2023/12/01

I can’t find a song about how I exactly feel
But truth be told I haven’t looked very closely
I’m very afraid of embarrassing myself again
so I find myself writing but not looking

Everything always seem to happen way too quickly
Is it appropriate or totally not ok
Maybe I just need a few more minutes
But frankly the wait is stabbing me in the stomach
I just want to know

Oh my dear friend
I want to know how you’re feeling
So I can find out how I’m feeling
But now we’re stuck in a loop

Oh my dear friend
I wonder if you’re surprised
But please don’t feel obliged
I’m ok with the way it is

When I’m nervous I get very wordy but if feels like for
every million words I only get to say ten
Then again could you imagine if I could say all of them 
You’re probably gonna think that I’m a creep

Life’s weird and it’s difficult not to get hysterical
But I appreciate your existence in this world
I think of the master of none’s holy tree 
perhaps we can still be optimistic and believe 
That it’s not the grand finale
so when a chapter ends, the next one begins

Oh my dear friend
I want to know how you’re feeling
So I can find out how I’m feeling
But now we’re stuck in a loop

Oh my dear friend
I don’t know how I’m feeling 
And it’s killing me softly 
I think I’m gonna die

Maybe I just need a few more minutes
Maybe I just need a few more minutes
Maybe I need more than a few minutes

Oh my dear friend
I want to know how you’re feeling
So I can find out how I’m feeling
But now we’re stuck in a loop

Oh my dear friend
I don’t know how I’m feeling 
And it’s killing me softly 
I think I’m gonna die

Oh my dear friend
I wonder if you’re surprised
But please don’t feel obliged
I’m ok with the way it is

Oh my dear friend
I don’t know how I’m feeling 
But what could I do if I knew
Sometimes I feel like a cat


A Few More Minutes

2024/01/28

Tough Spot

Obviously it’s not our first time around
At this round about, feeling stuck 
No sign, just an endless rye
No light, just an empty sky
Tonight
Would you still stand with me?

Never really found something to tie us down
just another tide to ride
For seven seconds, one at a time
Too many vultures, Too many butterflies
I can’t recognize
what’s really on my mind
who’s really in my life

Look at us
In such a place
How could you say that you believe in love
Hidden away
Deep in the cave
I still think of 
The ones who never made it
What would they say?

Someone has forgotten to let us on the bus
Are we destined to be left behind
What if we just want to stay hidden
I say fuck them 
and their public transportations

But what if I’m too weak
To walk this journey on my own two feet
I guess we all need 
someone to lean on but maybe we’ll fall
even deeper together

What a mess
In such a place
How could you say that you believe in love
Hidden away
Deep in the cave
I still think of 
The ones who never made it
What would they say?
In such a place
How would you say 
That you believe in love
It’s quite a shame
And there’s no words left to say
But I do wonder…
Maybe on another day
Maybe on another day
Maybe on another day

Tough Spot

Mysterious Radio

2020.01

=== lyrics ===
Did I say that I cared if you liked me
As long as I can run my finger across your cheeks
Don’t put thoughts in my head, just breathe
through my body

I was happy in the ocean, just my self and my reflection
But baby, you made me want to be in the mountains with you

Did I say that I wished we’d be more in touch with our feelings?
Though it’s not fair that you came on my sheets and then just left me
Underneath all these layers could you, did you really see me
If you listen to the birds I hope that they tell you not to worry

It’s easier to say what you hate when you’re lonely
I know it’s hard to say what you want when you’re sorry
There isn’t a page to be on, my friend, it’s been a movie
If you put the pieces together, it’s less clear to me

Is it time, is it time, is it time to kill the bunny?
Is it right, is it right, is it right for it to die?
I’ve wasted so much time, so much time in my life
Is it time, is it time, is it time
Is it time?

I’ve never felt more myself than when I was in your garden
I’ve never felt more myself than when I saw your waterfall
Now your jacket only smells of me
And all the things above me and you

Did I say that I wanted anything more from you
Did I say that I wanted nothing else to do with you
I’m happy in the ocean, with no rules just reflections
But I’d rather be, oh baby I’d rather be
In the mountains with you

Happy In The Ocean

2020.01
Same song, different takes

=== lyrics ===
Did I say that I cared if you liked me
As long as I can run my finger across your cheeks
Don’t put thoughts in my head, just breathe
through my body

I was happy in the ocean, just my self and my reflection
But baby, you made me want to be in the mountains with you

Did I say that I wished we’d be more in touch with our feelings?
Though it’s not fair that you came on my sheets and then just left me
Underneath all these layers could you, did you really see me
If you listen to the birds I hope that they tell you not to worry

It’s easier to say what you hate when you’re lonely
I know it’s hard to say what you want when you’re sorry
There isn’t a page to be on, my friend, it’s been a movie
If you put the pieces together, it’s less clear to me

Is it time, is it time, is it time to kill the bunny?
Is it right, is it right, is it right for it to die?
I’ve wasted so much time, so much time in my life
Is it time, is it time, is it time
Is it time?

