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Turnmyheadphoneson prod. by Bailey Daniel

If life is marching forward, I turned around and I waited
I witness the morning sun and I sat down on the pavement 
Unabated and patient my intentions were clearly stated:
“If I sit here long enough the ones I left behind might make it

To me” I ponder the moments I lived as they came and passed
Pontificate my life experience and wished my innocence lasted
Long enough for me to savor its fleeting feeling.
I remember why I never make time to sift thru my past

I’m shaken back to my reality by the figure before me
And even though it’s just a silhouette I could never ignore it
“It’s that feeling again” I’m a kid at the age of three
The shape I witness bares resemblance to a mom I haven’t seen

In a decade but I see you and look away I cannot
Cuz in this moment fear and hate fill my heart, as if time had stopped
My mind freezes for the first time sober and Unafflicted
I feel nothing with exception to one unwavering thought.

Fuck.

I’ve been waiting on that voicemail all my life
You hit me with a text “you know you can call me right?”
Once like every three months when you get a new number
 mom I know you out sniffin Oxis so you can’t feel the hunger but
It tears me apart knowing you could do better 
Even now I wonder where you are as I type these letters
It scares me knowing that one day I’ll have to wonder forever
Cuz you’re laying in satin living where the Sun aint setting

I love you mom but fuck you got explaining to do 
Like why’d you walk away when you had something to lose 
You could have done anything else like subject me to abuse 
But instead you chose to neglect your son you hit the snooze 
Sayin “I’ll see you next week” knowing damn well thats fake news
You’re the one that chose to hang our relationship from the noose 
So when I finally walked away and  I accepted the truth 
that was when you realized that you had nothing to lose

I get it you only need me when you don’t got nothin 
But making it blatantly obvious is fucking disgusting 
You only started chasing me after I started runnin 
So don’t be shook when I spit on you you had it coming 

I bet You don’t even remember the day I was born 
The jobs I’ve had the girls I fucked my preference sunny or storms 
The fact that you can say to my face that you love me’s insane 
Bitch i got these chat logs you can’t spell my last name 

It ain’t gon hurt you to hear this but you mean nothing to me 
And now you’re gone I’m on my knees praising god that I’m free
And for the rest of my days this is the anthem I’ll sing 
You single handedly proved that bitches are bad company

Mother

went ghxst! (prod. ayoplush)

I took like 42 Bennys today.
Pill poppin Feind, I’ll plant Percs where you stay.
Set up that [REDACTED]. backdoor him with grace.
I’ll sniff a line just to pick up the pace.

I caught cases. caucasians said I wouldn’t make it.
I looked at bro and said, fuck it, I’ll fake it.
I ain’t even have to my, flow is amazing.
Now pass me sum drank i ain’t finished my plate yet.

The judge gave me 5 and my partner said take it.
The charges ain’t mine but I ain’t on no snake shit.
Civilian life what I live but I’ll face it.
For family. that’s loyalty, watch who you play with.

Even in death, I won’t become complacent.
Unlike the rest of you fucks, I’ve been patient.
Hunting the bag like it’s witches in Salem.
Ive been off the map cuz I’m ditching the pavement.

Ive been shown countless times that at no cost can I quit
I fall inbetween the cracks but I get up I ain’t a bitch
I got the reaper comin for my soul I respond with this Blick 
I hit switch deflate his shit reload five inch banana clips

And I don’t give a fuck about a record deal I put the work in and practiced this shit.
My second home is contained in my notes so I learned to make workflow Intuitive.
I learned to silence my screams and to say what I mean. I no longer need a therapist,
Cuz I live life on the end of a 45, my life’s edition is limited.

I always struggled with fitting in.
Growing up I was socially primitive.
I made a couple of homies but I didn’t know they were watching my dividends.

It taught me that humans are hideous.
And to listen for shit that’s indicative.
I put up borders surrounding my thoughts and emotions, still I’m not free to live.

