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I will need a molly, oxy, just to hide this panic attack


I been through hell and back
But I don't really look sad
No I dont look like the saddest
But I'm feeling like the saddest

Devil gave me two options decide what I would rather
Look a little sadder but feel just a little better
Or live without a father but look just a little better
Give me the last option and I'll send the man a letter

I'll keep myself in motion and tell him he's no mentor
Don't give me emotions when I'm there to stay forever

Cause my pain is here forever
Sister's pain is here forever
She thought that you'd change forever
But you cannot change a devil

Mama's trauma's here forever
Mama's nightmares here forever
Yeah you made her scared of heaven
Yeah you just liked the agression

Now mama got scars on heart forever
Bruises just from temper
Atleast they are just tempah
But yeah you put a stamp on my mamma

So how the F can I still call you fathah
Let alone call you pappa
You're lucky I don't do gra-gra

Mama
I'm in need of oxy cause I am feeling the trauma's
I'm in need of a molly to not deal with the bad trauma
Now I got my face against a wall
My face against a wall

I been through hell and back
But I don't really look sad
No I dont look like the saddest
But I'm feeling like the saddest

Devil gave me two options decide what I would rather
Look a little sadder but feel just a little better
Or live without a father but look just a little better
Give me the last option and I'll send the man a letter

I'll keep myself in motion and tell him he's no mentor
Don't give me emotions when I'm there to stay forever

Still my pain might stay forever
Sister's pain might stay forever
She thought that you'd change forever
But you cannot change a devil

Mama's trauma's here forever
Mama's nightmares here forever
Yeah you made her scared of heaven
Yeah you just liked the agression



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Lyrics

Baby
The way you are treating me
Feeling like a suicide yeah
This feeling like a suicide yeah

Maybe
This wasn't all meant to be
Meant to be
Meant to be

But you make believe
That love was real
Love was real
But it wasn't meant to be

So better to not worry
Cause I found a new remedy


Do you see the bling
It's so shiny
Pills are blue and pink
Acting junkie
My high I'm maintaining
Druggie remedy

I'm packing up my bags, gotta move on
I’m Leaving the past behind, she's gone
It wasn't easy, it had to be done
She didn’t see I was the one 

I see your lies, your distractions 
You think you're slick, your attractive
what you want is not gonna happen
Listing very time you ever reacted 

don’t speak my language you’re speaking in Latin  
I'm done with your lies, no more interaction 
I'm moving on, leaving her behind

Chase the change 
Manage the pain 
Say my name 
Stay in the lanes 
Don’t fuck w lames
Fuck all the games
I’m switching lanes ya x2 
(Druggie remedy)

Baby
The way you are treating me
Feeling like a suicide yeah (yeah yeah)
Feeling like a suicide yeah

Maybe
This wasn't all meant to be
Meant to be
Meant to be

But make believe
That love was real
Love was real
But it wasn't meant to be

But better to not worry
cause I found a new remedy


Do you see the bling
It's so shiny
Pills are blue and pink
Acting junkie
I hate confessing
Druggie remedy

(Ohh)
Drop me from the sky-yeah
From the sky-yeah
Cause I fell for the lies-yeah
Everytime-yeah

But not anymo-ore

Druggie remedy found a druggie remedy

What do you do to me
Try harder I’m begging 
I pushed I pulled 
I grabbed and I held but you still told me to go to hell

Stop you’re wrong 
Don’t put all the weight on me 
Damn I think your losing me 
Try me you won’t like me 

We fighting and I’m sighing 
I keep trying and trying 
You keep lying and lying 


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Yeah
Yeah

I am still alive
Let me tell you how im still alive
25 and counting Im on the highest mountain room in purple cloud


My moon is shining
I am still alive
I am still alive
I am still alive

I can’t die its frightening
No matter how hard you try x3

With these demons i am fighting
Now I am dividing
Now I am just slicing
Got my gun on silence

No i dont need a license
And fuck off with your guidance
I shoot it closed my eyelids
No i dont like the violence

But i know that you like it (like it)
The bodies now are piling (piling)
My vision ultra violet
I am so violent

You think you had me I'm not that naive
I won't be a fool I won't be deceived
I know what you want I know what you want
I'm not gonna play Im not gonna front

I'm doing my own thing living my own way
You can keep on trying
But I ain't gonna change 
I might end up breaking free from you oh

Let me tell you how I'm still alive 26 and still counting
I been through the rough times it keeps her mounting

My moon is shining
I am still alive
I am still alive
I am still alive

I can't die its frightening
No matter how hard you try

Chance took a press and leave me death
But they don't like being in my head
So I guess I'm buying lead
Always project
Acting hard that I neglect
What do you expect
Thightening their role
Can't fool no words so I choke
Can't fool no words so I choke

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I'M STILL ALIVE

I'M STILL ALIVE (prod. YWG Haunted) Feat. 4Sev7en

We getting the cheques
In two years we blessed
In ten years we rest
In twenty we death

I don't need the diamonds I don't need the VVS
Don't need Rolex
Don't need Patek
No need to impress

You hate how I dress
Cause I don't need the brands
No we don't need to impress
I focus on myself

We getting the cheques
In 2 years we blessed
In 10 years we rest
In 20 we death

Don't need diamonds on my neck
I skip on VVS
Don't need time I don't need Rolex and I don't need Patek

No I don't need the Louis
And I don't need the Gucci
At the least I need a Bempie
But that's safety measures

And thats to go 120
To save time I'm grinding heavy
Mom thinks we live unhealthy
She's right but nothing fancy
If I need ice on my neck just to get her impressed
You can have her instead
I fell for this trap

She act like a 10 after she want Chanel
I hope that you got cash
If you don't than she left

(huh yeah)
All the people need more and more but their mental a mess
I been through that test
It was love that I lacked

So now I don't show cash
But I still feel like the man
If she likes that I don't flex,
She can make me her man

I don't need the diamonds I don't need the VVS (No VV)
Don't need Rolex (No Roley)
Don't need Patek (No Icey)
No need to impress
You can have her instead
No we don't need to impress I focus on myself
We getting the cheques

In 2 years we blessed
In 10 years we rest
In 20 we death

Don't need diamonds on my neck
I skip on VVS
Don't need time I don't need Rolex and I don't need Patek

Got my mind on a million but I don't know how to spend it
Should I spend it, on a new whip, or not be so reckless
Cause my father thought me that the money can go fast
So I'm tight with my cash
Like I am the poorest

I'm racing for cheques
In two years I'm blessed
In ten years I'll rest
But in twenty I'm death

Those diamonds I lack
No gucci on deck
The fashion I lack but that car I might get
But that's not to flex
Thats cause my life is too fast
I need to catch up so we drivin way too fast

My flex might be in the fines I drive
Don't text just because you like my ride
I don't mean to flex don't come tonight

I don't need the diamonds I don't need the VVS
Don't need Rolex
Don't need Patek
There's no need to impress

You hate how I dress
Cause I don't wear the brands
No we don't need to impress I focus on myself
We getting the Cheques



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I also make English tracks but this is a Dutch one

Layla, Layla, Layla
Layla, Layla, Layla
Ooh Layla

Layla, Layla, Layla

Oh layla
Oh Layla
Er zijn zoveel dingen die ik wilde zeggen aan jou

Layla
Oh layla
Waarom moest je mij hier laten staan in de kou?