I’ve never felt more myself than when I was in your garden
I’ve never felt more myself than when I saw your waterfall
Now your jacket only smells of me
And all the things above me and you

Did I say that I wanted anything more from you
Did I say that I wanted nothing else to do with you
I’m happy in the ocean, with no rules just reflections
But I’d rather be, oh baby I’d rather be
In the mountains with you

Cuniculicide

it's the same as the other one but better


====
2020.01

=== lyrics ===
Did I say that I cared if you liked me
As long as I can run my finger across your cheeks
Don’t put thoughts in my head, just breathe
through my body

I was happy in the ocean, just my self and my reflection
But baby, you made me want to be in the mountains with you

Did I say that I wished we’d be more in touch with our feelings?
Though it’s not fair that you came on my sheets and then just left me
Underneath all these layers could you, did you really see me
If you listen to the birds I hope that they tell you not to worry

It’s easier to say what you hate when you’re lonely
I know it’s hard to say what you want when you’re sorry
There isn’t a page to be on, my friend, it’s been a movie
If you put the pieces together, it’s less clear to me

Is it time, is it time, is it time to kill the bunny?
Is it right, is it right, is it right for it to die?
I’ve wasted so much time, so much time in my life
Is it time, is it time, is it time
Is it time?

I’ve never felt more myself than when I was in your garden
I’ve never felt more myself than when I saw your waterfall
Now your jacket only smells of me
And all the things above me and you

Did I say that I wanted anything more from you
Did I say that I wanted nothing else to do with you
I’m happy in the ocean, with no rules just reflections
But I’d rather be, oh baby I’d rather be
In the mountains with you

happy in the ocean v2

2020/02 Unfinished

词：莫来石 Molaishi
曲：艾迪量子 Eddy Quantum

孕育我
山从海底升起
带着千万谜题靠近我
Birth me and raise me
The mountains rise from the sea
With a million mysteries, they approach me

穿透我
我为它们赐名
这名将在传颂里创造神
They drill through me
I endow them with names
Names that shall create God through praises

神是卑贱或尊严
神是牲畜与巨石宫殿
God is humility, or dignity
Gods is livestock and marble palaces

我是土壤和幽灵
我是屈膝或只手遮天
I am soil, I am a ghost
I’m on my knees, or I’m invincible

神是谜底与谜面
神是辛劳或举步维艰
God is the answer and the question
God is toil, or an impasse

我是虔诚但戏谑
我是贪享却自缚作茧
I am pious, but I am facetious
I am greedy and I’m caught in my own web 

神是一切万象尽敛
我是悲困事尽唐捐
God is everything and sees everything
I lament, I have tried my best in vain

在第十一只天鹅
化作少年的时候
神将在他的翅下成全
When the eleventh swan turns into a young man
God will be fulfilled under his wings

(Demo)个体的神或宇宙 The Personal God or Universe

2020/05

词：莫来石 Molaishi
曲：艾迪量子 Eddy Quantum

我们 怎样才能消除 
误解 怎样才能确认
是否 处于情愿
是否 处于情愿
Us
How do we clear up this
misunderstanding
How do we confirm
Whether one is willing
Whether one is willing

被爱 是永恒的欲望
赶在 它被耗尽之前
在大地上被放逐着的人
不再有爱和欲
也没有恨和心结
To be loved 
Is an eternal desire
Hurry up
Before it is depleted
One who is exiled on this earth
No more love, no more longing
No hate, no hard feelings

我们 还是太过相像
也就 不必互相可怜
要记得就算是丢掉了 自我
也往往换不来
谁看你一眼
Us
After all we are too much alike
Therefore
There is no need for pity
You must remember that 
Even if you lose your self
Oftentimes you won’t get in return
somebody to look at you

事到如今也无非是
恰好在雨里
没能熄灭的烟
At the end of the day 
It’s just a cigarette
That the rain didn’t happen to kill

不必太过在乎孤独
一场天黑
就持续了三年
Don’t need to worry about loneliness
Once upon a time when the sky got dark
It stayed that way for three years

雨里没能熄灭的 That the Rain Didn’t Happen to Kill

2020.06

There were two now it has become one
It doesn’t matter they were different 
It must become one 
It must become one 

There were two but there can only be one
Scrape the rest like they never were
The ocean swallows the smaller streams
There’s no need to ask just force it in 

If it doesn’t fit just spray on the differences 
If it doesn’t fit use the big car to force it in
If it doesn’t fit just spray on the differences 
If it doesn’t fit erase them like elementary 

It must become one 
It must become one

It Must Become One

2020.06

There were two now it has become one
It doesn’t matter they were different 
It must become one 
It must become one 

There were two but there can only be one
Scrape the rest like they never were
The ocean swallows the smaller streams
There’s no need to ask just force it in 

If it doesn’t fit just spray on the differences 
If it doesn’t fit use the big car to force it in
If it doesn’t fit just spray on the differences 
If it doesn’t fit erase them like elementary 

There were two but there can only be one
It doesn’t matter they were different 
It must become one 
It must become one 

It must become one 
It must become one

If it doesn’t fit just spray on the differences 
If it doesn’t fit use the big car to force it in
If it doesn’t fit just spray on the differences 
If it doesn’t fit erase them like elementary 

Before it becomes one
Move away while you can
Before it becomes one

Eddy Quantum

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