intro
- Random monologue about confusion -

v1
i'm a little lost right now
can't figure out what i really want right now
ball out or fall out on the floor right now
all my thoughts are just jumbled up right now
can't you see how?
i was told that i'm worthless
not worth shit
trash pits could offer more service
a broke bitch
suffered hits from dudes who offered nothing
but doubts and lips service
while they flounder and flip burgers
but i'm the one who had to take all the hits
so self esteems could rise and make up for the shit
their mothers had never taught them
while fathers that couldn't bother
told their sons that this is the way
to pay for all the slaughter
of mental capacity
the f------ audacity to tell me to hit the streets dastardly
the bastards see that i'm not me
i'm f----- up but my cries make no peeps
creep and tiptoe
slow my own growth
stay my own role
'till the focus is off my bones
'till im lost in my own dome
with wickedness overgrown
'cause i'm damaged and alone
inside my own home huh
i just wanna lash out
go figure myself
show the world what i'm about
f--- the clout
f--- the system i'm in
i'll rip its f------ throat out before i ever give in
i'm the caged animal that you watch and gawk at
giggle about like it's a f------ laugh track
'till the cracks form in the glass
and i begin to bash on the walls
rearing and screaming and ready to roam the halls
grab you by the jaw and tell you to look at me
look at my eyes
do i really look happy?
cast you aside like i was all those years ago
1000 years of death
i hope that's all you'll ever know

Question - Worthless (WIP)

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