Ik gaf jou hoop en jij bracht het naar mij
Nu ben je bezig met het stressen van mij
Ik zag je status je was wel online
Maar toch zeg jij nu al dagen niks tegen mij
Ayayay

Oh Layla, Layla, Layla
Oh Layla

M'n hart zit in een bodybag
Je hebt hem helemaal verpest
Nu zijn zelfs mn feelings weg
Maar toch krijg jij mijn lach niet weg
We acteren maar we voelen het
Je pakte het uit open chest
Ik dacht jij was meer dan echt
Maar nu zie ik jij fakete het

Die route die ik nam was slecht
GPS geeft me de verkeerde weg
Op de route naar geluk een beetje pech
Maar je komt er wel zorg dat je rug nu recht is

Jij was mooi van buiten maar van binnen ben je catfish
Had t moeten zien maar kon niet zien dat jij je hart mist
Weet niet of je meer weet maar niet waar mn hart is
Jij liet mij hier staan op een plek waar het te koud is

Nu heb ik je niet meer nodig ben nu onderweg naar geluk
Naar geluk
Ik ben OMW

Oh layla, Layla, Layla

Nu heb ik je niet meer nodig ben nu onderweg naar geluk

Oh layla
Oh Layla
Er zijn zoveel dingen die ik wilde zeggen aan jou

Layla
Oh layla
Waarom moest je mij hier laten staan in de kou?

Ik heb nu kk veel ellende door die life dat I chose
Ik dacht jij met mij dan kunnen wel weer door
Maar waarom liet je mij nu jij gaf mij die hoop
Ik kende ellende maar jij hield mij hoog

Ik gaf jou hoop en jij bracht het naar mij
Weet je nog die tijd zo een mooie tijd
Nu niet meer dat is verleden tijd
Oh Layla

Dankjewel dat jij me hier weer liet staan
Hier in de kou
Ook al is het koud
Ik heb het nu zoveel beter zonder jou want zonder jou is de focus nu op mij
Blijf weg voor altijd
Blijf weg nu altijd

Oh Layla, Layla, Layla
Oh Layla

Layla mixed by @fixandmix - Beat by tennis player

Beat is by YWG Haunted, Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCDzimQcJtXnx7Tvhvb-iqdg
Mixed by the wonderful @fixandmix

Intro
Sheesh
Ben f'ing dom om nu te gaan opnemen
Het is like, 35 graden in deze kamer man
f'ing warm, maarja niks aan te doen

Laat me je vertellen over die ene chick
Die chick die iedereen kent
Zo eentje die op t begin niks van zich laat horen
Allemaal leuk dit dat, beetje chitchatten
Maar uiteindelijk, begint ze ook vragen te stellen.... Is gek toch?

Wij voeren nu eindeloze discussies
Ik weet vannacht eindigt t weer eens met ruzie
Dat gebeurd nu usually
Jij toont nu weer jaloezie

Jij ziet haar als enemy
Maar schat ik ken haar niet
But you don't believe
Ga nu dan en leave me
Nu ik hoef je niet
Hoef die hoofdpijn niet
Ik hoef het niet

Ik ben beter af als ik alleen ben
Laat mij hier

If this is all I needed
Than I need you I'll come through to you

Tenminste... Dat is wat ik dacht
Maar weet niet of het nodig was
Maar nu heb ik je echt niet meer nodig mijn schat

Jij gaf mij stress en hoofdpijn waarom moest jij nu jaloers zijn
Jij belt mij en jij vraagt denk je nu nog eens aan mij
Tuurlijk niet ik ben te high
Laat mij nu ik ben offline

Op vliegtuigmodus
Hmmhmm
Ja we vliegen in die focus
Hmmhmm
Net een wizard hocus pocus
Hmmhmm
Net een wizard hoe ik tover

Jij bracht mij ondersteboven
Maar nu niet meer
Jij bracht luck net four leave clover
Maar nu niet meer
Toen wou jij nog bij mij scoren
Maar nu niet meer
Nu voelt dit als een verhoor yeah
Jij wordt jaloers, steeds meer

Ga toch nou gewoon weg
Jij lackte gewoon respect
Jij moet nu gewoon weg
Want jij toonde nu geen respect

Wij voeren nu eindeloze discussies
Ik weet vannacht eindigt t weer eens met ruzie
Dat gebeurd nu usually
Jij toont nu weer jaloezie

Jij ziet haar als enemy
Maar schat ik ken haar niet
But you don't believe
Ga nu dan en leave me
Nu ik hoef je niet
Hoef die hoofdpijn niet
Ik hoef het niet

Ik ben beter af als ik alleen ben

Laat mij solo
Laat mij hier
Ik heb nu geen nood
Aan discussie
Ook al ben ik low
Laat mij hier
Laat mij hier

Discussies beat by YWG Haunted prod. Guilty (@wefixandmix)

Love intoxication
Think I got the love intoxication
I think I got the love intoxication

I think I got the love intoxication
Get away from love I'm on vacation
My song is playing on your station
Radio turned off you hate my motion

If I would be famous you'd show appreciation
But when I had more stress you were always complaining
I'll be on the hills that you wanted to stay in
Taking one more pill to remember you were playing

Think I got the love intoxication
Around me feeling not the good kind of vibrations
Hospital is called but they telling me thats cause of your relations
I said that I know but isn't there a pill that I can take in

You were the one that's faking
Now I'm the one that's spacing
Sitting alone in my spaceship
Cause you were blatantly playing

