Chill

Bipolar

YKWIM?

DECIDE

End of Beginning

kenopsia

life imitates life

back in business

produced by elavy

lyrics: 

tell me what you think about when you're laying in bed
tell me all the things you ever wish you could've said
tell me everything you'd like to do before you're dead
tell me that instead
tell me your regrets

tell me what's on your mind
tell me your biggest fears
tell me what you think of when no one else is here
tell me what you would say if no one else could hear
there's not a single soul besides us my dear
x2

tell me what you want
what would you do for it?
something that you lost but now you're used to it
no matter the cost
just tell me what it is
get anything you want, if you got life to give
I'm stuck and I can't get out
can't remember my way in now
the ceilings caving down
can't remember when I last heard a sound
too late for saving now but I'd rather swim than drown
my heart is pacing now
be quick cuz I'm fading out

tell me would you self yourself for some cash flow
a little dinero, you don't gotta say no
you want it, just say so
no need to aim low
don't worry bout a halo baby
you're not an angel

tell me your regrets
don't hold 'em back
tell me what you wish you said
no strings attached
searching for something you need, something you lack
I think I understand why you still can't relax

tell me what's on your mind
tell me your biggest fears
tell me what you think of when no one else is here
tell me what you would say if no one else could hear
there's not a single soul besides us my dear
x2

tell me your regrets

[Verse 1]
Realize
Don’t cry

[Chorus]
Don’t you realize 
I see all the lies
(Yeah)

[Verse 2]
You loved me?
It was all gone into the night
You left me
It was not the best thing
Had a feeling something’s not right
Always here alone

[Chorus]
Don’t you realize 
I see all the lies
Don’t you realize 
I see all the lies

Realize

Lyrics:

Just one more lie and then I fall

Don’t play pretend you had it all

I’d kill for you dont even start

Dancing alone all in the dark

I’m hurting im hurting i wish you were dead

Don’t reach out my hand ill stab you instead

You said you wont hurt me, now look what you did

I’ll pretend i don't need no help, but i said I need you bad

scars

[Verse 1]
I just want something more
A million ways I couldn’t think

[Chrous]
I can’t
You know things I don’t know
I can’t 
You know things I don’t know

[Verse 2]
There is nothing left to heal
I’ve been through it all
Sitting here all alone 

[Chrous]
I can’t 
You know things I don’t know
I can’t 
You know things I don’t know 

[Verse 3]
It’s harder to go through things
When your wrong

[Chrous]
I can’t 
You know things I don’t know
I can’t 
You know things I don’t know

I can’t

[Chorus]
You’ve been So long

[Verse 1]
The pain,
It runs deep in me
My heart aches
A million reasons why,
That I can’t 

[Chorus]
You’ve been So long
You’ve been So long

[Verse 2]
Just want too,
See you remain
It feels like I’m going insane

[Chorus]
You’ve been So long
You’ve been So long

So long

produced by malcriado 

lyrics:

oh to feel your hands run through my hair again 
to hear you call my name id do it all again
to feel your warmth and body on my skin
to have someone around to call a friend
is that too much to ask for? shall I beg?


I can’t forget 
you know that it’s killing me inside
cuz it should’ve been me instead that night
wonder if they’ll remember me when I die
but we’ll never know 

to hear you call my name id do it all again
to feel your warmth and body on my skin
to have someone around to call a friend
is that too much to ask for? shall I beg?

skin

lyrics:

I don’t really like to say what’s on mind
feel like my hands and tongue are tied when I’m with you
when I’m with you
(x2)


you said “talk to me when you need it”
what’s the point if you don’t mean it?
too many missed calls
give me a reason
you don’t listen when I’m grieving 

I’ve been looking left and right for a reason
get excited when you’re leaving for the weekend
ima make a couple bands off the feeling
I just need a pen and paper, I don’t need them

tell me where you at when I’m hurting?
I can’t say a word without feeling like a burden

