from my wishlist?
Humans makin each other ragdolls.
Survival of the fittest.
I reckon reconciling with my child self in British.

Advocate of sittin pasifistic
Ask of it, ill think that thats specific
When you’re always actin adamant
Painting words on the walls and then i punch it in
Spin in an inertia
A synonym of worthless
Spittin with a purpose tho.

Tolot x 'Ajuaf.

THIS IS NOT MY BEAT: https://soundcloud.com/purpan/tides-ep-purpan-x-tom-c
Lyrics:
just another angel tryna scare away the demons 
every night I'm dreaming I'm tossing turning and screaming
nose running red, bleeding
you think you're perfect? well you really sound conceited 
what's the reason behind all of your lies and misleading 
the wood's creaking
i can hear a couple steps behind my wall 
so i'm confident that someones been creeping 
feel out the energy the energy's intriguing
seems it's really self-defeating and casually crying weeping
you're in a loop
a cycle you're repeating
inner child is fatigued after years of trauma beating's
i'm barely eating barely drinking overheating 
I can't wait to get my bred up and move away get retreating

Level Up!1 prod.[purpan]

THIS IS NOT MY BEAT:https://soundcloud.com/lootfattig/what-ever 

Lyrics:
SpiderKING:
walking up the spiral stairs
to lock myself in the library
I’m very curious tryna learn the signs
varied messages the universe showing me in the sky
from the air to the leaves and the bird’s to the fly’s
big surprise, you couldn’t be one of my guys cause your shoes ain’t really fitting my size
i use my third eye to really look at where your heart lies
i could never see a start so it’s time to part ties
SpiderKING walking 8 leg’s 8 eyes
i see each side of your two faced whines 4 times
wait that’s ironic cause i really think i’m bouta go blind
constant computer screens assumed my eyes were doomed to be fried
if it’s equivalent exchange then i guess i’ll be fine
I put my trust into the universe give it to the divine
but wait
i’m in control cause i see and pull my card’s
the decks right in front of me and i’m the dealer

not a super human sign seer
just another mind reader
wanna make a difference
with lyrics and open eye’s

you use the first two to
left right looking at what’s in front of you
and use the third one for perception and feeling out bad vibes

-'Ajuaf.-
Fourth one…more than one person inside.
I think I use it to attack to much its been worsening five.
Six…my tricks come from that one, kinda sly.
7th iris red, intolerant, letting no bullshit slide…

Don’t wake 8.
You gon make way.
It’s been on the index too much tryna find a word describing how I’m feeling.
I’m hiding all my feelings.
I’m trying to find catharsis in lines and articles in these lights.
Lie in dark on a shitty night.

Just chillin on a web with a chick named Charolette.
Women think I’m slick and charming with my little pick up phrases.
Told her we can bounce.
Now I’m bouncing off the walls, she got me ricocheting.
8 legs on me, I couldn’t see it was a tick I played with.

I’ve been acting improv with the devil.
Limbs disassembled.
This shit ain’t simple.
I be getting pissed then civil.
It depends on who I’m looking at with what.
But no matter what word I’m reading, skimming the lines in books I’m happy..or calm.

Everyone has a story.
Every story deserves to be seen.
Deserves to have a mind shifted into it, certainly me.
Cause dozing off into fantasy for one second means a piece of me is out of life but always has a suspension.

Hey, WAKE UP
Forgot to mention
this song is a message so listen to my intention
i’ve been thinkin and plotting on my invention
get me to the fourth dimension
hit the breaks think i need some tension prevention

i could sit and talk about my process of ascension
but whenever i look over at you i see no retention
and i’m aware of my intelligence
but this is simply past your comprehension
and im not helping you if you refuse to listen

-'Ajuaf.-
I don’t mean to be a bastard, that was not offensive.
I couldn’t tell you how I wake 8th when I want protection.
That’s why I stay inside these shelves, that’s why I’m locked, it’s like a lost dimension.
Second bedroom, got the key, I guess you’ll have to knock to enter.

I don’t even talk…when there’s people, when there’s not, whenever.
Every bit of dialogue and letter talks for me.
I could spend a whole day in here with a long story.
Just soothed a thought with one of Leo’s novels; “War & Peace”

It seems I want a piece of both of them.
A fraction wants to kill you.
A fraction used to love on you.
A fraction still will too!
Ever since I was a spiderling, I went to find the finer things.
But always ended up falling down from the pale roof.

