wake with my back to the sky
same dull hum in the air
coffee cold, untouched again
clock hands twitch but I don’t care

I’m so numb
I’m so numb

messages blink on the screen
names I barely recognize
I mouth the words I used to mean
but nothing fits behind my eyes

I’m so numb
I’m so numb

I miss the weight of being moved
even sorrow had its song
now it’s air and endless drift
like I don’t quite belong

voices float past on the street
they laugh, I stay still
every color looks the same
like the paint forgot to fill

I’m so numb
I’m so numb

I’d take a scream, a sting, a fall
anything that cuts through
just to prove there’s something left
even just a bruise

I’m so numb
I’m so numb

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Just The Same

Nowhere Feels Like Home

Sweet Strawberry Summer

Rhythm Room

“Ishq Khile” – (“When Love Blooms”)

Feel It All

Real Love Stays

Erase

You Deserve

You Are Not The Echo

Verifiable identity links must be included if you’re reaching out. I will not respond otherwise. rick@r3zondo.com

After years of navigating personal loss, my son’s death last Nov, and life’s complexities, I turned to songwriting as a form of therapy, a way to process emotions and tell stories that resonate. My approach to writing lyrics is deeply personal, drawing from real-life experiences, emotions, and reflections. Each song begins as a raw expression, evolving through words that capture the essence of my journey.

To bring my vision to life, I integrate AI-driven music production tools, allowing me to experiment with soundscapes and arrangements that complement my lyrics. This fusion of human emotion and technology helps transform my ideas into fully realized compositions, bridging creativity with innovation. Through my music, I aim to connect, heal, and inspire, one song at a time.

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