defectionist

[Ł𖤐ZŸ]
不見你跡影我不斷喺度尋覓
你嘅話語起我腦海不斷徘徊 
I killed myself 冇再聽你嘅電話
電話memories 得返幾十gb關於你 
Now she dun need me
所以我不想繼續自欺這感覺 
喪失了你嘅指尖已經再觸碰感覺

[FÆR]
Why I was so scared 命運終須結局
U r trap me in a lovescam
Fkin fake all
I took luv to the grave 
Noone can even feel my pain
魔鬼嘅執念要蠶食my mind
突然離別太快
I cannot stay awake 
hv u been waiting 即使你會後悔
希望徘徊絕望恐懼之間
Karma 我獨自承擔 惡夢反覆
重來無數次成為習慣 失去感覺

[Ł𖤐ZŸ]
每日起度諗你會否在煉獄又一次想起我
I can’t throwback 身佈罪孽
所以困起煉獄無法離去
生死有命 evil靈魂使我變得遠去
devil wanna kiss my lips 
心魔不斷束縛 無力解開這種魔咒
All I know we just a past tense 
不見你跡影所以我不斷喺度尋覓
你嘅話語起我腦海不斷重複喺度徘徊 
Hope u still waitin 即使依家你依舊後悔
Lost n found 呢啲叫做karma係咪叫做業力?_?

Endless Karma+FÆR3

u like eyes floaters 飛來飛去
scab 變淺色 torn 2 flakes
walk alone wif my glasses 
we dnt paranoid
put me in a field, i can win dat
將你放喺袋 頭髏collect
bestiary’s armor up
hold da hammer
enemies 劈甩
put u in a void
eternally looped u cnt avoids 
yea im schizo they control my panel
3 identifies diff role play 
jailbreak we combine

fkk u call me out
i wont let u show up again
dis my time
pure liquid in my cup 
pour sum red yellow syrup
鎮定 終於可以出嚟玩
delusion or prediction 
they will show us
idc care at all
brand new clothes 
in my closet i feel great
dig the sins wif my dress
i <3 kets
pretty slut in my house 
leg wide on da floor
裝粒晶石驅動零件
to fill up ur empty 
scan thru my eyes
睇穿內部 u cannot relate
baby can’t fight need a samurai

schizo +Scaler666

witches +saysumn

comeback w/risya

dontsaythat

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naive prod tenshixgod

betwixt2roses

我不需要你道歉
我只需要你
我愛著你呀 在每一個細胞裡
closer 繼續靠近
每一下的觸碰讓我心跳停
ooh cry for help.
求我停下來.
blind yourself 卻說不想猜
火苗 忘了怎麼相愛
try to pronounce the word
ily

千夜
輾轉難眠
輾轉千夜
我看見結尾
你在 不在
你在乎愛？
你才不敢。
害怕賦予意義
害怕直面記憶裡的痛
怕再次失去你
怕傾盡一切卻撲了空

撲 撲向你的聲音 
折碎指甲也要
抓住你留下的痕跡
要怎麼冷靜
失控的每節神經
往你胸口狠親

when it all lose control 
I’ll wraps my arms around your soul
我還有抱你的藉口
baby請你就當我自作自受
我從來沒怪過你
所以你也別趕我走
就這樣吧 一動也不動.
我的天使 can I call you a criminal?

我不需要你道歉
我只需要你
我愛著你呀 在每一個細胞裡
closer 繼續靠近
我沒辦法 我沒辦法平常心
拜託你 
求你停下來.
別再走掉 不要化為塵埃
（別化為塵埃）
輕輕 把你頭髮撥開
I can’t find myself in your blurry eyes

I knew that it won’t last but
thank you for your love
though we’re all turning into ash
thank you for your love
I won’t hold back, ‘cause
thank you for your love
huh- uhh
I’ve said.
thank you for your love.