Couldn't care if you were winning
I'm not anymore listening
Don't care if you are faking
Cause now I won't let you in

Don't come near my aura
Otherwise the glock might go ra pa pa
Blindly rolling up the marihuana
Without you I think I found my nirvana

Peace and happiness I will attain
Without you I will be okay
I know that with some of those I share the same last name
But we don't have a tie just cause of DNA
Ay ay ay ay ay
All of them are fake
Ay ay ay ay ay
Why do you still play

Oh no no
Oh no no no
Oh no more 
More

I think I got the love intoxication
Get away from love I'm on vacation
My song is playing on your station
Radio turned off you hate my motion

If I would be famous you'd show appreciation
But when I had more stress you were always complaining
I'll be on the hills that you wanted to stay in
Taking one more pill to remember you were playing

Playing
Playing
Playing
You were faking
Faking
Faking
Yeah you were faking


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Love Intoxication prod. YWG Haunted

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Lyrics (English lyrics on the bottom):
De demonen zijn binnen
Maar de slangen zijn buiten
Ik kan het vanaf hier ruiken
Dus beter ga niet naar buiten
Want de slangen zijn zuigers en de demonen slechts duister
Dus ik blijf hier nu binnen, en ik kies voor het juiste

Tenminste dat denk ik, geen behoefte aan een catfish
Nu is het weer eens slechts ik, met een schaduw die niet echt is
Maar eentje die alles wist
Verteld me wat het best is
Het lijkt of dit een test is
maar tegelijk een les is

Hij zegt me het is classic
Dat het allemaal aan stress ligt
Op straat is waar de cash ligt
Maar op straat is ook veel gif

Dus ik weet niet wat de sfeer is
Misschien maak ik daar cash ik
Leef alsof het de last is
Maar weet niet wat het best is

Moet nu rennen voor de cash of
We houden onze stress hoog
Negeer mij als je ook loopt
Want aan slangen heb ik geen nood

Ik heb genoeg aan shadows
Ook geen nood aan trutten misschien ga je beter weg hoe
Ik weet wil het lukken ben je hier maar je hebt pech hoe

Laat me maar hier met de shadows
Ik heb geen nood aan een fake ass hoe
Loop ik op straat wil geen dialoog
Ik ben daar voor cash ik hou mijzelf omhoog

Van mij mag jij in de shallows
Want je bent fake je beet en kroop omhoog
Ik heb jou nu echt al lang door
Dus voor de slang, is mijn door closed

Godverdomme zoveel zorgen maar nog steeds hou ik mijn hoofd omhoog
Heb geen nood meer om te dromen ik leef slapeloos
Ik lig laag maar wel laag met alle shadows
Maar let's go
Het is best zo
Met geen hoes, maar wel cash hoe
Met shadows
Maar slechts 4 in zone
Het is beter zo
Laat mij alone
Oke niet alone ik ben met 3 of 4 ghosts

Ik ben in een dialoog, met een nieuwe ghost
Komt door goeie smoke kijk es hoe ik rook
ik blaas nu wat stoom
Daardoor ben ik niet zo boos
en daardoor is het ook
Dat ik nu ook ietsjes minder verloren loop

Dus let me go
Dan ga ik ook
Want ik zag dat jij sinds dag een loog
Alleen voor sneller geld koos
En niet naar wie er voor je loopt
Voor je loopt
Dus laat mij in een monoloog
Ik ga omhoog

Ik heb die dagen dat ik mijzelf ben
Maar heb ook dagen dat ik mij niet ken
Ik heb die dagen dat ik voor de paars ren
Maar heb ook vragen zoals waar is mn dad

Ik heb die dagen dat ik mijzelf red, maar heb ook dagen gestruggled like that
Ik heb een glaasje maar waar is m'n fles
Breng me nog eentje, en please fill my glass
Ik heb 1 voet voor ik heb een stapje gezet
Maar heb er eentje verloren ben er over gestept
Ik wilde het te snel ja ik movede te fast
Ik wilde het echt wel maar ik voelde een mes
en als ik nie op let ja dan word ik genekt
En mama die zei me nog ja je rug die moet recht
maar mama die weet niet van mn wervel is bad

en mama die weet niet van mn benen zijn dead
teveel stappen gezet daardoor niet meer zo sterk
Eerst konden we nog lachen maar nu zijn we sad
We staan nu best wel wat achter maar nu toch weer aan zet
En ik kon niet echt ballen dus ik heb niet voorgezet

Ik wilde alleen ietsjes minder stress, dus koos ik voor mijzelf geen excuses aan de rest
Ik ben hier met de schaduw en mijzelf
want als ik zit met mensen zie ik weer een neppe lach
Ik ghost alle slangen op mijn pad
Laat mij met de demons die zitten op mijn bank

English lyrics:
The demons are inside
But the snakes are outside
I can smell it from here
So better don't go outside
Because the snakes are deceivers and the demons are just dark
So I'll stay inside now, and I choose what is right

At least that's what I think, no need for a catfish
Now it's just me again, with a shadow that's not real
But one that knew everything
Tells me what is best
It seems like this is a test
But at the same time, it's a lesson

SORRY COULDNT BE LONGER :(

Demonen en slangen (Prod.  JpBeatz & Gabelucas - Mix by Guilty)

Intro:
je moest eens weten wat ik zag
ik had nog stress op donderdag
ik had geen cash op zaterdag

Pre-chorus
Ik ben slordig en verward
Ik heb nu niks in life gepland
Zeg mezelf dat ik niet kan
Terwijl we sippen van een glas

Jij de mooiste van de klas
Ik de verstrooide uit groep acht
en nu zijn we nog steeds panisch maar, shit put on a mask

Chorus:
Ik ben verhuist naar Nederland
en ik werd een komediant
Want daardoor zag er niemand dat ik niet sliep alleen in de nacht
ben aan het bidden voor een beter leven, dat is wat ik dacht
maar we dweilen met de kranen open geen uitweg die ik zag

Ik ben iemand anders in de nacht
Ik sluit mijn ogen en verman
Ik vecht met tranen als ik lach
Je moest eens weten wat ik zag

Ik had nog stress op donderdag
Ik had geen cash op zaterdag
Ik moest nog rennen in de nacht
Ik breng emoties volle vracht

Verse:
Jongen droog je tranen en verman
Je hield ze tegen tot een dag
Dat jij er echt genoeg van had
En toen toonde jij geen echte lach