(yeah yeah yeah)

always feeling uncertain
gotta cut em off, close the blinds and the curtains

you don’t know what you do to me
fuck round with my head like you can’t believe 
I’m fine, I’ll be better when you fucking leave

(yeah yeah yeah)

I don’t really like to say what’s on mind
feel like my hands and tongue are tied when I’m with you
when I’m with you
(x2)

tongue tied

enjoy the funky little intermission. 
take a break, dance a little, breathe.
back to work i go but we'll be back soon,
all love always.

produced by yogic


lyrics:

baby listen to my voice
cuz I can teach you everything
you just gotta make a choice
don’t gotta give up anything
just the thing that brings you joy
can you hear me through 
the songs you sing
when you’re trying to avoid

baby listen to my voice 
ignoring all your issues
won’t get you out that void
keep on coping and telling yourself 
that you’re doing what you enjoy 
can you hear me through the songs you song
baby listen to my voice


they gonna tell you what you want
but I’ll tell you what you need
everything is said and done
gotta know when you should leave
but the feeling’s so addicting 
can’t let it go
all you gotta do is listen to me
be one and sink into me
I crave your intimacy 
love it when you’re in sync with me
I love the way you smile
love the way you walk around
every breath and every sound
the way my name comes out your mouth


baby listen to my voice
cuz I can teach you everything
you just gotta make a choice
don’t gotta give up anything
just the thing that brings you joy
can you hear me through 
the songs you sing
when you’re trying to avoid

baby listen to my voice 
ignoring all your issues
won’t get you out that void
keep on coping and telling yourself 
that you’re doing what you enjoy 
can you hear me through the songs you song
baby listen to my voice

listen

Sailing Soul(s)

stranger

last 2 minutes of anything & everything installment of the year. thanks for the big 10K followers on here, this platform is where i started, and i plan to continue doing these little one off uploads for my fellow soundcloud users. love u always and keep holding on cuz we're almost there

1. polished
2. dilemma
3. journal (worm)
4. chrome
5. trunk
6. euphoria (this should've been on one of these a long time ago)
7. probably a jo song
8. parasite (a worm outtake)

hold on, we're almost there.

reupload. someone took it upon themselves to upload "eyelids" to all platforms as their own song and in turn, my upload of my own original song was copyright striked and taken down automatically. this is the same song just slightly pitched down. if it stays up without issue, enjoy.

produced by never forever


lyrics:

i know that i'm clouded
hope the sun shines someday upon me
I’ll open my eyelids
and see what I was missing 
cause my mind was so weak
crack open a smile for all the times I couldn’t speak
my mind

it don’t even matter, never lost faith in it
now I make a little pape with it
fuck around make a name with it
this a cold brew with some pain in it
now the boy got some age in em
same book but the page different
set a bookmark but it kept flipping on me
I’m running outta time

eyelids (reupload)

fools day. warm up
all plats now

produced by narxi 

lyrics:

the devils in my room tonight
hoping that I take the bite
pray my wrongs could all be right
that all my work would just suffice
extinguish hope and all the lights
the tables set for you and I 
I care bout your joy more than mine
if I walk out, am I justified?  

tell me when it all blows over
this rooms filled with paranoia
I admit I shoulda told ya
that I’m not ur strongest solider

and I never been, I know
I’m just frail flesh and bone
I hate the way you’ve changed ur tone

the devils in the room tonight 
the devils in the room tonight

you’re getting the best of me
I’ll take all the time I need
go and keep yourself alive for me
live your life then die for me

the devils in my room tonight
hoping that I take the bite
pray my wrongs could all be right
that all my work would just suffice
extinguish hope and all the lights
the tables set for you and I 
I care bout your joy more than mine
if I walk out, am I justified?  

am I justified?
cuz the devils in the room tonight
hoping that I take the bite
oh
cuz the devils in the room tonight
the tables set for you and I

Chill

vvsquay