so happy to hear new music from you, this is amazing

If you had a fursona it would be a goat cause you're a GOAT

prod by me
mixed by me

decided to cover one of my recent favorite songs. i hope u enjoy :)

also jane if u see this PLEASE let me know what u think! also thank u for writing this masterpiece of a song

thank u for listening and reading this lil description

@janeremover

cage girl - jane remover (cover)

feat @46b and @grapes_1

wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
find out what i mean to you (sit down, care about patience)
wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
find out what i mean to you (sit down, care about patience)
wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
find out what i mean to you (sit down, care about patience)
wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
find out what i mean to you (sit down, care about patience)

stuck and conflicted
how can i fix this
they told me i'm trippin
but they waited til i fell down
i know that i miss it
you know that i miss it
so what's the point of waiting why can't i tell you now
(guessed it)
find out what i meant to you
i'm too focused on what shouldve been with you
i'd be lying if i didnt say
that that was true

guess it
guess it
guess it
guess it
guess
guess
guess
guess
guess
guess
guess
guess




i didnt want this, nd u just wanted somethin
dont say i mean something to u when u dont mean it
im losin reasons to keep stayin with u

tryna trick me into thinkin i miss u
always tellin me "lets do this 4 the one time"
i remember when u were always my lifeline
now every time that we talk, u take my lifetime

we aint meant to work
left this relationship hurt
and i dont know if i can recover

please dont try to get me back
had me feelin so damn sad
its just fucked to even try

no i dont mind
a simple sorry
but i dont want yo bullshit where you talkin on yo life
ugh, istg i would rather just die, just die 

writing this shit down, it's my letter
writing this shit- writing this shit  down
it's my letter
writing this shit down, it's my letter
writing this shit down- writing this shit  down
it's my letter
down, it's my letter (no i don't mind)
down, it's my letter (no i don't mind)
down, it's my letter (no i don't mind)
down, it's my letter (no i don't mind)

sit down care about patience
wow, out in the town
find out what i mean to you
sit down care lose patience

wrote you last night, awaiting response* w/edyn+ grapes

prod. me // art by halo // vox: me + @trustt + @nujioh

[vai]
search for my own heart
learn how to breathe again
I can't handle
to stay with you
to stay misused
just discard me
hands shake as you
try say that you
love me but you
don't I can see through you

do you feel do you 
do you hurt do you 
do you hurt do you
what was I to you

don't look my way 
I'll stay by myself

i don't think i'll handle this
I don't think that I'll forget
relearn all that I have missed
relearn how to love again 

I'd break all my bones
just to escape you
I'll stay all alone
I'll find my own
way out of here 
you don't really know me
try again
I'll handle it

[trustt]
dont use me just for reference
for how bad your best friend looks
i dont wanna be that one
and i said
things i dont like about you
are thing i like about me
i paint my body for you
and you dont even care to see
help yourself breathe

[vai]
I'll try escape 
all that you say 
all that you mean
do you hear my heartbeat pulsing
just watch me go 
I'll never fold
I'll never break
I'll handle this I'll handle you
I'll handle -

[nujioh]
i don't sin too often
but i don't fear your judgement
to be honest i don't have no intentions
to coerce with you
approaching aimlessly
your words so hastily
when you said "just go away", i don't know if i'll be back
its a vicious cycle
sick to my stomach, gut feelings
i spilt it to you, you told me just can't hear it
i feel like, the freedom that i wanted back because you stole mine
is there some way?
is there some way?

or is there,
no one to save us? 
no one to save us? 
no one to save us?
no one to save us?

handle w/ trustt + nujioh

i know.
it hurts to be known...
but ill keep it breif and ill see you tomorrow
hold my hand, if you think you can
ill pull you out of the mud
if i get the chance

and i know that i can.

with all of the weight of the world
theres more that you deserve
the beauty in the universe

is one step away.

talk to myself
with the sun setting soon
rocking back and forth
"ill be okay"

ill be okay
ill be okay
ill be okay

i think
you gotta get out
the voice in your head
is way too much and

its weighing you down.

headlock

Visualizer https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uO3C-tERKxM

Always passing the blame
You wanted to play that game where you act like theres nothing to talk about
Right as you called out my name, was clear all over your face
Your lovebombs are something i can live without