Waarom faken voor buurman
en waarom zou ik houden van?
Jij had stress dus toon het dan
Je kijkt in de spiegel en wilt hem slaan

Jongen ga je gang en show die haat doe niet hallucinant
Het is beter als je praat met de duivel want
voor jou heeft God niet echt een meesterplan
dus is het beter met de duivel ik ben zeker van

Ik ben dagen aan het rennen zonder schoenen aan
Ik heb blaren aan mijn voeten maar moet verder gaan
Ik ben zelfs gestopt met blowen zodat niemand daarop stak
Ik ben niet gestopt met roken maar dat komt door de bad luck

Pre-chorus
Ik ben slordig en verward
Ik heb nu niks in life gepland
Zeg mezelf dat ik niet kan
Terwijl we sippen van een glas

Jij de mooiste van de klas
Ik de verstrooide uit groep acht
en nu zijn we nog steeds panisch maar, shit put on a mask

Chorus:
Ik ben iemand anders in de nacht
Ik sluit mijn ogen en verman
Ik vecht met tranen als ik lach
Je moest eens weten wat ik zag

Ik had nog stress op donderdag
Ik had geen cash op zaterdag
Ik moest nog rennen in de nacht
Ik breng emoties volle vracht

Outro
Onthoud goed, dat iedereen wel eens struggled in life, en dat dat oke is
Ook als het echt voelt alsof je helemaal locked zit, moet je gewoon ff geduldig zijn
Want zelfs in de donkerste nacht zal je altijd een lichtje zien
En zolang je die gebruikt om je weg naar buiten te vinden, komt alles goed
I'm out


Ignore these tags:

Emotional music
Personal lyrics
Dutch song
Self-discovery
Nightlife reflection
Authentic emotions
Alternative genre
Evocative storytelling
2023, 2024, new music, nieuwe muziek, nederlandstalig, nederlandse rap, nederlandse emo-rap, nederlandse emorap, juice wrld, xxxtentacion

Stress op donderdag (prod. JPBeatz & Mix by Guilty)

Ik had dagenlang gezocht
Maar ik kon je never vinden

Ik had dagenlang gezocht naar mn vader maar ik kon hem never vinden
Dus toen ie weer terugkwam moest ik weten dat ie energie nodig had
En zijn enige optie was, om het uit zijn zoon te halen

En ik droeg altijd een lach, tot de dag, dat hij weer eens met zijn zoon moest praten

Papa waar is mijn lach? Papa het was weg toen ik je zag

Papa Ik had jou toen dagenlang gezocht maar ik kon je nergens vinden
Dus toen je weer eens terugkwam moest ik weten dat je energie nodig had, nodig had
En je enige optie was om het uit mij te halen
Wat is de reden om mij nu zo erg te haten

Waarom bleef ik toch geloven in alle verzonnen verhalen
En waarom gaf ik jou een nieuwe kans in mijn leven als mijn vader
Dus laat me
Heb niks aan je
Je haat me
Dus waarom praat je?

Voor mij ben jij niemand jij hebt geen waarde
Ik gaf jou een kans ook al ving mama de slagen
Oke ik was dom maar zocht een vulling voor mn gaten
Maar jij was veel te rot er was een kleine kans van slagen
Sorry mama ik had moeten weten jij was mijn vader ook
Maar voelde vaderloos
En was zo radeloos
Maar hij was waardeloos
Je had me gewaarschuwd ook
Maar mama is niet boos
Want she knows she knows
Zij brengt hoop veel hoop
Ze maakt me groot heel groot
Zonder vader ook

Je voelt je te hoog
Maar jij hebt verkloot
Ik heb een moeder die niet met me loog
Maar heb wel een vader die had nood aan een psycholoog
Maar hij vond zichzelf daar veel te goed voor
Ik had een vader die greep naar de fles maar ben op het punt en daar vind ik het best
Neem er nog zes en ga straks naar bed, het klinkt misschien erg maar ik hoop dat je sterft

Ik had dagenlang gezocht naar mn vader maar ik kon m never vinden
Dus toen die weer terugkwam moest ik weten dat ie energie nodig had
En zijn enige optie was om het uit zijn zoon te halen
En ik droeg altijd een lach tot hij weer eens met zijn zoon moest praten

PAPA (Mix by Guilty / Prod. RX808)

Mijn huis die staat in brand
(laat mij ik brand alleen)
Van jou hoef ik geen hand
(Hoef je hand geen tweede keer)
Zonder jou beter af
(Ben beter af alleen)
(Want ik zie dat jij geen f geeft)

Mijn huis staat in de brand
Maar ik kan toch niet houden van
Ik kan toch niet houden van

Nee jij gaf mij een hand
Maar ik heb die shit nooit gepakt
Ik heb die shit nooit gepakt

Het brand hier al  te lang
Maar daardoor is het wel warm
We staan dichter bij de rand

Mijn huis staat in de brand
Maar ik heb niemand nodig want, ik heb het zelf gebracht

Waarom trust ik
In de bad peeps?
Waar er brand is
Komt de rain niet
Waarom heb ik
Alleen daydreams?
Die teveel gelijkenissen hebben met een nachtmerrie

Jij had de lamp uitgedaan
Maar de brand heeft mijn licht weer aangedaan
Ik heb nu genoeg van houden van
Want niemand kan hetzelfde houden als
Ik in de put zit en ik in de brand sta en jij naar mijn hand staart maar jij er geen geeft.
Oke ik loog jij gaf er wel een, maar jij liet me vallen nu brand ik alweer

Al mijn backwoods die zijn opgebrand oke jij gaf misschien een hand maar jij droeg toen een masker en jij krijgt geen tweede kans
Met de duivel doe ik nog een dans, het leek alsof het beter was, ik val tegen de muur maar laat mij thuis hier in de brand

Mijn huis staat in de brand
Maar ik kan toch niet houden van
Ik kan toch niet houden van

Nee jij gaf mij een hand
Maar ik heb die shit nooit gepakt
Ik heb die shit nooit gepakt

Het brand hier al  te lang
Maar daardoor is het wel warm
We staan dichter bij de rand

Mijn huis staat in de brand
Maar ik heb niemand nodig want, ik heb het zelf gebracht

Brand te lang
Brand te lang

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Brand (Prod Heyrick x lmgmadeit x Dustymyte)

Im hella exhausted
I'm so numb because of the f*cking drugs I been taking tonight
But this instrumental is giving me some goosebumps
can somebody help me wake me up
Make me some coffee please? I can't stand on my legs right now

