ur heart is still on my body
your voice is under my skin
im sinking into nothing
where your memory begins
im just a ghost of everything we couldnt fix
your absence like a blade that i could never resist
(break)
this is my funeral for you
the scar you left is true
i keep breaking just to feel
you were the wound that couldnt heal
cut me open, let me fade
ur the sickness in my veins
your the one that i couldve feel
now im lost,inside your stain
and i dont know what to do
im just stuck in my head

this is my funeral for you

guts on the floor

im js tired

i still keep your jacket in the backseat
even though it's been months since you've been here
i said i'd return it, but i think i just wanted
some stupid excuse to say your name again
your voicemail's still saved on my phone
i play it when the nights get too quiet
you were laughing about something small
god, i'd give anything to live in that second again


and i know you don't think of me now you 
moved on, i'm still figuring out how
 to be someone without your shadow
 to wake up without you beside me
i didn't mean to stay this long
in the memory of you
 but everything still smells like april 
and i don't know what else to do

excuse to say your name again

off all night i lose my focus
 say ur fine but i know u hopeless
 heart too loud, i can't control this
 leave me now, before i notice

eyes wide shut, can't see the story 
bleed too much, it's gettin gory 
dream too real, feel allegory 
stab my chest, i call it glory

i don’t sleep
i just sink
u don’t speak
i just think

wish i could fade like the end of a song
nothin feels right, but it’s been too long
every word hits like i did somethin wrong
every day same, but i still hold on

rekiel

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