marchtwentyone, twentytwentyone.
its all coming to a close.
produced by anvii.
guitar played by @ayyitsryo.

im sitting on the surface
i made me feel worthless
i know i fuck up
im angry with myself
cuz i cant stop thinking bout u
wish u could be mine 
because ur all i need

its all over
im getting older
all of this shit is all the same
i needed closure

tears on the way to the city

closure

stream

a reason why (jane)

[@3dssucks + @0k1ro + @lei] 
{i did the other drums and strings @ the end lol}

les go
scared of ur love
les go
scared of ur love i-
ugh ugh scared i-
scared

and i dont need ur love 
dont need ur love
and i cant omg
blood in my cuts now
and i could never run
i cant move yea im stuck 
surrounded by drugs
i think i had enough

i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again
i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again

i feel alive
all this energy, i could never die
upon the hills i can see what i cant find
i found beauty with my very own eyes
i think i love her and i dont, and im scared
and my words all in my throat
ur love's my fear i-
drop a tear ugh cry
why me why, all i do is try

i made it thru it on my own 
he talking tough ill cut his throat
we push to start like go go go
like u cant talk u stole my flow
break calcium all in my bones
and love engraved all in my code
i still see you as my own
i still see you as my bro
talk to the mirror--like i know
but i dont want u anymore
slamming the door, im running out
and i aint looking back no more
waking up on the floor
its like a been here before
love u i love u more--then i said

and i dont need ur love 
dont need ur love
and i cant omg
blood in my cuts now
and i could never run
i cant move yea im stuck 
surrounded by drugs
i think i had enough

i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again
i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again

scared
again
scared of ur love yea scared-
again
scared i-
again
scared
again

i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again

and i dont need ur love

i see again

spotify

how do i tell them
tell them its alright
its 2 far gone
and im leaving all my friends here
tell them they owe me one thing
that one thing was just an apology
can i even get one
one second of sympathy 
is that all u want from me 
i could give you more
can i even get one
one second of sympathy 
is that all u want from me 
i could give you more

how do i tell them
tell them its alright
its 2 far gone
and im leaving all my friends here
tell them they owe me one thing
that one thing was just an apology
can i even get one
one second of sympathy 
is that all u want from me 
i could give you more
can i even get one
one second of sympathy 
is that all u want from me 
i could give you more
i could give you more
i could give you more
i could give you more
i could give you more
get one

one second of sympathy

an ode to once remembered individuals, gems that cant be recovered #Dreamer

Thank you kara, thank you kmoe for the acapella at the end


I know I made you wait
I know I made you stay again
you said it's getting late
who said you couldn't make a friend?
got nothing left to spend
god knows ill be condemned 
I finally found my place and its nowhere near you
I sit and laugh cuz you think that I would fear  you 
but now you're in the sky
there's nothing left to hide 
no longer a disguise..

https://soundcloud.com/sanriorose

I need a savior
I wish u could hear me cry
product of danger
I can't keep hanging
u leave me out to dry
can't keep on cus
I'm just done now
I just miss u
I don't know how
wanna tell u
rather fall off 
can I test u
would u hold on
holding back holding on
holding on keep it strong
holding on holding back
I don't know bout that

come down from above + dolly

https://www.lyricallemonade.com/p/get-refreshed-deep-house-alt-pop-and-rhythm-games-all-at-their-best



i learned to lose i learn
and its not an excuse to lurk
ill find another way
because without it livings not the same
today,
today.
today
today
today

theres just a difference in you
the silent whispers into
the air
the leaves they fall
today is not the same at all

the stray is locked inside the cage
there is nothing left to say
embarrased left up on the stage
just please stop staring at their face
today is not the fucking same


the air is different
the air is different
the air is different
the air is different
the air is different
the air is different

just step back right in line
leave all of them behind
they arent worth your time

they arent worth your time
they arent worth your time

the stray is locked inside the cage
there is nothing left to say
embarrased left up on the stage
just please stop staring at their face
today is not the fucking same (x3)

i learned to lose
i learned to lose
i learned to lose
i learned to lose
i learned to lose
i learned to lose
i learned to lose
i learned

today is different

PRESAVE ON SPOTIFY https://www.gate.fm/ZmjGax
@0arid
the one they won't forget
inspired by dltzk