Listening to songs that we used to play
Oh I hope that you're happy when you're not around me
Remembering things you once used to say
Oh you said that you loved me but thats just dishonesty
I'm sad that you loved me I hated sobriety
For you I stayed of drugs but the drugs still found me
I'm sorry you I don't need
Cause drugs just walked to me
So fed up with fake love I make it a memory

I wish I could forget you but you're stuck in my head
You're the only reason why I am feeling so death
You don't care about me only care about yourself
You're the only reason why I am living in hell

Got to act like I'm fine
But I'm not really fine
I wish that I could ___
If I take one more tonight
Best believe that I tried
But oh shit I still survive
Wake up I apologize
I tried to say goodbye
But shit I can not ___

im just a dirty junkie
Taking one more to feel less sorry
Might pop another to become happy
High wearing out now I feel nobody

Got the lonely addictions
Just a way to escape reality
Dying young it is a guarantee
But at least I forgot how I can feel

Still remember all the songs that we used to play
Still remember everything that you used to say
It was all a lie

Listening to songs that we used to play
Oh I hope that you're happy when you're not around me
Remembering things you once used to say
Oh you said that you loved me but thats just dishonesty
I'm sad that you loved me I hated sobriety
For you I stayed of drugs but the drugs still found me
I'm sorry you I don't need
Cause drugs just walked to me
So fed up with fake love I make it a memory

Memories prod. THERSX

I want to apologize to my neighbours for having to hear this every night <3 love them


i used to have some problems but now problems have me
I was living for a dollar but now the dollars show greed
Was praying for a benjamin but now I feel no need
i was taking the amphetamins and a little smoke of trees

I dont longer worry bout the things that used to make me weak
even though i know they catching up to me they on full speed
I feel numb in my brain i feel numb in my feels
I got to stay on this train im with the devil in heels

I know the devil wearing prada
or the devil in a bottle
 my skin is still turning purple
but I dont care for trouble
it is nothing or I double
So she brings double trouble
There is a devil in my red cup and a devil like a model    

i was sitting in a mud but I dont drown in any puddle
I was following my guts just fuck it if I keep the struggle
and fuck it if I tumble, I aint close to being fragile, so i can go into battles, I dont mind the biggest hustle

let me take pills
and let me kill Bill
i was high off the amount of advil
I was higher than a mountain where snow fell
I aint lying i was climbing high to fulfill
I wasnt feeling when I was fighting the devils
i was fighting spirits when you told me be gentle
but Im a rebel
I aint sentimental
I cannot be careful if you try stopping my potential

devil telling me I will always be your friend
devil telling me I will always have your back
Devil saying I got everything that you want
I can bring you to the sun but I will never bring you back
pre-tend
take me to relapse
I dont feel the romance
perhaps
I shouldnt listen to her mad plans
fuck that
I will make my own plans
I dont need another glass if it comes with some romance

i used to have some problems but now problems have me
I was living for a dollar but now the dollars show greed
Was praying for a benjamin but now I feel no need
i was taking the amphetamins and a little smoke of trees

I dont longer worry bout the things that used to make me weak
even though i know they catching up to me they on full speed
I feel numb in my brain i feel numb in my feels
I got to stay on this train im with the devil in heels

I know the devil wearing prada
or the devil in a bottle
 my skin is still turning purple
but I dont care for trouble
it is nothing or I double
So she brings double trouble
There is a devil in my red cup and a devil like a model    

i was sitting in a mud but I dont drown in any puddle
I was following my guts just fuck it if I keep the struggle
and fuck it if I tumble, I aint close to being fragile, so i can go into battles, I dont mind the biggest hustle

Outro:
Ay yo F it,

Double the trouble is double the rewards am I right?
So give me two prices now
I'm out


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Double Trouble Prod. Forzen

Koud hier zonder jou bij mij at home
Zie je rijden van mijn home uit mijn window

Het was koud hier zonder jou bij mij at home
Zie je rijden van mijn home uit mijn window
Je was te ver van mij vandaan en ik verloor
Ik ben wasted van de feelings zonder hoop

Jij kijkt never achterom nee jij gaat maar door
Was het oog voor een oog doordat ik mijzelf verkloot

Ik ben zo wasted
Maar ben niet wasted door drank en niet wasted door drugs
Ik ben wasted door love shit wat voelt het hier kut
Het voelde hier koud dus ik zocht naar wat lust
Maar niemand vulde wat jij zelf wel vult
De warmte en liefde komen niet uit sluts
Het zijn koudere dagen doordat jij nu vlucht
Snap wel de reden hier is er geen fuck
Mijn pockets zijn empty hier is er geen fuck
Voel me te gnarly voor het geven om fucks
Maar toen jij wegging wilde ik je wel terug
Het was hier te koud niemand had mijn rug at my home


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Koud Hier (prod. THERSX)

òh i thought that i had it all
but i was so far away from have it all
oh I thought that I could fix it all
With a daily dose of adderal
and a bit of smoke its natural
there is damage done collateral
My liver and my heart are on the run
run run

should I take one more or should i take one stronger now
what if I take all drugs that even the monsters warned me bout
would they still be around
would they still be around
so much questions in my house
maybe get them down with a pill thats stronger now
all the lights they going out
but at least I feel better now
It's the blood that I'm coughing out
but at least I feel better now
my soul and monsters they get out

i tell mamma do not worry
even though its vomit she sees
try another and now here comes bleed
I get another and say I don't need
it is not for me its for monsters in me
if you look into my eyes you will see
its the vision of a demon in need

im getting lost they with too many
its no fairytale here no disney
I take more its cause they tell me
I know I am far gone but I hope that you forgive me
there are too many
here in my misery
if you would know me you would know that its far from me
but you dont believe and its okay to me
get off my dick go chase a dream

should I take one more or should i take one stronger now
what if I take all drugs that even the monsters warned me bout
would they still be around
would they still be around
so much questions in my house
maybe get them down with a pill thats stronger now
all the lights they going out
but at least I feel better now
It's the blood that I'm coughing out
but at least I feel better now
my soul and monsters they get out

yeah yeah yeah yeah im drugged up like whitney
fucked up like britney
clone me like yeezy
I might become happy
no my life aint easy
its way too heavy
you act you dont see me
but i know that you see me
throw up its like smoothie
bloody orange messy
being wasted is my duty
No i aint fuckin with no groupie
puke in a jacuzzi
big yacht and theres hoes here


