food on my plate
everyday
yet i cannot contemplate
the mistakes of my face
marks of mayonnaise 

finish my plate
everyday
yet my belly still waits
that really gets me going
its not mayonnaiseb

crumbles of esperanza
going near and going far
so i binge eat to calm
15 packs of lays

time running out
so i shout
to get me fucking out
they are far ahead
i need to catch up
 

ketchup and mayonnaise
i cannot wait to taste
its why i see today
its why i feel okay
i live to diiiiip in


catch up and may your face
submit to the embrace
summet of grace
its what makes me resist
to the deep end

fork and knife thrown away
know not in the world they have gone
go in the grocery store
to buy a new name

though hear below
grumble low
like an endless cycle
need to grab that bottle
its not alcohol

crumbles of humanidad
humid room i live in that
its in the air u can smell
how much ive fallen

but its all okay
if i may
yesterday ahead
tomorrow will not be gray
i need to catch up

ketchup and mayonnaise
i cannot wait to taste
its why i see today
its why i feel okay
i live to diiiiip in


catch up and may your face
submit to the embrace
summet of grace
its what makes me resist
to the deep end



KETCHUP (instrumental)

FULL TAPE VERSION. TRACK AFTER TRACK.

огорченный for any inaccurate representation. this beattape is dedicated to my oc, Ivika. i have chopped the freshest samples of Russia, fried like the head that thought of them. BUKALU did the drums on electrical shock, so I would like to give him props for his half of that song. thanks bukalu.

—

a little bit about ivika if you’re interested— 
ivika volkov is an original character of mine who I have grown and raised adjacent to my online persona since I was 11. i don’t know how to speak Russian, and im not indulged in their culture, but when I think of ivika I think of the beauty that must be the cold broad lands of russia. consider this music from ivika, not from me. he’s an eccentric man who has moved all across america because he had no choice, and now he makes music like he’s stood in every building on earth, walked every sidewalk, seen every street sign, traveled every town, and cruised every city. he hasn’t even gotten close, but he’s farther than the average person. he not only walks through lands, but his fingers walk through pads in a delicate, weird and at the same time godly timbre that can’t be fully imagined unless you’re him. this is a compilation of his favorite cook-ups from songs that have lectured him in and out of childhood. he compensates to the preaches of these russian melodies by teaching them in gorgeously misordered monologues for the kin after him to hear. i won’t tell you all about him, or what I used to, or WILL make him out to be, but i will tell you all that you need to know about him right now. as long as you’re willing to listen to him. if you do, i must thank you.

—

ivika;
ивика; the non-conformist russian cat-man who touched a daw and never came back.

ивика. the tape.(FULL)

Original Release: July 29, 2024
FantaBanta upload from Spotify.

Larm. (FantaBanta)

FAYGO!!! (feat. Yearn)

3. hair whip, strut off

i can’t survive survivors guilt
i couldn’t live it down
blizzard monomania
i’ve given all to give right now
just now
haa

the carcass of a monster
(all I am now is)
the carcass of a MONSTER
MONSTER

no i don’t
i don’t know
i don’t, i don’t know
I don’t know
do you even know what room you’re in
consume and consume until
i don’t even know what room

1. alarm Interrobang

s’been a decade since I saw
then the next day, still in awe
spend the rest of my money on
things to bring you with this song

stand out from everyone among
the dullest light, pull my eyes along
with the fullest life, a surprise to see
i think I might be in love with…

hair the same color as mine
trying to be the perfect find
somebody considers you fine
but somebody can’t be defined

our eyes reflect each time they meet
you complete, you harmonize
your disguise won’t..fool me
truly, cause I’m in love with
(👀)

2. in love with (ft. acideuphoricat)

COEWBOY!!! (full)

CUNT! (feat. AJUAF)

browserquest

MUSIC VIDEOS:
CHAUSSETTES
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wE25msiQ-zI
POISSON
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dw76FQrk7Oc
QUIXOTE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z4T2tTDIxh8

KETCHUP (instrumental)

quixote

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