🎸🎧

If u walked in my skin
Youll Feel the jail
embed, it feels
Like Eternal ache
Stuff me in
Its beautiful 
Let Me out
just like he did
 
the doll i thought i lost
i left it at the dance
when we drove we crashed
it flew right out my hands
us two we act as one
i wish we never did
its all his fucking fault
he thought that i was him

life imitates life

i could resign
just to retry this time
whatever eats at your mind
blame it on the gun that got it killed

it set me free 
at least i think
what do you know?
theyre all just freaks
what did you wanna know
i see myself in me 
a couple tools 
thats all you need

i could resign
just to retry this time
whatever eats at your mind
blame it on the gun that got it killed

you try and try again
and nothing seems to work
you push your age away
and then you ask 
why it fades away
decaying in the room that you were pushed into
its been years you seen the outside and you dont know

i could resign
just to retry this time
whatever eats at your mind
blame it on the gun that got it killed
i could resign
just to retry this time
whatever eats at your mind
blame it on the gun that got it killed

snarky

You Tell me what you believe in
I push it away
I won’t let you control me 
The Witches they laugh
Oh how I wish I were home
The things I couldnt hold 
I see you’re certain, well
You need a certain hell
To Decompose your mind I need to see it go inside
You know I try to learn
I tried to Make him breathe again
I try to learn
I tried to make him breathe again
It works out, it works out always
I fall for whatever you make
It always gets captured in frames
The Praxis you practice it fades
You know I try to learn
I tried to Make him breathe again
I try to learn
I tried to make him breathe again

soil

So I fall
Back in your steps
Ud Wake me up 
If you’d feel thin
Ill right your wrongs
And then they’ll fade
Ill win it back, Ill win it all
It gives me life
I controlled you
You’re giving up?
I can’t stop you
Your egregious
I dont forget
You made him up
It needs to go
You mean so much
He watched me rot
Ill burn with you (x4)
It gives me life
I controlled you
You’re giving up?
I can’t stop you

thin

januarytwentyninth, twentytwentytwo.
produced by anvii.

ur so stupid
u fell in love with someone
that u didnt even fuckin know
whats the use then?
u could talk to me for hours
and i wouldnt hear a word

id rather walk down this road
that ive found while drunk and high
thinking bout her
i dont give a fuck about him
i could kill him if i really wanted to
but id rather not

abstain

stream

drums by rome hearn

Opposite side
On a bed
could you imagine,
if wed known a decade ago?
you showed up
at the most confusing time
but im playing tricks on myself
If my hands werent slow,
id grab you
and id mumble a few words
will you say something different
would you get them riled up
this crazy thing,
it happened to me
i wish i could tell you
just what it is 
will you say something different
would you get them riled up
will you say something different
would you get them riled up
i feel im split apart
maybe i shouldve kept your card
i couldve gone mad
Its not just me
Its not just me
will you say something different
would you get them riled up
will you say something different
would you get them riled up

Sheets - Demo

Lyrics:

Chosen me
You're all I see
I wonder, I wonder

Your enemies,
I'll put to sleep
Like thunder 
(They'll crash and burn right at our feet)

But you're not God
No you're not God

So tell me again 
Why I commit your sins
Why I lost myself 
Trying to please you

If you're not god
No you're not god

And I never told a lie
But the truth leaves you 
unsatisfied 
And with these eyes
I'm rendered blind
While you guide my hand 
I'm so alive

And it obscures what's wrong and right
And I can't face what's after light

Cuz you're not god
(you're not god x2)
No you're not god
(you're not god x2)

So tell me again
Why I commit your sins
Why I lost myself 
trying to please you?

If you're not god
No you're not god

If you're not god

you're not god

Produced by New Desires

Lyrics:

I know 

I know

reunion with your eyes 

No I can’t let it die 

I can’t let it die 

There is little hope 

I fall and then I play 

distant with no trace 

There is no hope 

I fall into a hole 

Another faded truth

I can’t escape you 

But there you ask 

There is no hope

There is no hope 

Fall

reunion with your eyes 

No I can’t let it die 

I can’t let it die 

There is little hope 

There is 

Hope 

No time 

There’s where to go 

Go 

There’s no door 

There’s no door

Reunion

prod. @youjiiiii lyrics, mixing and mastering by me

its hard (prod.youji2k)

[Chorus]
You said
(Ahhh)

[Verse 1]
I gotta say
You faded away 
You want to trap me
But you failed

[Chorus]
You said 
(Ahhh)

You said

[Verse 1]
I just want something more
A million ways I couldn’t think

[Chrous]
I can’t
You know things I don’t know
I can’t 
You know things I don’t know

[Verse 2]
There is nothing left to heal
I’ve been through it all
Sitting here all alone 

[Chrous]
I can’t 
You know things I don’t know
I can’t 
You know things I don’t know 

[Verse 3]
It’s harder to go through things
When your wrong

[Chrous]
I can’t 
You know things I don’t know
I can’t 
You know things I don’t know

I can’t

demise

This song is part of the album “Why me – but why not me too”.
It is not to be seen on its own, but as part of a journey I have to live through since my diagnosis. Each track tells a piece of this path – honest, raw, and unfiltered.

soil

quannnic

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