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Puke prod. THERSX

It feels like eternity
I cant live on sobriety
I might lock the better me
In my head I'm breaking free
But I am too high it cant be me
Monsters are surrounding me
Take one more get on my knees
Devil is here to m*rder me

I been trying so damn much
Devil calling he my plug
Make me flying in reverse
He tells me what is hurt stays hurt

I keep trying when on drugs
I feel dying I feel f'ed
In the morning I drink my cup
Telling myself that the only way is up
But still I am...
Giving my soul away yeah
If I blink twice go save yeah
Should I try live today yeah
Try another day yeah
I asked you to stay yeah
But you just went away yeah
Make me all afraid yeah
She makes me feel drained yeah

I been on the phone with the demon time goes slow
Just leave me alone bitch I shoot you through the phone
Click click click grah
I just did a triple homicide
Wrist is never Iced on my neck there is no heavy price

I don't fuck with antichrist
bitch give me a deal and still you will not make me sign
Already got a deal that will take me to the paradise
I am always high but the habits I might sacrifice
I might sacrifice

If I stay alive I might make a turn thats right
But I am asking for forgiveness cause I know that ain't tonight
Maybe devil is alright
He supplies me his delight
I take one more tonight
Maybe I will die this time

It feels like eternity

How long till I can feel free
How long till it stops the feels
How long till I might believe
I take one more it makes me see
But the demons were always with me
They were always talking to me

I been trying so damn much
Devil calling he my plug
Make me flying in reverse
He tells me what is hurt stays hurt

I keep trying when on drugs
I feel dying I feel f'ed
In the morning I drink my cup
Telling myself that the only way is up
But still I am...

Giving my soul away yeah
If I blink twice go save yeah
Should I try live today yeah
Try another day yeah
I asked you to stay yeah
But you just went away yeah
Make me all afraid yeah
She makes me feel drained yeah

I feel like my brain... Is frying
I know that I should keep on... Trying
But I see that she is still... Lying
And I know that the devil is still smiling
I wake up and I take one in the morning
If I die no one won't even mourn it
That is what the devil keeps on telling

No one cares yeah
I get it
Why am I so god damn selfish
Is it even god's plan there's damage
If I bleed I don't use any bandage
If I sleep than there's still so many bandits
Taking my soul to another planet
Making my heart like a block of granite
It's so heavy I ain't fucking with these gadgets
Demons sticking to me I am like a magnet

I ain't too average
I still feel the best yeah
I know it's a test yeah
My life it goes fast yeah
Don't need you to pretend
Don't need you to come back 
If I live on success
And don't live on Xanax
You thought I went bad yeah

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Eternal Anxiety prod. YWG Haunted x KXVI

I been sober for long
How can I still feel numb
This love made me so dumb
This love never begun
I ate a heartbreak for lunch
She put me close to a jump
She brought my soul on the run
I think that I had enough

There is no such thing as real love in here
So pass me the blunt I will need some indie
She told me she called to put a knife in me
I say I don't hear the phone it was never ringing

Come return the love that came from me
I don't want a hoe if she do not feel me
Get off my d*ck and please free me
I got high emotions when a b*tch don't feel me

I'm mad but sober
That was only till October
Before she coming over
Before she bending over
Now I'm in a spaceship, f me Im a stoner
Now I hate the fake b*tch I would never clone her

I was higher than the mountains where the dew is always frozen
She wetter than the fountains the water is spilling over
I'm calling her a bad b*tch now she can not stay over

Over
Over
Do it over again do it over
Do it over again do it over
I am dumb once again do it over
Do it over again do it over again
Till I am sober again
But I will stay blem again

Cause I'll hate you again when I'm sober again
Cause you made my soul ran
Yeah you made it go away, ay

There is no such thing as real love in here
So pass me the blunt I will need some indie
She told me she called to put a knife in me
I say I don't hear the phone it was never ringing

Come return the love that came from me
I don't want a hoe if she do not feel me
Get off my d*ck and please free me
I got high emotions when a b*tch don't feel me

She don't feel me but I don't notice if I'm drugged up just like Whitney
Giving you a reason to stay f'ed up when you with me
Can you hold my hand so I can feel the soul go out me
It goes out me

But this mix of drugs is making me feel bouncy
If I take another one feel drowsy
Should I take another one to make it out here
Asking to the roof if I still make it out here

Make It Out Here Prod. JpBeatz & Pizzle

Intro:
When you love me again
You love me again
When you love me again
When do you love me again
Me again

Think that I feel hate again
Think that I feel hate again
Why do you still hate again
Why do you still hate again
Hate again

How does it feel to be loved, loved again
Thought I had it all but I live in a mess
Thought that you gave me all but now I regret
It has been a while so it's love I forget

Oh I miss the times that you called I got to confess
I was down down bad but than you went to the next

I would be so glad
If you left (get out my mind)
But you stayed (get out my mind)
Love is not really that great
Love is just a real bad game

do it again
ill take one more
selfish again
im knocked on the floor
take the xanax
so i relax
get high to the max
I do not regret

girl you eat my heart out
eat my heart out
We had a bad fall out
call it love but I doubt

I'm lost
(without you without you without you without you)
Getting f*cked
(thats with you x4)
(On my mind)

You tell all your friends
that i'm back from th death
wish you said you regret cause I'm better of dead
But you come around and play like its a talent

Like damn
Not again
Once again i took to many
This the end
I fear of love that's fancy
i fear of drugs but it still catch me
I knew that love would not keep standing
but I think it's love Im condemning
Why am I so damning

am i the last man standing
cause they catch like they fetching
Why is it love I'm catching 
But the love keeps lacking
the tales keep on repeating
my heart just got a beating
out my heart they are still eating
Like tyson gave me beating


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Knock me down prod. RX808

pills and potions (x4)
Im taking pills and potions but I don't know if this pain will end
They acting like my fake friends they make the demons more mad
I was just laying in my bed thinking when will it end?
Yeah in my brain it was a mess I'm with the demons in a band

I got shottas in the back I tell them to shoot again
I see them laying in the grass but they are just playing dead
And even if I tell you i think you would not understand
I wasn't looking for help
Instead I use the substance
It was my only defense
Just a little less mess

In the start it always looks so innocent
At the end you always search for miracles
You are falling down your pinnacle
You almost feel the need to start a ritual

The weight is on the shoulders of the biggest fool
You hiding your tears and you play it cool
You should never stop just continue
I know that the times will bother you

