cigarette after sex - pistol (COVER)

another project I enjoyed making. I don't like the intro that much tho..

Lyrics:

I'm lost in my mind. 
Where do I begin? 
can someone help me..? (Where am I? Where am I?)
I see a shattered mirror reflecting my fears.

Whispers of doubts, echoing in my ears.
 I'm lost, lost in the crowd, empty echoes fill my days.
Invisible tears they fall like rain, lost in a world of endless pain. 
  
 
  I want to be somebody for someone.
  I want to be a somebody.
  Somebody for you. 
  ..for you.

I want to see myself through your eyes

21 Aug 2023

I want to see my reflection through your eyes

Lyrics:

Old friend, I missed you.
 I know you've been around a while now..

the first time I saw you I knew you were special,

and I knew we would be friends.

you were..

are..

beautiful.

and I thank you for everything.

you took my bleeding heart and soothed it..

and now you're gone..

but

maybe it's just

for now..
I will be waiting. 

maybe it's just

for now..
i'll wait for you.

…

in the stars.

Goodbye. (memory of an old friend pt. 2)

short cover. never going to try singing this song ever again.

Mariah Carey - my all (COVER)

Selena - dreaming of you (COVER)

Lyrics:

Words were said that cut so deep..
I'm sorry for the things I've said but it's already done.

you were someone I held close, but in that instant anger and misunderstandings,
we drifted apart. 

time passed by so quickly and I realized our bond we shared was worth the pain..

 I was mad but each tick of the clock , the anger began to fade and the friendship we had started fading, putting my heart barely at ease.
  
the memory of that anger started to blur , replaced by the longing for the way things were.  
everything is getting blurry and time turned anger into memories of the past. 

mistakes was made but I let go of that.
though we're apart , I forgave you long time ago. 

I wish  it didn't have to end this way , wishing things were different. 

.. 

now everything slowly disappears.

you're slowly turning into a fading memory

Lyrics: 

I want to disappear. 
why am I here?
I want to rest in peace.
these thoughts cross my mind every now and then, so I know they are there. 
these thoughts will stay with me for longer than I would like them to last. 

I doubt my existence has a meaning.

I want to vanish. 
why am i here? 
I dont want to be here. 
I dont want this anymore, these thoughts are always with me. 
I wish I could erase all these thoughts from my mind...

I doubt my existence has a meaning.
 
I push them to the back of my thoughts. 
I push them to the back of my mind. 
but they will still be there, I know that now. 
I want to disappear. 
why am I here? 
I want to rest in peace.

I doubt my existence has a meaning.

why are you leaving me..? (im sorry but I had to)
why did you left me..? (im sorry but I had to)

please get out of my head 
please get out of my head
please get out of my head

I feel so sick
I feel so drained
I'm tired..
I'm tired..
I am tired.

..

I doubt my existence has a meaning.

the voices are getting louder

Lyrics: 

I cant help but feel like I ruin everything.
my head is a mess,
I'm lost and now I'm losing you too.
I love you but I think I should let you go,
so you can finally have your peace. 


I still have your pictures saved on my phone..
your smile is so pretty.

I never meant to drain you.
yet, I keep tearing us apart. 


it's best for me to step away, 
I fear I'll just fall back into the same patterns.

good bye, for now.

I keep messing things up

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ﾟ。something to rid off out my chest ✨
　ﾟ･｡･

qxmar

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