𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘵𝘺𝘱𝘦.

Rap: JR
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ L Y R I C S ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ 
(verse 1)
got me up all night, drinking this liquor, stupid I know
all the things that we’ve been through, I’m trying to get through, moving on slow
my head above the waters, it’s harder than it seems
and I can’t take it any longer, I’m starting to feel weak
it’s been weeks since I last saw you, I should’ve tried but didn’t bother
ego got the best of me but I should be a lot stronger
I’m trying to move onward, ’cause it’s no longer
now I don’t got her, I keep thinkin ’bout
I should’ve called her and stopped her from drifting away
seconds to days, regretting mistakes
I’m missing your face and when you would laugh
memories we had but it’s in the past
I wish it’d be reversed, I’d give you everything you deserve
life’s becoming a blur, love is something you can’t reimburse
swimming in the deep end, reality’s starting to seep in
there’s nothing like us, you’re the one I wanted to be with
there’s no one I can relate to and life’s becoming a plateful
the love is gone and maybe it’d be easier to hate you

(chorus)
you say that you don’t care, you don’t wanna deal with me
you pushed me away but baby I’m not your enemy
I don’t wanna go there, I hate when you pressure me
’cause baby one day I won’t have any more energy
I’m sorry for all the fights and all of the lonely nights
but everything you’re doing to me ain’t right
I’m sorry we fell apart, can we just go back to the start
I hate how we’ve been, this isn’t who we are, who we are no

(verse 2)
I’m chasing after a soul I feel like I sold, where did it go
I should’ve played my role, keep it controlled, where did I go
I can’t find myself
I’m living so lost and where is my cause
I’m trying to do well
this love doesn’t cost but I’m so exhausted
please take the pain away, nothing could save the day
I can’t complain, I need to make a change
and I tried erasing your name away
how does a love so amazing just fade away
It’s been overdue for awhile
I should hit you up and see what’s been up, how you doing right now
’cause I’ve been missing that beautiful smile
what am I doing, I should keep moving
damn, why am I looking back
I need to relax, leave it in the past
damn, what am I looking at
it’s so annoying, I can’t control it, thinking ’bout us, like drinking a poison
it’s really killing me, how should I deal with it, trying to be real with it, it’s really pointless
it’s really pointless, stop moping about it, stop being a bitch
get back to my focus, stop being hopeless, start being open, go out and live
there’s no one I can relate to, how did I get so hateful
the love is gone, the love is gone, it’s easier to hate you

(chorus)

(bridge)
I promised myself I would never give in but here I am
missing it all, wishing it didn’t have to end no
and you should know, wherever I go
I’m reminded of us and what we had
I gave you all of my love and now you’re gone
why’d you have to leave

T. I. W. W. A.

you suck charlie

Meet me in the backseat 
Tell me that you love me 
Please just be so caring to know that i'm here 

Know your limitations 
Before things start to fade and 
Never Let me know or please just be kind 

Tell me when you're angry 
Rock you just so gently 
I just need to know, know that you are mine 

Boarder line neurotic 
Seamless and psychotic 
I get so exhausted from hums and some rings 

All my sensitivity 
Never let it get to me 
Grabs me like a cavity 
Brings me to a Tragedy 
Show me hospitality 
Sorry for the fantasy 
I just want to know you for a long long time 

(Guitar Solo) 

Treat me like a brother 
Climb under the covers 
You always think and wonder if you love him 

He treats you with perfection 
I guess it's more complex than 
Things that make my head spin ALL OF THE TIME 

It's all that sensitivity 
Always seems to get to me 
Throws me up like gravity 
All built up inside of me 
It takes me to a fantasy 
Works just like a factory 
And creates things that I shouldn't do 

Bridge: 
And when I get you alone 
Were out on the Town 
But lately I feel you don't want me around 
Pr-pr-pr-prancing around, around the sycamore tree 
I need somebody to help me 
to set me free 
oh oh (oh oh oh oh oh oh)
credits
released December 29, 2015 
Ali Rosser - Cover Photo 
Kerry Brown - Mastered the Track
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Sensitivity

Ian Ruhala, better known as HALA, has been writing and recording music for several years now and at the
young age of 18, he is already a singer/songwriter veteran.
 
With several releases already under his belt, even before graduating high school, Ruhala has created some
buzz with his solo, at-home/DIY recording style that relates well with music from artists like M. Ward,
Mac DeMarco and Travis Bretzer.
 
After attending college at Central Michigan University for a semester, Ruhala’s mind was more on lyrics than
on school-work. Writing over sixty songs during this time period, Ian decided to fully immerse himself into his passion to manufacture his first proper debut, Spoonfed.
 
The meaning behind Spoonfed, as Ruhala explains, is about dealing with the things and ideas that people feed you when you are young, and trying to do your best to not repeat the norm. Songs like “Phone Calls,” and
“Not Your Modern Man” discuss topics like marrying young, and society’s fear of face-to-face interaction
with each other, with lyrics that you will be surprised to find out, came from an 18 year old kid from Michigan.
 
Every song on this album tells a story; heart-break is talked about in the ironically upbeat song “Reruns,” and the track “Just Because,” shows HALA’s appreciation for the simple things in life, with the line, “Sunday morning, Dad’s at home, watches football and paints his toes, will I ever be?” One thing is for sure, it is extremely refreshing to see someone so young be able to produce something of this magnitude; Ruhala’s future is bright.
 
Get your bowls, and a spoon, because this Indie singer/songwriter says, "breakfast is served."

What Is Love? Tell Me, Is It Easy?

best listened to while dancing like an idiot or shared with friends.

ladypants

A couple songs from our first EP "Nicotine Dream" on Spotify, Apple Music, etc... 

Nicotine Dream

Visual : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tCZdLD9oEDs

title says it all, yikes !

artwork by m1saka

i fell in love with you one night in september.

talking

before yall comment saying this is the jocelyn flores instrumental, I made this song before X released that. He hit me up to use the instrumental.
Sample: https://www.instagram.com/p/BJX5zTfDkO1/?hl=en&taken-by=shilohdynasty
Shiloh's SC: https://soundcloud.com/shiloh-dynasty

im closing my eyes (feat. shiloh)

HEY EVERYONE, This track has actually caused me a lot of issues and may be taken down. Please support my other music as well as Im afraid the shiloh train will not last ;(

shiloh: https://www.instagram.com/shilohdynasty/?hl=en

is it too much to ask for (ft. shiloh)

Spotify!

hello, i re-recorded this song so it would be louder , but iwas super sick at the time and was on like 4 different medications? anyway, i still think it sounds better though.

Fly Me To The Moon

First single taken from the soon to be released EP, House Plants.
Out September 1, 2017

House Plants

Cigarette Skies

drive u crazy (ft. Lil Saco)

ukulele playing. me
prod. https://soundcloud.com/bbluknight
mixing https://soundcloud.com/denz-16
cover art: https://soundcloud.com/mysticalfluff
midnight posts for those who dont sleep lmao

expectations w/ bluknight

is on spotify now via link, save it babes x 

https://open.spotify.com/track/3N4IeymJO2JSCSsHk9kYWg?si=eAbzTK4URq-_mZLJr5LzUg

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without you

Song was written and produced by Jamilla Rozelle Ebuen and Edzel Ochoa

Picture was taken by Edzel Ochoa

𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘵𝘺𝘱𝘦.

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