It is bad times after bad times
Is it bed time cause I been tired
All the days that I been grinding I was fighting yeah I still fight her

In my mind there are love snipers and bad riders and some fire
An outsider no survivor I think it's pain that they admire

Uh yeah I could also be worse
I could also be a little lost for words
But I'm still writing down to feel a little less hurt
Yeah I do almost drown but atleast I wont be the first

First
First
I was hurt
Always cursed
Always felt the worst
I traversed
In reverse
Was this close to convert
I was burnt
But the devil didn't learn
Out the dirt
I climb out of unheard
Im still hurt
But I shoot a burst now 
(shoot three bullets in your head)
But I shoot a burst now

In the start it always looks so innocent
At the end you always search for miracles
You are falling down your pinnacle
You almost feel the need to start a ritual

The weight is on the shoulders of the biggest fool
You hiding your tears and you play it cool
You should never stop just continue
I know that the times will bother you

sometimes there were good times but i had more of the bad times
sometimes I closed my eyes but mostly i had the bad nights
Wandering around without knowing where my path lies
taking pills and potions to tell myself I will be al right

That's cap got a bad high
But I take another one now  I feel alright
Take one more and now I might die
This is a hell of a vibe
This is a hell of a vibe
I vibe
This night
I might die
This night
All eyes
On me
Take one more
Than leave

In the start it always looks so innocent
At the end you always search for miracles
You are falling down your pinnacle
You almost feel the need to start a ritual

The weight is on the shoulders of the biggest fool
You hiding your tears and you play it cool
You should never stop just continue
I know that the times will bother you

Bother you
Bother you
Bother you


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Pills and Potions prod. JpBeatz

No more
Baby

I think that you do not love no more
Why don't you just close your eyes
Baby
It's like you no longer love
No more
It's like you dont want my love
No more
No more
No more


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Love No More prod. YWG Haunted x KXVI

I think I went too hard in my mind there was you
I'm pouring liquor till the moon falls in my mind there was you
You

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I would be so glad if you got someone new
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Fella with withdrawals if I stay off the juice
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To come through to you
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I would be so glad if you got someone new
Oh if I could just choose I would not be this fool


Hard liquor keep me going in a room full of monsters
If I take more in the morning will you call me a doctor
I think I need one
Cause my mind just goes on
And on, and on


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You on my mind prod. THERSX

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When you call I will answer my phoooooone
dont think twice it's how loving one goes
think about you when I'm sitting alone
I'm down teaching you to love your own
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Out of your mind I will eat them alone
See demons again but I'm happy you don't
If I live in sorrow it's better for you
I'll love you tomorrow if it's not too soon

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Time's Slow Again (Prod. Unigue)

Heavily inspired by the late Malcolm James McCormick (Mac Miller) and his song Circles, this was something new for me

Song lyrics

Intro:
I'm sorry to the people, I know that I've been a little bit off... The texts again
It's been 3 weeks and I havent responded to any of them
But you know
That I'm sorry
I'm sorry

I'm sorry if you miss me
I'm not really a fighter
I also miss the old me
It never felt so great, ay

I wish I could change like the night turns into day
But I just need to fake that everything okay
Yeah
But it's not

All the hope is lost inside me
I'm running out of energy
I'm coping with anxiety
Like a baby that has to sleep

And I know that I know that I know that I have not really taken any care of myself
I hate who I became
I forgot who I was
I think that I lost myself

All the beautiful things turning into memories
I am hating that I lay back with the rain pouring around me
I lost myself
I lost myself

mama tells me how can my son lose itself I tell her I dont know but I know that I took one pill too many now I'm afraid
Now I'm afraid, ay

let me just drink wine I think that it is better like this
Ive lost myself in the darkness so I light my cigarette
I think that none of the pills will make me forget
I think that I have
I think that I have

Immortal monsters inside me
Immortal monsters inside me
The monsters inside me
Immortal monsters inside me

I lost myself got no grip on reality

I hate who I became ay
All of this feels strange ay
I look back at the days ay
And I think I start to hate this
All of this feels strange ay
Forever standing in the rain 

With immortal monsters around me
Immortal monsters around me
Immortal monsters around me
they got immortal when around me, all the monsters around me

All the monsters, around

the pills that im taking but still they dont leave
I'm starting to hate it they love it with me
All the pills that I take
They still don't leave me

And I know I been wrong in mistreating me
I know it gets hard for you but also for me
Immortal monsters around me
Around me
Around me

Old me prod. Floatin

The winner takes it all
But why did you take it all
You ain't really a winner
you are just a sinner
think that you made me bigger
I was never really with her
no I just stayed for the dinner
She thinks that I'm her private singer
And she acts like she my stripper
I don't really want to win her
fuck this award show theres demons that are in her
They're within her

I prefer to take pills
Cause at least than I can just chill
Without thinking about women that will hurt me
Without linking up with fakes hoes that won't love me
That won't love me

yeah I know yeah i know
thats a show that you show
But I don't wanna go
to the show so I swim with the flow
Oh I think you too slow
To bring me to a blow
you must do some more, ow ow

think that you still owe me hoe
I might do a hit and go
Sorry that I'm high took loads oh-wow

The winner takes it all
But why did you take it all
You ain't really a winner

Do me one more
No do me two more
Think that I will need a bit more
If I take one
I will eat one
Just let me double up if I see one
Taking all the pills you saved you don't need one
If it bring me to the knees think that you won
If I feel none
Think that I will need one
Fuck a threesome
If you got some pills just leave some

The winner takes it all
But why did you take it all
You ain't really a winner
you are just a sinner
think that you made me bigger
I was never really with her
no I just stayed for the dinner
She thinks that I'm her private singer
And she acts like she my stripper
I don't really want to win her
fuck this award show there are demons here that are in her
They're within her

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Winner Takes It All prod. chill sky

you an honest liar liar
now i get higher higher
You are way too pretty to be honest so I guess you are a liar
Pretty liar

But I was always a fighter
fighter
You look like a supplier, I acquire
It is cold in my room but still I chose a pretty liar

yeah I know that she a pretty liar
I feel all the hate but still I like her
I am way too high to feel the wire
She is one in need so I provide her

even though i know she is a pretty liar
Even though I know her heart is made out of iron