Itsy bitsy spiiiider went up the water spout..
Down came my pain and I’m finding my way out.

Library x 'Ajuaf. prod.[Loot Fattig]

THIS IS NOT MY BEAT: https://soundcloud.com/rollisim/roof-access

Lyrics: 
Yeo youoyo
my pen’s a weapon
no i am not the one that you should mess with
spiting lyrics writing for my spirit 
words they come from solar plexus
and i’ve had a nexus of ideas
pin’s and rope over pictures making my eyes clear
my rhymes shine fine as veneers
looking high up in the sky, see the nova shine
asking why i’m here
it’s almost been twenty but really feels more like 5 years
that times steered me in the right direction of higher spirit

my higher spirits caused a rise in lyrics 
articulated with patience and clarity so you can finally (finely) hear it
i gotta message for you
it’s super serious
young king mysterious 
speaking is so imperious
almost delirious
i’ve been having nightmares
but light shines brighter so i couldn’t give a slight care  
conquering demons while i’m comfily rocking night wear
morpheus the dream lord coming after your frights and fears 
*Iroh*
part of me is asking why you’re asking quite a lot of me
begging for my energy pleading for time and honesty and honestly
i’m sick and fucking tired of it
defiled puppet
treating me like i’m kermit controlling me like a  muppet 
i say fuck it
and fuck you 
for thinking im not above it
with my higher spirit i’m seeing clearer no longer covered
no longer smothered  by your sickening energy 
if i could describe it better i’d say friends that are enemies 
comforting me faking then you’re taking my equity
masking and misleading really fucking should be a felony
you wanna heal i see it in you feeling you beg and plead
can’t do that work for you 
but i’ll give you the remedies

HigherSpirit prod.[rollisim]

THIS IS NOT MY BEAT:https://soundcloud.com/hazy-year/smoking-on-starstuff
Lyrics: 
cutting out the false only truth and actuality
I'm proud to be the number one causer of causin casualties 
see I am never stressing just moving through problems casually 
third eye'd lie breaker I'm cracking the fake and the false fallacy
opinion stinks I think you need a shower see
you couldn't wipe that ignorance off 
after thirty hours G 
honestly open I'm sturdily spoken time span of access to my energy's surely closing
I demand that you put effort into making me happy-evil-
I said that I demand an ounce of positivity quit the attacking -high—normal-
okay now fuck this shit I gotta write it out so the mic I'll be passing 
over now but soon ill be amassing

waking up and opening my eyelids 
sunshine blinding, call it divine timing
gas tank full i got over a hundred miles
really wishing for a while for smiles to reconcile with

cut the petty lies see the truth up in your eyes 
pretender
never starting arguments i’ve always been the mender
truth vender
master energy bender
rhyming and writing titan call me last air bender

i’m the ascender
i fizzled out my ember so i could control my temper
(ayo pass me that blunt)
smoke controls the nerve center 
i relax re-enter preventer of fender-benders 
shit, you got me fucked up, dirty water i need to drink
dehydrated as of late and it’s making it hard to think
and hard to blink, my eyes getting crusty can’t see a thing
just a young carnivour crawling on your walls and floors -spiderKING-

waking up and opening my eyelids 
sunshine blinding, call it divine timing
gas tank full i got over a hundred miles
really wishing for a while for smiles to reconcile with

*ice king*

‘Ajuaf.:
Felt like I’ve lived less than a minute.
Lived my youth in 20 seconds.
I felt pressured, I felt vivid.
My whole body like a dick.
I felt my skin getting erections.
You wanna know my reaction?
I hooked apart my chest to see my heart, I’m hoping you look in it.

It’s in the left compartment.
I left a part of it in.
I better start learning quick.
Y’all made me realize what words were.

Starting to feel like they’re nothing.
Humans ain’t growing for shit.
Im really noticing this.
If I end up taking my life..

It would be cause of my realization, you all play with my mind.
You think I’m the perfect target.
Well your game is a mine.
Cause if my brain blows on a field it’s gonna stain like your face when you’re crying.
Maybe you’ll change and you’ll TRY.

