Purity

Heaven Is Hell

FKN Chill

This is a song i wrote about living with depression and dissociation and dealing with self doubt

I woke up one day really down on myself realizing i had lost touch with the thing that helped me through my struggles growing up. My guitar. I grabbed my taylor out of my closet and blew the dust off it and tuned the strings. Then i sat in the bathroom and started strumming different chords together. I really liked the pattern i made so i started recording it on my phone next thing i knew i was singing i guess. 

While it is a very rough draft (i even mess up the rhythm a few times) i think it gets the job done for now until i fill it in with some more substance and get it recorded properly though I have added more lyrics to it since this recording. 

I wanted to post this song because I realized im not really alone in the way i feel, that there’s a lot of other’s going through the same struggles lately. I kind of hate this wholesome crap, i think its cringy when i do it because im supposed to be known as the funny guy. I just hope others may find an outlet through this song as a way to relate. 

I owe all the courage it took me to post this to someone who’s really helped me become more comfortable and confident with who i am, and has shown me a there’s more to life than i thought

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