When she was in need i was always beside her
I see people hate her she like darkness so i like her
People warned me for her but I never ever mind her
I know she a liar but she keepin up my fire
She don't need a lighter
She is my supplier
The devil must've hired
Cause now im getting higher

hi again im high again
you lie again I die again 
Taking all the subs like its oxygen
Keep up with the lies I bet she can

you an honest liar liar
now i get higher higher
You are way too pretty to be honest guess you are a  liar
Pretty liar

But I was always a fighter
fighter
Lookin like supplier, I acquire
It is cold in my room but still I chose a pretty liar

think my heart is broken
You show no devotion
Lots of commotion
It's lookin like explosion
Made my soul so frozen
You were my bad omen
At moments so unspoken
But usually in motion
Lies with oxytocin
High like I am one off goin
Need the melatonin cause amnesia is growin
noticing the lies but Im acting like its nothing
Followin the lines but in the end there was just nothing
You been thining k I'm naive when I saw all lies coming
But it was nothing ay
But it was nothing ay
But it was nothing ay
Just keep them coming, ay

you an honest liar liar
now i get higher higher
You are way too pretty to be honest guess you are a  liar
Pretty liar

But I was always a fighter
fighter
Lookin like supplier, I acquire
It is cold in my room but still I chose a pretty liar






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Pretty Liar prod. chill sky

Should I finish this to perfection?

Moonlight
Turning into daylight
But I'm still afraid I
Found a new way to die
New way to die

look how moonlight
turning into day light
but im still afraid I
chose new ways to die

cause the moonlight
was  almost the same like I look in your eyes
The memories were knocking like a poltergeist
Took the pills to chill but then got blown aside

The way that I am living is starting to feel like a suicide
I hate it but I love it at the same time

If I could feel alive, I think that I would hate it at the same time
I said it and you thought it it was just my time
Like Woa-oh oh oh
Like woa-oh oh oh

staring at the moon gives me the strange vibes yeah
memories of us are like a suicide yeah
shoot me twice so I die again
I feel numb so you might aswel
uh
give me one in my chest
give me one in my head
I am in the devils den, with bloodstains on my cardigan

look how moonlight
turning into day light
but im still afraid I
chose new ways to die

cause the moonlight
was  almost the same like I look in your eyes
The memories were knocking like a poltergeist
Took the pills to chill but then got blown aside

look how moonlight
turning into day light
but im still afraid I
chose new ways to die

cause the moonlight
was  almost the same like I look in your eyes
I think it was shining with another light
But into my eyes you were shining bright

now we back to sunrise
the moon it waste my time I
think that it was suicide
Think that it was suicide

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Moonlight (prod. upset)

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till it goes away
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uhuh

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can you just say
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till it goes away
yeah
Cause I'm done

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Till it goes away
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Oh i have to admit
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stay off the grid
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How Long prod. CRMDRM

A quick one just in case
Big up for the inspiration to the beatmaker and Mac Miller <3

Check my instagram in case you wanna talk https://www.instagram.com/quertius
DM's are always open, will always respond, you ain't alone 

You want this mess for yourself you aint sharing
Cause you tell yourself that there is no one caring
Your monsters turn angels into something damning
But you keep on growing
The hedges, to give them protection

So now I'm asking
Is everything alright everything alright
You still say your fine but you can not lie
Uhuh
Hmmm

See it in your eyes
You look too damn tired
All pain inside
And so uninspired

There is no fire inside of you
Telling that's fine with you
But, I, See, The lies

No Sharing prod. Austin Friel

Follow me on Instagram https://instagram.com/quertius
Thank you to pontiac for the mix https://www.soundcloud.com/pontiacmusic

How we all doing???

Lyrics

How long, how long, how long

How long, how long, how long

Tell me how long
till it goes away
till it goes away
yeah
uhuh

Tell me how long
Till it goes away
Till it goes away
Till it goes away, can you just say

is the pain just here to stay
I been waiting for a break
my legs are tired start to shake
and my energy is drained

Tears stay here in the shape of stains
lost my hope for another day
can you just say
can you just say
how long till it goes away

Cause, I been standing in the rain
Gave my all for another day
But it still felt like yesterday
Guess my all was not okay 

Tell me how long
till it goes away
till it goes away
yeah
Cause I'm done

Tell me how long
Till it goes away
Till it goes away
Till it goes away, can you just say

Oh i have to admit
that I still feel like shit
i wouldve felt so much better if i was not here
So I stay off the grid
(I stay off the grid)
stay off the grid
(I stay off the grid)
I'm sorry for this
(I'm so sorry for this)
But I stay off the grid
(I stay off the grid)

I'm sorry to the people that love me still 
(That love me still)
but I stay off the grid
(But I stay off the grid)
I'm sorry for this
(I'm so sorry for this)
But I stay off the grid

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till it goes away
yeah
uhuh

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Till it goes away
Till it goes away, can you just say

How Long prod CRMDRM Mixed by Pontiac

Please let me know what genre this is cause I have no clue myself lol

Everyday im feeling fine
Im wasting time
on the darker side
but i feel alright
Yeah i feel alright

Yesterday was so sublime
I lost my life, but I had 9
So I'll be alright
(I still have 8 lifes)
Yeah I'll be alright

I'm still glad with the things we had
I smoke a pack of cigarettes but still can't rest
I guess it is what it is I look back at times I had but I never ever regret even if times were bad

Just spend my last bit of cash on something so stupid
It's been a while since I saw love tell me shot cupid
My vision it is blurry but you think it was lucid
I can act so sober even with drugs included

You can call me all inclusive
Cause all drugs they are included
Yeah all drugs they are included

Everyday im feeling fine
Im wasting time
on the darker side
but i feel alright
Yeah i feel alright

Yesterday was so sublime
I lost my life, but I had 9
So I'll be alright
(I still have 8 lifes)
Yeah I'll be alright

Yeah everyday we feeling fine, I'm getting high, we have a good time
We have a good time

Yeah, I been drinkin wine and i'm getting high
I almost made it look like the fourth of july
I don't care if I die tonight
Cause we havin such a great ass time

I put some pressure on my damn life
Can I order another supply
Cause this time, yeah this time
I feel alive, so alive

Everyday im feeling fine
Im wasting time
on the darker side
but i feel alright
Yeah i feel alright

Yesterday was so sublime
I lost my life, but I had 9
So I'll be alright
(I still have 8 lifes)
Yeah I'll be alright

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26, from Belgium
Rapping, singing, wannabe artist, 0 platinum songs and counting
You better go follow before I make the biggest songs known in the Hip Hop genre. Only started in 2022 😎

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