[hokoi]
it's been quite a while since i made a decision,
but i think theres reason for that.
all of the shit it just feels like a mission,
but its based on fiction not fact

i've said it before,
no i wont say it again,
dont wanna hear ur voice,
dont wanna be ur friend.

you aint got any more chances,
i cant even pretend,
you've done fucked it all up
this is the way that it ends

[arid]
im too afraid to reach out
but i know i can
i find it hard to leave now
its all out of hand
and i try it all again
and ill die when fall at the end
and the message im struggling to send
yeah im doing what i can

[hokoi]
its like they only exist on the screen,
i just dont understand why,
i can not find,
my mind and,
understand that they are there.

its because

they said that it would be fine
they said that it would be fine
they said that it would be fine
they said that it would be fine

it's been quite a while since i made a decision,
it's been quite a while since i made a decision,
i wasnt aware of what i have been missing,
i dont want no internet friends.

internet friends 💻 + arid (hokoi)

First Instalment
Executive Prod. Xay Fox
@XayFox

Long Overdue. #ThePrelude

WDYTYA

Antagonists w/ pitfall (jane)

produced by rosesleeves

lyrics-
(i don’t love you)
(lemme, lemme book your room [no dad] at a hotel for a [no, dad] couple of nights, why [dad, i] don’t we just go get some food, can you say goodbye at least? bye dad)

i don’t wanna see your texts on my phone anymore
you make me feel shit, that i can’t ignore
it’s not helping me, it’s not helping me at all
(oo yeah, oo yeah) it’s not helping me at all

you make me mad, you make me sad
i can’t stop it, i can’t stop it
you ruin my nights and you ruin my life
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it

and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop, stop, stop
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop it, stop it, stop
(i don’t love you)
you won’t stop
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop it, it, it
stop
stop it, it, it, it, it, it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) and you won’t stop it

see me
i wonder how they all see you
you’re not okay, okay me too
what will it take just to be you
i don’t want no one to help me
the way that i’m living’s not healthy
my mind is racing at max speed
i do it all to feel healthy
i just hope that you can see me
i wonder how they all see you
you’re not okay, okay me too
what will it take just to be you
i don’t want no one to help me
the way that i’m living’s not healthy
mom i’m just racing at max speed
i do it all to feel healthy

and you won’t stop-stop it-it-it-it
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop, stop, stop
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop it, stop it
stop, stop, stop
help me 
(help me)
stop it, it, it
stop
stop it, it, it, it, it, it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) and you won’t stop it

every road is a dead end and i can’t get out
cause i don’t want you to hurt yourself
i don’t want no one to help me
the way that i’m living’s not healthy
my mind is racing at max speed
i do it all to feel healthy
(oo yeah, oo yeah) it’s not helping me at all

stop it, stop it-it

(can say goodbye at least? 
bye dad)

Help Me w/ Osquinn

Credit://
@heavenindaclouds
@bodygaard

Notes://
Suffer Center is now open...
Also i know its not April...
But its coming up so who cares...

Lyrics://
wouldn’t it be nice
if we didn’t have to wait till fall
but the timing ain’t right
and i know we don’t have that long

brb i’m not in the mood
i hate to rushing things with you
crossing glances after school
hoping everything is cool

why do you talk to me
to get to my bankroll
limp like an amputee
because all my pockets full
under the cherry tree
watch all leaves fall
i know we disagree

but i’m tryna call to you
see through your point of view
watching how the flowers bloom
smell of the morning dew

seems the jokes on me i guess i’ll try to play along
i think i gonna cut it short i hope you were waiting for long
they say i got chipped shoulder i know it’s gonna leave a mark
i’m tired of these night drives put the car back into park

april showers bring may flowers (x4)

one second of sympathy

quannnic

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