The XQlusive 2.0

Autumn - one way   ( sped up )

capzlock - has to be {slowed}

keshi - understand (slowed + reverb)

thank you little cloud , 

                                        heartbreak hotel

Skin

skin

keeping up appearances (o)

Twenty-something

Produced, mixed, music, lyrics and vocals by Kiri Tse
Vocal Producer: Claire Rodriguez 
Recording engineer:Cesar Marenco


I’m twenty-one but I never had a clue
I’m hanging here just to try and play it cool
Ran out of time I can barely make it through
Booze down my throat I see waves of changing hues

The smoking sky gathered streams of flowing stars
The glim of light travelled miles and miles afar
Into our eyes they discovered where     we are
We’ll never know cause we’re million years apart

Drown in ripples of pounding sea
Trapped and choking in my nicotine
Cause I’m losing all my sanity
Override  my memories 
I can’t take this new reality
I can’t feel my own gravity
I’m still looking for my clarity
Deep inside my memories 

You said you’re chained to the city’s vicious pace
The more you give only means the more they take 
So you decided not to wake up everyday 
Here comes a storm you’re just gonna let it rain

My skull is cracking I can’t read another page
You turned around seeing nothing else is saved
Bury your senses you can’t feel it anyways
Then turn your cheek when they slap you on the face

Drown in ripples of pounding sea
Trapped and choking in my nicotine
Cause I’m losing all my sanity
Override  my memories 
I can’t take this new reality
I can’t feel my own gravity
I’m still looking for my clarity
Deep inside my memories 

Hit my head bleeding through my veins
Hold my breath till my lung deflates

A big hug and thanks to everybody who is involved in this song !


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Twenty-something

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[Verse 1: Scott James]
The sun started falling, when you woke up
My feet weren't covered, when you started getting dressed
The sun started falling, when you woke up
My feet weren't covered, when you started getting dressed
The sun started falling, when you woke up
My feet weren't covered, when you started getting dressed

[Verse 2: XXXTENTACION]
Forgive what's said in fear
And all I ask of you is hear
The girl with the golden heart
I killed from the inside out at dawn
The sun has only just arose
Cannot heal all the hearts that I've broke
The boy with the broken heart
His goal is to rip everything apart

[Hook: Scott James]
Don't leave this town my dear
Don't leave here for the day
I'm on the ropes again
I need you as I am
Oh, Oh

[Bridge: Scott James]
The oars start sinking
When you let go
To use your hands while speaking
Something I'll never let us float

[Hook]
Don't leave this town my dear
Don't leave here for the day
I'm on the ropes again
I need you as I am
Oh, Oh

I must have caught your cold
I could not sleep at all
I'm clinging on for hope
I need you as I'm close

XXXTentacion - Tightrope (Slowed)

Ayyy, it's not a love song, but a too scared to fall on love song.  
Beautiful beat by @aixion 
Enjoy. Like. Share. Love. Embrace. Become.  
Cheers :)  
 
[dramatic monologue part. 1] 
. 
Bring me flowers but don't wake me up. 
Been draining pain by taking shots out of my Sippy-Cup. 
I guess cough syrup was not enough 'cos I keep coughing up what is was to be us. 
Catching all my tears when I cry, 
I use them to keep your flowers alive. 
Once i get the just of how to fly, 
I'll take a one for the love, and a two for our time. 
Hate to admit it, but I think I know you're wasted 
Crashed behind the walls that I selfishly created. 
Solitude is lonely, but i don't hate it. 
It's safe if I made it 
So please, don't you take it. 
Keep on turning backs to me 
Close all your doors, i admit happily 
That you waste all your love just for fun, lavishly, 
Fine with me, no use to mind it, 
I'm just not up to try it. 
Please understand, i can't find myself in you. 
I hope to know that you I'm not up for anything, 
So keep running evergreen  
Over everything. 
. 
Take me to wherever rain falls  
Take me to where it's ok to feel cold 
[you see] 
Take me to wherever I know I can only grow, 
So I don't feel so bad for being alone 
.
[dramatic monologue part. 2] 
.
Take me to wherever rain falls. x5 
//

mixing/lyrics/art - me

Pastel rain (prod. Aixion)

XXXTENTACION - TightRope (Ft. Scott James)

Connor Mcelwaine / Sammy Plotkin / Wes Singerman

High Over Ü

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Nuxe - Without

late afternoon
lingers like a shadow
always on my mind, not in control
tired of the twisted way things go

Once upon a rainy day,
met and it was all okay
Storm season's my favorite,
with you it never seemed to end.
Who said love is like a game?
Hurt the ones who'd love to stay
always unavailable,
tried to play it off like   c o o l.
Ran into somebody new, like the sun,
but you're the moon.
Too much light got in my eyes, always partial to the night

So much to lose, no matter how it falls someone gets bruised.
Can't fake your satisfaction, there's still attraction
to the ones who let us down.