Looking down, I threw up
Theres a hole in my gut holding me by the neck
Looking down, I looked up
Why was I bleeding so much
You ruined my favorite shirt 
It costs like $53

Fall apart at the seams as you ruin me
Throwing rocks at your knees just to see if you feel anything

I close my eyes, you show up
Sometimes I wish Id grow up but other times it feels like its all too fast
Getting burns in the grass, just trying to make it last
It hurts but at least it lingers

https://soundcloud.com/audiachain/its-all-pale-demo/s-iWO1ajUjw8K?si=dbb984a150d64d9cb8518296547c515a&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

https://soundcloud.com/audiachain/chainnumber/s-Dpi8I1bkWcl?si=828d0fcd45c94b8f9b7a2aacc0d912cd&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

It's All Pale

Intro:
I Feel it in my skin and I feel in my bones
I know your on your own I can feel it in my bones

I wanted to know what your friends think about me
Do they think I'm really cool I doubt it
I'm in need of something new I'm cloudy
How could I ever have you without it

I wanted to know what your friends think about me
Do they think I'm really cool I doubt it
I'm in need of something new I'm cloudy
How could I ever have you without it

Your clawing through the walls
Im going through my stuff
I been looking for a weapon that could mess you up
Maybe I could get attention if I text you first
I been overthinking maybe I don't do enough

I wanted to know what your friends think about me
Do they think I'm really cool I doubt it
I'm in need of something new I'm cloudy
How could I ever have you without it

I know I don't know what I'm doin
But catch me in a year or two (ok)
Ill be telling all my friends
I be telling all my friends about you

I been working on 
Working on my taste
Wandering around me hitting me with your cold gaze
I been living in a maze for a long time yeah can someone get me out of this shit

I been known im not yet it
If I told you what I'm thinking what'd you think
Ever wonder when you'll find something weird
Ever wonder if you'll find me death

I'm just doing my thing and you know nothing of it until I am gone
Because I just wanna know you think about me bout me bout me until I'm gone

wntd2

@plowu
Had to reup with a little bit of changes

chiptune11 + plowu

prod. me, ft @phixel

[vai]
call back
take my hand and
take me back to where I met you

said you love me why don't I feel
that you were there when you said
you're right behind me and you will never leave
how come I don't
feel your heat

talking like I was nothing at all
but you said you love me
staring at my phone one missed call
I won't pick it up
try my best to just forget it all
all you said about me
but you still live inside my veins
feel you pulsate through me

tear up my lungs as I try scream out but it's silent
all that you said rings through my head
and I can't digest this feeling

stare into your eyes I can see that it's hollow inside
I can't feel your heart beat
where did your love go
it's too much for me I don't want to break memories
that we shared but I guess you never cared about me

[phixel]
im the youngest ive ever been
im the youngest ive ever been

all i have left are retellings of memories
a stylized rendition of what i was
cause i am a canvas removed of its paint
a machine left to rot, left to build up rust

your face, makes me feel nauseous
i dont know why, to be honest
as soon as a thought comes to mind, it passes me by
and i scream "im the dumbest ive ever been"
your eyes, glassy and hollow
there's no joy, nothing that follows
you make me feel like i know nothing, you don't even try
you act like I'm the youngest I've ever been

like I'm the dumbest I've ever been
I'm the youngest I've ever been

[vai]
I'll stare back as I watch you fall
relapse into your own world
eyes wide as you try to reach out to me
you can't see
try grab my hand
won't grab back
I'll let you go tonight

digest w/ phixel

@1dxn
@daikore

also on spofy
https://open.spotify.com/track/3vEbXVYV46SLZZCkYUf4Cs?si=79d3bba0dd704c16

control w dan and daikyu

written by me

both of us still can't see a thing
still can't breathe enough to come back up
both of us we'll find ours again
I'll find my eyes in all this rubble
I wish you'd tear me apart
there's an ache and it won't go
I like it when we talk and you're okay
I don't want this to end but it will
you've always been running away from me
at least that's what I can see
I want you to know how much I love you
I love you

Both of us

the ORIGINAL version of miao!!!
originally created by meeee and aria joe biden terraria leastfavorigte in summer of 2022, remastered by me 2 years later

the final installment because this has gone on too long methinks

Both of us

quedronol

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