需要

i dont often talk bout how i feel cause you cant relate
i got switch the people i keep round and get up out this place
i thought they came round for me and not to eat whats on my plate
i lost track of all the chances i gave you to change

now im on the first flight outta here
back then couldnt stand who i saw in the mirror
i tried to ask you for help you but you kept on saying that you aint wanna hear it
uh, that bitch a slut
so i aint going anywhere near it
i used to be broke as fuck but now its a rack for the shit i appear in

i blow your rent on my garms and appearance
i need a rack if you want me appearing
i know how you feel i used to be broke i was constantly tearing-
-up but i found me a way to get out
i used to be where you at for a while
im getting money i couldnt ever have dreamed of
ill do what i must for my pop to be proud

should quit them pills but it keep on getting harder
give this shit a year i guarantee ill make it farther
you stuck with that 9 to 5 my pockets getting larger
might have upped my bag but my mental getting darker

New Me (jayysoul + grimgar)

每天都在跟时间做斗争 Every day, I’m fighting time again
老天笑我的想法太天真 Heaven laughs—says my dreams are naïve and vain
相同的人和相同的眼神 Same people, same eyes, playing the same old game
无忧无虑允许一切发生 Carefree, letting anything happen without shame

蓋上了布袋 現在吸不到空氣也無可奈何 With a sack over my head, I can’t breathe—and I can’t resist
全部人都一樣 I know Everyone’s the same—I know this twist
快要掩蓋不住不安 My anxiety’s spilling—I can’t hide it much longer
一直往前走的只有你的指針 Only your clock’s hand keeps marching forward
誰又敲響慾望的鐘 Who rang the bell of desire once more?
又是貪痴嗔的命 Again enslaved by greed, obsession, wrath, and lore
也許人生是個 bad hoe Maybe life’s just a bad hoe—cold to the core
困在妳的領土裡 I’m trapped inside your territory
時間還在爭鬥 Time is still at war with me
Richard Mille point to 12 My Richard Mille points right at twelve
我失態中 I’m losing control of myself
上手銬丟進牢籠 Handcuffed, thrown back into this cell
也不是也不是這麼的邪惡 I’m not—no, not entirely cruel
I just trust my desire I’m just loyal to what I feel inside’s true
Cash in and cash out to get everything I want Stack the cash, spend the cash—chase everything I want to
來阻止麻木感再堆積 Trying to stop this numbness from piling through
曾是誰的唯一？ Once, I was someone’s only one too
也快不記得 But now even that’s a blur I can’t get back to
不會捨不得 No more hesitation—I’m past being soft
肉食動物怎會感到不捨 Carnivores never mourn what they’ve lost
她流著血呢 She’s bleeding, can’t you see
（她流著她流著 woah） She’s bleeding, bleeding out—woah
她雙目無神 Her eyes are hollow, vacant, dead
If she’s real she bleed If she’s real, she bleeds red

每天都在跟时间做斗争 Every day, I’m still fighting time
老天笑我的想法太天真 Heaven still mocks this foolish mind
相同的人和相同的眼神 Same faces, same glances—on repeat, rewind
无忧无虑允许一切发生 No worries allowed—just let it all unwind

时间的斗争+Losty（prod.Samantha）

crashedout!

She like 天平
ya 讓我用台相機記錄妳和街景
無限的幻想在她身上全都結清
桌上的底片讓我們交換日記
只需要通過眼神不需要使用言語
在交叉的十字路口聊吧
拜託那是最後一班地鐵別絕殺
還好只是錯過一班地鐵而不是他
花束般的戀愛就在此刻無限綻放
oh ya 想與妳不管做任何事情
要去看書看花看貓浪費時間都沒問題
有你在的那邊是RIGHT SIDE
那就下次見了掰掰
我有無限期待 我在邊笑邊等你

拜託時間再走慢一點好嗎
想和她結婚不管多平淡都與他
鮮花總凋零她問我為甚麼突然停下
翻開了地圖上面正刻著我們的畫

為甚麼我總止不住哭呢
我們之間對話都變色
怪我太笨在人生裡 抉擇
五年真太短我還想陪她
But It's over 已經無法
謝謝她 我的畫也只有她會誇


天秤與花束(prod.bonnytown)

Yeah他的秘密帶著鮮花
不知道哪句是真心話
摸不透你也沒了牽掛
在我的心裡割下一划

當你 行為怪異
不清楚你愛意
屈服於你才藝
親暱 逐漸變得不清晰
答案離不開我你
每次訊息回憶起

當你 行為怪異
不清楚你愛意
屈服於你才藝
親暱 逐漸變得不清晰
答案離不開我你
每次訊息回憶起

Yeah小聲地說小聲地說
別忘記我
你只說過她沒聽過
心門又一座
謊言太多謊言太多
幸福的你而那人並不是我
他並不是我

當你 行為怪異
不清楚你愛意
屈服於你才藝
親暱 逐漸變得不清晰
答案離不開我你
每次訊息回憶起

Yeah他的秘密帶著鮮花
不知道哪句是真心話
摸不透你也沒了牽掛
在我的心裡割下一划

so what do you know? (p. may scars)

Quest Failed!

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