I appreciate the depreciation
Y’all must really hate me
And I’d say that I deserve it
That’s not guilt trip, it’s honesty.
Will it ever stop, I don’t think so.
But to be fair, I know nobody’s perfect.

And you should too.
Just because you got golden floors and fortune don’t mean that you should hate on someone if they got a wood roof.
This goes out to every girl in math class tryna look cute.
This goes to the street smart niggas, go get some book too, damn.

I only know a few men who got clever logic.
And if you never got it then I guess you truly never want it.
What do they say, npc? Everyone seems so robotic.
Focusing on mirrors, not on homework, go and get some knowledge.

Have you swam inside my sea?
It seems not, you’re such a show off.
So show my what your sloughs of if you’re so tough.
Y’all think life is funny?
I’m a nihilist, funny does not exist me.
I don’t believe in no love, I’ve never even KNOWN love
I can try though.

I can try..
I dunno though..

StarStuff x 'Ajuaf. prod.[Hazy Year]

THESE ARE NOT MY BEATS:
School:https://soundcloud.com/carlskee/hear-wee-go-1?si=8c31d179ffbb45288c0cb9990ea4f381&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
Rap-Hysteria:https://soundcloud.com/fkn_beats/a-hop-skip

Lyrics:
-School-
connected with the wind
connected with the birds
connected with the leaves and the trees and the dirt
electrical connection flowing through the universe
SpiderKING stepping and shattering cracks through earth

lyricism weapon i’m fighting with all my words
shit you must’ve said it second cause i know i said it first
i do not believe in the better or in the worse
so i’ll mother fucking preach it til they put me in a hearse
just dropped a new song go listen to every verse
i dont wanna fucking speak until my verses are rehearsed
wait i think i fucked it up like my hearses are in reverse

-pause-
yeah i went to school but i didn’t do any work
shit i barely even listened and i aint never learn cursive
do shit on my own to break generational curses
i walk rough turf and i’m walking in converses 
still a fuckin loner got no one to converse with
gonna keep it simple now i’m gonna keep it terse
man you did me fucking dirty,
i’m needing a reimbursement 
open up the purse i’m looking to get immersed in
can’t coerce me just give me what i deserve 
stop the stupid fucking lies take that energy 
disperse it
you should live your truth and “LevelUp1!” to a new person
hit the “Library” Let my “ThirdEye” surf 
though the knowledge and the letter’s 
made a slurred cry worsen,
my teeth “H-U-R-T”
and my feet are battered and burdened
very tricky route and the track is covered in murk
dark fog helping me stealthily move and lurk
let my “HigherSpirit” clear it and surely it’ll be worth it
*worth itx10*

-Rap-Hysteria-

alert the area
trance has taken over so put up all of the barriers 
can’t breathe in or exhale
this could be contagious
so it seems to be outrageous
got a case of rap hysteria

mind scape 
empty and fucking blacked out
somehow on my paper i’m getting all of these raps out-*glitch*
i said somehow in my head i’ll put together the past
and separate the false and fake from the fait and the facts
no longer harboring my anger i knew that wouldn’t last 
a fucking second after letting go of your sorry ass
hey there, i get it, relax
you said that you were over it so get it out and let it be that
we need to talk about the way you react
how to handle the pressure so that 
you don’t end up just giving it back
you gotta kill em with kindness, 
unless they counter attack

*fall*

from my town to the city to the tri state area
imma spread my message no matter the when or where
cause i matter
another friendly face is all that i’m after
i’ve been tryna cure the only case of rap hysteria

from my town to the city to the tri state area
imma spread my message no matter the when or where
cause i matter
another friendly face is all that i’m after
i’ve been tryna cure the only case of rap hysteria (second) 

i will not stop making music
tryna spread my message been working on my movement
am i clueless? 
i guess that i am,
cause when they think that you know everything they hinder your improvement
it sounds stupid
but show a little but of fucking confidence 
and all the ego hungry people flock
damn it’s funny they don’t like you they only came thru to mock
standing statue in the room while they all converse & talk
like about your body looking saying damn you gotta eat son
matter fact, call the chef called he need’s to get this feast done
you don’t leave me room for a response i’ll put my feet up
and i’ll close my fuckin mouth before i tolerate this heat
 ugh

and all the jealousy you keep on putting out for me
it’s showing through your eyes and your aura you’re about to meet the quot-

and all the jealousy you keep on putting out for me
it’s showing through your eyes and your aura you’re about to meet the quota
for this alchemy