Ive been shown countless times that at no cost can I quit
I fall inbetween the cracks but I get up I ain’t a bitch
I got the reaper comin for my soul I respond with this Blick 
I hit switch deflate his shit reload five inch banana clips

Oh you thought I was done? I started this shit and I ain’t lettin up.
I’m droppin this heat to the beat of the drums.
When this bass hit your gut settle it with a tums.

I’m abusing my sixth sense dodgin sneak dissers like their words are what’s totin their guns
Put up Defence like I’m suburban little bitch get the fuck off of my lawn
I paved the way for myself with my lyrics I couldn’t imagine doin it for fun
Soliciting weak shit in my dm’s, requesting a feature, lil bitch you a bum

I put in years of my life to this shit imma rep it with all of the breath in my lungs
When I was broke as a bitch and I didn’t have shit so my homie gave me bottom bunk
I brought him up when I had it and gave him a mattress to honor the shit that he’s done
So don’t make assumptions about me I’m sayin it proudly till death and the day that I’m gone 

Ive been shown countless times that at no cost can I quit
I fall inbetween the cracks but I get up I ain’t a bitch
I got the reaper comin for my soul I respond with this Blick 
I hit switch deflate his shit reload five inch banana clips

Limited Edition

I never wanna lay on your chest and not hear your heart beat
Heart beat heart beat

I bled out and now I feel amazing
 muddy cocaine fucking got me pacing
Overdose on someone that I’m craving pieces of you clogging up my brain

Full of doubt do you even feel the same way
I do even though we aren’t dating
Darling tell me that you want the same thing
I fell for you but you drive me insane

I promise I won’t be that bitch
Kinky homicide my strap phallic
When I got you on my mind my waistline itch
Gotta keep it to the side conceal my

Behind the lies I tell you all the time
Like yeah I’m doing good little mama I’m doin fine
Or I’m nothing but happy to be a part of your life
Is the truth we’re both not ready for

I lucked out we’re a couple in the making
Runny nose from the drugs that I’ve been taking
Comatose every time I see you naked
I get high off calling you my babe

Lose my mind from all of your complaining
Fuck my skull my sanity is caving
End my life if I find that you are faking
I’m not the same cuz you told me to change

My identity is a loose fabric
Smoking liberally didn’t help that shit
When I’m chasing dragons you know imma get my fix
Crack my brain in half like a pixie stick

Better throw a narcan in my nostrils quick
None of my bro’s wanted me to go like this
If you don’t get by now here’s a hint
None of these bars were ever about a bitch

I never wanna lay on your chest and not hear your heart beat
Heart beat heart beat

HeartBeat

I have tried, I cannot seem to find you
Peace of mind, elusive. I feel lied to
I would die if it would end this thought loop
Ever trapped within these halls I run through

You appear in my dreams, but I can’t share em with you
Lost in your pupils gleam I refuse to press the issue 
Love oh habibi, this secret like a haiku
Perfect, like your teeth, if they weren’t caked in mildew

I gave feelings to you give them back to me if you don’t fuckin want em
You’re appealing to my love of tragedy, by making this my fucking problem

Royal flush, the way I show my cards. Who thought hiding love would be this hard.
This Poker face is tearing me apart, I’m all in for you, my king of hearts 

Feeling bold, I reach to hold your hand.
Shoulder: cold, I formulate new plans
To make you mine, 
If time turns me to sand  (please fold), I’d understand

Relationship ain’t what it seems, if i confess we’ll sink 
Someone tell me what this means, I don’t know what to think
Forever on me you could lean, you kept me from the brink.
We make the greatest of teams, baby come on, be with me

I cant hold back from the way you’re loving me, I think you see it coming: 
My profession of undying feelings, is overbaking in my oven

Candy crush, you’re almost way too sweet
All these words will never leave my teeth
When I’m in your proximity 
My thoughts goes blank, you got me beat

Share my soul, do with it as you please
This crushing weight is bringing me to my knees
If you ignore me, I’d understand

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