прошу прощенья матерей, чьих задушил я сыновей

Серега пират - а ты? (Prod. Hieloways)

iPhone 見て　過去と未来を追う今日。楽しそうね　はしゃぐ君に問うその情。今はもう無い 窓ガラスは曇って外も見えないなんかおもん無い。雲に字を書いても分からない。

「ほら今を見て」ボケてる彼女がそう言ってる。
なのにね 不安そうにね　ポジティブをまた合唱してる。

ただ過去を見てる　俺を「馬鹿」と叱っといて。
なのにね 不満そうにね　君は言った「今を見てる」


水が無い海で泳ぐ。気づかないフリで進む。
観えないね　君が居たという証拠ですらも。
まだ消えてないって　耳元で囁いてよ。

まだ死んでないって　消えない血痕を残してよ。
でも触れれない手　逆再生の結婚を遺してくの。

「ほら今を見て」ボケてる彼女がそう言ってる。
なのにね 不安そうにね　ポジティブをまた合唱してる。

“ SHE ”  prod.Hieloways

show me fucking something
just a single sign
a miss you or I love you would surely suffice
lay awake at night
and my brain I'm sacrificing 
never thought I'd get to this point it's so agonizing
I'm fucked up in the head, yes I'm sure you know
but you won't change a single thing to help me through
I gotta put that smile on my face
even If that shit is fake
cause I can't imagine a world without you
~
tossing and turning
the leaf I am burning to cope
losing all hope that
I'll be alright 
feeling us drift apart every night
I couldn't handle the pain
scream into mics at midnight while it rains
girl I really hope we sustain
everything that we built over the year's girl
~
but life moves on and I really hope your listening
do you see me in the future that you love invisioning
This is sickening, am I wasting time
will you hold me tight forever and still call you mine?
x2
~

A World Without You [prod. Hieloways]

this time it won't fix

https://soundcloud.com/heylog
https://soundcloud.com/imcaves
https://soundcloud.com/irby314

you made me feel nauseous 
i keep getting sick
can't remember where it started 
can't forget all that you did to me
you tasted so bittersweet 
i still see you every time i sleep
i gave you every part of me 
i bet you couldn't tell
i fall in love with narcissists,
don't care about myself
i just go through sedatives
keep fucking up my health 
what's the point of heaven,
i already live in hell

it's not easier 
i'll lie and say it is 
i gave up on getting better 
it's just the way it is
i've been feeling numb ever since i was a kid 
i don't wanna die,
but i don't wanna try and live

i said that i loved you 
(save me)
i gave you the blood from my skin
i tried everything
admit it
it's hard but i did it
you left me too damaged 
this time it won't fix

[heylog]
i'm calling for you 
are you with someone else
the pics on my phone
are nowhere to be found 
would it surprise you 
if i took myself
i might just die here
when no ones around
but i made a choice 
that i regret 
stomp out the house
from what i said
and now it's too late to apologize
fumbled my words,
i guess this is goodbye 

i wish i did better 
thinking all the time 
baby it's whatever
see you in the next life
i'm trying to forget her 
but god it feels impossible
now she's just a number 
floating in my phone
i wish i did better 
thinking all the time 
i don't make any sense
and it makes me wanna cry 
but i look like im stupid
and she say that it's fine 
girl you're pretty funny 
tell another lie

it's not getting easier (w/ heylog) (prod. caves & irby)

Secrets (Prod. By Hieloways)

2&2 drops-feat.嚩 (prod.hieloways)

(verse1)
I just fell in love bout you
그저 얼어붙은 사막에 서있던 둘
나 벌써 다녀왔어요 금새
그대 날 떠나지 말아요
내 화면속  그 장면 널 위해
그저 눈물을 흘리며 네 뒤에
날위해서 그저 지켜보기만해
baby goodbye and night alone

(hook)
변한거지 나도
붕 뜨는 꿈 또 
호흡이 가여워
넌 떠날지 말까
들이마신 한숨과
넌 버틸 이유잖아

(verse2)
내 삶의 끝나는 날에 손을 내밀어 줘요
나 기다리는 사람 그대 하나일 테니
그때 그시간처럼 내게 다가와줘요
can i go to you slow slow slow
내가 그 손을 놓을때까지
내 삶이 끝이날 그날까지
어제도 그랬듯이 내 곁에 남아주길 

(PROD.JUNGGWAN)

넌 버틸 이유잖아(feat.?)

2.I Fuxxed Up Prod.JUNGGWAN

mp3 player | [Produced by Omar Duro]

쌓이지 않을 거면 내리지 말지
그냥 나만 춥고 외로워지잖아
생각해보면 너와의 떨림보다
내가 먼저 따뜻하길 바랬었지 항상

눈사람을 만들기엔 부족했던 이 사랑은
날 괴롭게 하네
지난 이 계절 안에 뒤늦게 Fall in you

떨어져 가네 먼지처럼
더 멀어져 가줘 안 보이도록
사라져 가네 연기처럼
그마저 하얗네 그날의 너처럼


어디부터 틀어진 걸까 이 마음은
같은 줄 알았는데 달랐던 사이는
미리 정리하고 받아들였어야 했어 난
그냥 친구와 그 이상과의 차이를
내가 만들었던 울타리 안의 규칙에
너도 예외는 아니었는데
결국 다 망쳤지 그 울타리 위에
쌓인 눈이 너에겐 보였을까 해 차갑게