School/Rap-Hysteria prod. Carlskee & Soft Eyez]

THIS IS NOT MY BEAT: https://on.soundcloud.com/X1in2khuQWc62ekz5

Lyrics: i’ve been chilling at the back of the building
next to the dumpster
it’s better than being trapped in all the stress that i’m under
with the shoo fly’s, i don’t tell em “shoo fly”
i’ve been doing drugs in the ally conversing with all these cool guys

telling me stories of al-ter-na-tive sessions
where you were i and i was he 
but me had never been mentioned
some kinda crazy different consciousness
an altered dimension
i’m feeling the focus but
lost control of my own attention

( whoops 
guess i )

forgot to mention
that i moved into the forrest
chose to forage through the trees and threw away my selfish needs and my want, 
for entertainment 
and this boring news
so bored i might blow a fuse
or hit the snooze

give me 30 minutes i’m sleeping and i’m ignoring who ever’s moving my cover’s
who’d ever disturb the comfort?
a hating ass mother fucker
that’s always praying i’m under them 
why don’t you just
hop up off your high horse Buckingham 

fuck it man i dont give a fuck or damn
hateful and evil people seem to 
try and just ruin my plans
then i wake up
flash
like the sun’s in my hand
with a very loud ring 
coming from my night stand
might last 30 seconds but i can’t quite stand it
try to lift my head i’m feeling heavy weight, granite
so quit the yammering 
SpiderKING’s crazy gone manic
verses scary make the (dB) panic

After chillin at the back of the building next to the dumpster
i’m barely moving my leg’s i’m feeling too damn encumbered
man i’m too high now i’m seeing 2 guys
looking like some spec’s on the wall with some wings?
oh it’s two fly’s
floating before me teaching spiritual lessons 
attempt to banish all my anger
make a brand new impression
it’s not my final
but this is my confession
growing through trials and sessions
universe is testing me on my progression…

Dumpster Prod.(Carlskee)

THIS IS NOT MY BEAT: https://soundcloud.com/t-s-a-r/passage

Lyrics:
actually for this one you get no lyrics just listen to my noise and feel <3

[Insert Name] Prod.(monk)

THIS IS NOT MY BEAT: https://soundcloud.com/scabbeatz/ocean
Lyrics: 
only drinking tea
in the night
where i might be enticed
to take a look at my device
everything i like at my finger tips
ever since a little tike
-crashing bike’s 
fiddlesticks
often wonder why i’m scared of heights
-almost 20 now
funny how the little things in life will always come around
every time i get up on the ladder think i’m coming down
holding tight
moving slow
making sure my movement’s right
-hope i don’t look stupid 
in the grand scheme of life
on this bland grain of rice
yeah i guess it’s alright
if you’re snoring
-only thing i see when i’m not asleep
nasty monsters
straight up out my dreams
man reality is boring

i just wanna go
on a different road
funny shrooms and talking toads
growing up i’ve really been maturing

still i want my wish
miss my older friends
toes shoulders knees or head’s
still an indecisive kid
still deciding everything i do 
playing bubble gum in a dish
and in addition
to music i’m usually 
smoking piff
-the only time i exist
absorbing in every hit
ignore the stones that you’re casting
getting stoned to benefit

so much pathetic rhetoric
mumbles outta your lip’s
rude and un-empathetic
a selfish son of a bitch
i need my tea i can sip
drown me for 7 minutes
don’t forget that i exist

seriously.

only thing i need is my mic
and a little bit of time
left alone peace and quiet 
let me focus when i write
struggle with decisions
i can’t get out my own mind
like a little tike 
often wonder takes up all my time
-new horizons now
seeing clearer given different eyes
no surprise i’m outta time
do a lot just to survive
locked in chains I didnt do a crime
chains is just my style
fake applause i’m dodging crucial eyes
i’ll adjust my smile

just to grow i had to loosen ties
fuck it i’m still stuck
I’ll do it on my own i’m moving blind
pave my own path to the light
just before i loose my sight

HEIGHTS(tea) Prod.(scab)

I make music for fun! none of my beats are mine all of the og links are in the description of each song please check out every creator<3

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