People can't be saved for
a rainy day
Your feelings washed away but i've still got a storm so
Rain, go away. Come again so other day
can't be explained, why exactly people change.

Late afternoon lingers like a shadow,
always on my mind not in control

Late Afternoon

aw man.......
1:25:18, 4.17 AM

video: https://youtu.be/3En7YpyAm6g

recorded + produced by bianca ocampo
*original song* by https://soundcloud.com/themarias
https://soundcloud.com/themarias/i-dont-know-you-1

soundcloud covers

the marías - i don't know you

yo, its your favourite lo fi producer, saying a lo fi thank you for lo fi 700 <3

lyrics:

You been doing it again, 
Playing games with my head. 
Crossing over riddles to whatever you meant.
Man, I had enough of playing hide and seek 
Because you Peak arguments by blaming them on me. 
And I know you got a lot going right now,
Feel free to vent it out in every little sound I make.
Talking in my sleep, ridden by mistakes in not sure that if I made,
But I'll take them for your sake.  

You push it off as family,
But a family can only be if you're part of me. 
And partly guess you are, still i water the plants hoping we'll grow out eventually.

Always saying things accidentally,
Like a broken record, always on repeat. 
Tried to be honest, tried to be me, 
Kept your feet on it, tried to break free, 
But you're Still on it.

You say you've been having nightmares, 
tired changing the colour night wears. 
Staring down the monster in the closet.
Even if I was scared, I was taught to love it 

Learned that when I need it most, I won't be heard,
Everything I get is what I deserve,
All the grades that I write are my worth,
Keep going down cos im getting worse.

//

And damn 
I never meant to hate you.
Hate whats brewing up inside you.
That brownish goo of always too much 
disgust,
No love, never enough. 

Not really Shure what to do now.
Bound to your power, chained to the way out.
Ive been losing my mind, tryna figure out
If it's true what you say, cos I always find doubts.

Running in this crazy shit.
Come an have a laugh down at our circus pit.
We don't show clowns, just a crazy bitch, 
Pulling out her hair because she's loosing it.

/

its been getting worse

FINALLY, its here. 
Beautiful beat created by the main pasta boi @bbluknight
Featuring the irish mansion lad @cloudmacx
They are both very worth your listening time, so make sure to check them out!!

Check out the YouTube video here: https://youtu.be/kQmz00xT9Qk

Thank you for listening <3

Better Off Dead Feat. Cloud Mac (Prod. Bluknight)

anxiety

Artwork by https://soundcloud.com/oddyssi

Lyrics:
im tryna find a cure in
my reflection
im searching.
It take me 40 tries to
keep myself from
staying inside my bed
im getting tired, i know
ive been getting high alone.
I try to pick myself up
but i never seem to come around
cause everybody tends to
disappear without a sound
i hope your grass is really
green cause i dont wanna know
but wont you tell me the reason
that ive been all alone.
and maybe try to set me free yuh
cause i dont think i got a future
i turn my head up at the ceiling
a complicated mental image
all about the people
stepping on my feelings.
imma go, getting deeper
nobody to look for me either
and nobody to hold
im gonna go, Ill
chill with my demons.
careless for tomorrow
im just lighting up a cigarette
as i just come and go
im doing nothing bumping
something on the radio
im in the area of great big
insanity but i just wanna
come inside and tear it up
I dont know if im good enough
never been one to understand
why the world is cold yuh
something that i wanna know.
Wont you tell me something
yes tell me something
i wanna know
tell me why im all alone
tell me why im all alone
wont you tell me something
yes tell me something
i wanna know
tell me why im all alone
tell me why im all alone.
I told my momma
I dont need a preacher
Im not one to cheap on a
bottle of tequila
I told myself im
im trying hard to be
someone else now
but now im fresh out
ooh oooh

The XQlusive 2.0

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