@v_letical
@trustt
@mental
@100signs

ts aint right im still hurt im still exhausted
seeing u made me so sick i cant walk im fucking nauseous 
im not sure what i can tell u anymore gotta be cautious 
& ima get what i deserve soon i fucking promise

made that promise to myself
cus i cant trust nobody else with shit
and i thought we were going well
but u got up & u left with him

im seeing signs and stars
 and blinding lights

its time to fly i've tried to fight

so lets run around forever like

you're earth and im the satellites

i would hold you close so hold me tight

i need you here now more than life

it would make me wait here by your side

just promise that your words
 dont lie

i cant decide
whats the point of letting it go
out my mind
if ur gonna let me down let me down slow

u left me deserted i am all alone
im gonna get what i deserve and i'll find another home

[+80]

visualizer

what i deserve prod valetical and trustt

*PLAYS ARE BOTTED*

@100signs
prod me

now i got a choice to decide
do i want you running my mind
iiii*
fall back & i face my demise
i don't want to leave you tonight

i've been fighting way too hard to survive
i've been wasting all my fucking life
tell me is it worth it to try
think that i'm reaching way too high
‎my heads always been in the sky*

know that i'm not perfect
but trust me i'm just tryna make it worth it
is this what i deserve, is it?
cant stand to watch you hurt again
your words repeat in my head
can we talk about something else
please?

‎know that i'm not worth it*
i know that i'm not worth it*

what did i even do
i'm tweaking i cant even get through to you
what do i mean to you
idk what you're thinking i'm so scared of you

know we'll find a way to get back
know we'll find a way to get back

know we'll find a way to get back
i just gotta focus on task
i could never fucking relax
i keep scrolling back the texts
the person i knew has been dead

links

In-the-sky

@attc

huh, yea, huh,
i've been on the run
i've been running for a moment
i'mma leave the drugs
i'mma drop em like i'mma disown them
nah i'm fucking wit ya u know imma pick em up
if i can't be off them bars then how am i supposed to live with us
pick this weight up off my chest bitch u gon need a pick up truck
told me i need rehab i'mma act like i don't give a fuck

who goes there
who, what, when
oh, my eyes
oh, haaaa 

you been on thin ice
i've been freezing for a moment 
guess the key to love 
is to be haphazardly chosen

fuck it, chop it up; been feening for a weekend
shaking shaking down, i think i need a recheck
living in the future fore' i even reach it
die to grasp at benefits and fail to try and reap them

who goes there
who, what, when
oh, my eyes
oh, haaaa

[...th- this person insisting, from day one, that they got the wrong body...]

just wanna feel pretty, i just wanna feel pretty (x2)
and my brain, it's playing games
guess it's always been the same
and you perceiving me makes me feel ma-

just wanna feel pretty, i just wanna feel pretty (x2)
i feel pretty in your arms and pretty disarmed
when we really haven't felt each other's touch in a minute
you switched up, and i'm glad that you did it
oh, who am i ki-

just wanna feel pretty, i just wanna feel pretty (x2)

[...and this was a landmark study, fabulously well done...]

us prod. attic

prod me 

[song about losing old friends]

[lyrics]

oh you took this shit to heart
it aint nothing to me
it aint nothing to me
shouldve left me from the start
i dont care if you hate me but whyd you tear me out


i know im a burden, but is it wrong to feel alive in this moment
theres no reason to find the meaning of tropes, imperfect little world where you’re fiending for hope
its fine, its fine
imperfect little world where you’re fiending for hope

take it to heart / alive

*PLAYS ARE BOTTED*

produced mixed mastered by me
additional guitar from @pitifulrock

he wants me back and i don't even fight it
she knows i'm a mess and i can't stop panicking
fall back on my vices like i'd ever quit, no
i don't wanna be here
like i ever did

right as he walked by,
right as he walked by,
right as he walked by,
right as he walked by,
i took his hand
right as he walked by,
right as he walked by,
right as he walked by,
right as he walked by,
he said

@catgif
he walks me back
& i dont even fight it
you love to talk
but i never thought you could be lying
you drive me crazy with things i never said
no i dont wanna be here
i dont wanna be anywhere near 
you
i cant choose
right as he walks by
right as he walks by
right as he walks by
i look away

listen

vices

Money grows on trees @vanguardthechamp

Lyrics
-
it never goes the way you want it to
im just tryna chill, why's that wrong to you?
40 smth bands offshore, im not tryna snooze
feeling like shit, so you know i gotta break the rules

its like im running outta time
tryna get the shit i want
im not tryna go and party
im just tryna get some dough
feel like money grow on trees
THC can make a flow
tired of chemi crushing
tired of fucking up my dome

got me feeling bad
all my shit so trash
and i shot the messenger
but that won't change the facts
just leave me alone
losing my patience, i look thru the scope
.556 hollows go straight to your dome
miss what i had and i miss what i dont
all this shit to get me on track
and still somehow i dont know where im at
won't catch me coming back back back coming back
tired of cleaning trash trash trash off my axis
send me beats ill smash it
wanna ft no taxin
you know im not taxing for that shit
i just do this shit for fun, never made a single cent
and that's okay
do it how you want i do it my way
imma do this my way

wanna beef with me, well, you really blew it
you talk a lot for a person that could never do it
you must be junkie way you addicted to losing
when it comes to spitting shit I promise that i'm fluent