이제 미워할게 그 편이 덜 아파서
아니 계속 좋아할래 마음먹는 게 쉽진 않아서
그냥 걔를 싫어할게
그럼 될까 했어 다음에 너와 처음 같이
인사를 건네는 것 정돈
근데 여전히 좀 힘든 것 같아
너 없이도 잘 살 것만 같았는데
몰랐던 거야 있다 없어본 적 없으니
난생처음으로 겪는 frozen heart
But still loving you


쌓이지 않을 거면 내리지 말지
그냥 나만 춥고 외로워지잖아
생각해보면 너와의 떨림보다
내가 먼저 따뜻하길 바랬었지 항상

눈사람을 만들기엔 부족했던 이 사랑은
날 괴롭게 하네
지난 이 계절 안에 뒤늦게 Fall in you

떨어져 가네 먼지처럼
더 멀어져 가줘 안 보이도록
사라져 가네 연기처럼
그마저 하얗네 그날의 너처럼

싸라기눈 (Demo) (Prod. JUNGGWAN)

혼자여도 잘 살아가는 방법
항상 검색해도 잘 모르겠어
What should I do?
What's happiness for?

I'm comfortable alone. I've been living like that
But you don't have to live like that anymore, do you?

벌써 내 나이 열아홉 이젠 어리광부릴 때 아냐
작은 아이였던 그 때가 다시 떠올라
어른이 될 줄은 상상치도 못했지만
더욱 더 어른이 되는 준비를 해
The little one becomes an adult
아직도 사랑받고 싶어하는 애일뿐
시간이 지나갈 수록 나이만 먹어가고
다시 어린이가 될 순 없더라고
다시 애기로 돌아가고 싶은 꿈만 반복 

혼자여도 잘 살아가는 방법
항상 검색해도 잘 모르겠어
What should I do?
What's happiness for?

I'm comfortable alone. I've been living like that
But you don't have to live like that anymore, do you?

Adult (Prod. JUNGGWAN)

i still see blue

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/user-411557229
prod: saint mike
master: https://soundcloud.com/onlyfriendyeah

writing out these letters
lately i can't help
but pray that i get better 
i'm stuck in my own hell
talk to me slow,
don't let me go 

we were so happy,
what happened?
stuck on the past tense
sometimes i miss it 
it's hard to forget it 
blue,
(i still see blue)
i still think of you
(i still think of you)

lay by the lake,
i was never the same 

baby ima masochist at best
got a lot of scars on my chest 
i was your porcelain puppet 
cracks line over my stomach
even with my body going numb
i still wished to feel the cuts 
and after everything was done
i still wanna be your one

(residential:)
am i bothering at all?
kinda wish you stayed 
is it someone else's palms
or the portraits that i framed

is it killing you at all?
cause i can't say the same 
the hazel in your eyes
is embalmed into my brain 

i cant sleep at night 
it's better with time
but i'll

pull it together
keep my dignity tethered
guess it's better than never
your words here forever

(skele:)
fucking wasted my time
still on the back of my mind
fucking wasted my life 
oh trust me, i tried
(trust me i, trust me i tried)



after everything (w/ residential)

Dreamin (Prod.sk8miles)

Im Down (prod.6tracks)

~2300~

produced by IOF & Mario Camarena of Chon

hollow (prod. iof + mario camarena)

Always 

Always do
Call me you
때론 힘들고 지쳐도 
견뎌보면 오더라 그 봄
사실 나도 보지 못 했어 my 봄
Always 나를 떠나지 못 하는 추운 Season
애처로운 눈빛이 그 reason
The roses cry every night 
하얀 꽃잎이 흣날리며 
내 옷깃을 스쳐가 
무겁던 마음이 
드디어 무너진다

Always I'm trying 
Always I'm break down
Always I'm lonely lonely 
Only only done 
Always 
Always 
우린 아직 크지도 못 한 어른
통제 못 한 Soul은 되버려 서울
밤 낮 구분없이 켜져있는 불
빛 사이로 새어나오는 슬픔의 noise 
아픔의 voice 
들기 싫어 
들리지도 않는 무거움
서러움조차 털어내지 못 하고 맞이하는
마음의 아침은 햇살이 비춘 그림자에 묻혀 
갈 곳을 잃어

Always I'm trying 
Always I'm break down
Always I'm lonely lonely 
Only only done 
Always 
Always 

Always(prod. JUNGGWAN)


(Lyrics)
Met you out on the street
You said you could recognize me from somewhere 
It clicked like what a dream until you, said you wanna taste my pussy 
(dont know why but you want my pussy)
(I know for a fact in your dreams, you recognize me)

I heard you wanna come over downtown 
But I’m sorry babe I’m just not available right now 
I got you next week with a custom titty pic 
(And then) 
Write off your savings to my name and my little clique
Other hoes will do the most while I do just a bit 
I put you hoes all on to whats its like to break a hit

I put you hoes all on
I put you hoes all on 
I put you bitches on put all you freak ass bitches on

(My pussy, my pussy, spreading my pussy)
(You wanna taste my pussy, you wanna taste my pussy)
(It hit just like a dream, woah yeah)
(You know know you wanna get a little, 
you know you wanna get a little tiny taste of my pussy)

pop

淺淺的傷感