1 kajillion bands
i might just be a pistol, cuz its what's inside my pants
^ (this is a reference and is not meant to be rude or disrespectful in any way)
tell me why you so fucking mad i cannot stand
people thinking that they always better than the man

and u got way to much to learn
i dont think you get the concept of waiting for your turn
they been tryna cut me off, they all wanna see me burn
you been talking shit, im not concerned cuz i feel

like im running outta time
tryna get the shit i want
im not tryna go and party
im just tryna get some dough
feel like money grow on trees
THC can make a flow
tired of chemi crushing
tired of fucking up my dome

MGT (vanguardthechamp)

*PLAYS ARE BOTTED*

@72crash
@100signs
prod @attc

on the way back 
its been so bad
im done w all these stupid acts
tell me what im doing
i'm still hurt
you're still hurt
tell me how to solve it 
tell me what the problem is right now
feel my heartbeat start to pound
im scared dont wanna hurt you
push away think i do it for you
think i do it for you

i dont wanna talk
i dont wanna talk
what do u want
i cant give a fuck
if i got a shot it gon hit
blow my bridges up
keep my circle small
everybody acting weird as fuck

shit just never changes
the time i didnt wanna spend got wasted
of course
didnt wanna face it
this time i really gotta burn the pages

but it's a problem when i'm gone
could i not run away?
why'd you have to hate now?
i'm on my own yea alright
i could pull up all night
if u hated me just say

don't save me
i can do it
on my own
so what's up right now?

yeah i been outside today
the shit u said don't mean nothing
i'm finna take it out on myself again
i was on something
i didn't know how to react
i had 2 chase the bag bud
i'm way too fucked up
i might bleed out in the tub
(but i'll never get to be like you........)

its breaking me slow i always end up feeling like this
need a second just to breathe its always going always going 
by the time its over
its always never its always never enough
when the time is over, the time is over, the time is over

its been so bad
im done w all these stupid acts
tell me what im doing
i'm still hurt
you're still hurt
tell me how to solve it 
tell me what the problem is right now
feel my heartbeat start to pound
im scared dont wanna hurt you
push away think i do it for you
think i do it for you

forU w 72crash prod attic

prod me and @oneshotniko
sample - https://soundcloud.com/pitifulrock/teeth
cover by @1dxn

@oneshotniko:
you wont take it back wont you
youre too high to look up to
youre too good for me to talk to
is it pathetic that i want to

me:
talk about a 
talk about a reset
I cant talk I put my feelings on a preset

you don't ever talk bout love do u feel it
I guess you would be this mad I cant see it 

whats the point in getting caught up in a lie (oh)
act so righteous would u notice if I died 
always first to fucking point out when I cry tho
I don't get how ur still acting like im five

but it always goes your way
im just tired of playing these games
I just wanted you to say my name
say my name
say my
   
@oneshotniko !:
got no space for errors
one false move and its gone forever
cant ever picture us together
cant ever picture us doing okay

why the long face
its another long day
whats the right way

might take the easy way out
cause i dont wanna navigate

you wont take it back wont you
youre too high to look up to
youre too good for me to talk to
is it pathetic that i want to

me:
idk if I deserve this
I don't wanna be nuisance I cant help it
and I remember when you said that
but I don't think that u ever really meant it

feels like its in my head 
I thought youd want dead 
If we share these things we dread
can we break up instead

reset! + scrambl

prod me ++ #3six0
project file @ https://payhip.com/b/Xi0MD

lyrics:
when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight

u kept ur friends and stayed the same i wonder what its like
i been holding onto nothing i just wanna feel alive
screaming at myself he wont answer when i cry
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i dont need a reason bitch i been moving reckless
everyday i wake up with a target on my chest
they tell me its just a phase they tell me that ill regret this
i dont need a reason move like i got a deathwish
i look in the mirror i see a stranger
if i lost control of myself would it even change ya
eyes blacked out i got too used to the danger
if i tap out would they just write off my anger

when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

deathwish >c

nearlyeighteen w/ kvnpr - couldn't hold on  (prodslain)

reverie P*yxngxsykx*

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In-the-sky

quixi