ill be yr only 1 #helloiamfilmstudent149

'Twas the night before 9/11

all plats soon

@chewy @kingfelix @dreamno7e

Loaded with cash
Get to the bag 
Yeah Imma fiend for love
Boys & girls
I’m a proud fag :3
Yeah watch me shake it up
It get dicey when you playin with them cards girl
Cuz the tarot speaks louder when you ditch the guardrails~

I’m gon trick a dummy
You look funny
Something’s wrong with your hair
And I’m not gonna tell you what
Cuz life >DON'T PLAY FAIR<
It’s the little things....
... and you ain’t paying attention ! 
It’s okay I’ll take the blame again just stop hiding behind affection!!

You can be a Proud Boy, a Proud Girl
A gay who just strayed~ {"woe is me...!!!"}
But I don’t got no empathy for any fuckin fake.
You’re tryna stitch a hole that wasn’t even there 2 begin with
Ain’t no child mutilation, you’re just making your own death wish
So go and speak on anything	
Your opinion is yours alone
No fact check, no receipts but you’re Jaimee Michell !!!

<3 wearing all black to the bootlicker ideology funeral <3

jaimee michell @heroine @kingfelix @dreamnote

https://soundcloud.com/chawlk

my soul lives up in delusion
i'm stuck with some dumb confusion
there's been truth up in my chest
but they tend to misconstrue it
i've been repeating mistakes so i kinda think i'm stupid
i've been tryna burn my mask left my ego all uprooted

there's been blood up on some thrones
palantir it checks my phone 
empty vessels i see clones
think i rlly miss my home

see the spark I've been cold
it's so lost wanna fold
despise the lies i've been told
spells, lead to gold

all the signs are there it's evident 
pray i can be relevant 
spirts round me malevolent
don't know why i'm elegant  

i'm terrified of the ether 
think i'm doomed i saw the reaper
i've been anxious asf think that i just need a breather
i'm a dumb attention seeker

i can hear heaven's harmonics
she tends to weep thru the cracks in the sonics
tune my being with the lost ergonomics
my flesh a cage the codes up in electronics

my soul lives up in delusion
i'm stuck with some dumb confusion
there's been truth up in my chest
but they tend to misconstrue it
i've been repeating mistakes so i kinda think i'm stupid
i've been tryna burn my mask left my ego all uprooted

delusional (chalk)

@zigimobeats @blessedposse

n ur talkin js 2talk
wonder whats my purpose
i almost forgot
struggle think n pondering
when my room gets this hot
havin second thoughts
ab me n u girl
when i hear the shit u mock

oh my god
so much green in my cup
ur so damn psychotic
imagining my head a stump
lets go fkn bump sumn js 4fun

holes
pins n needles in my soul
my skin's not that thin at all
pinned me down wrong
ur heart's in all my songs
whoa
i can seem so dumb n dull
i js wna be myself
u got me locked, btch
oh my fkn god (x2)

me n @zzoos run the news wit our fkn art

[ ummm... i dn't think i care ab what that person's saying ]

[ ur listening 2 sinefelt !! ]

i'm the fkn messenger
dnt shoot me, rudely
u cnt be in my skin
it's not roomy
sorry

not sorry
like the games u play
if u play pretend
baby, js go away

n ur talkin js 2talk
wonder whats my purpose
i almost forgot
struggle think n pondering
when my room gets this hot
havin second thoughts
ab me n u girl
when i hear the shit u mock

oh my god
so much green in my cup
ur so damn psychotic
imagining my head a stump
lets go fkn bump sumn js 4fun

i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you

...

<\3 pSYcho @zigimo @luh a

falling again

@seraphicwings @gmodravemix 
photo @pitifulrock

in the moment
show me like you showed them
touch me turn me golden
i wish time was frozen
cough up smoking potent
ive been in the sewers like a rodent
when i speak i feel like choking
i cant reason, dont have motives
please tell me that you're joking
you wish you knew my emotions
x it out like i mark the spot
pull my strings until they're taut
i feel too much yeah i feel a lot
something clicked inside its like a lock
im so scared that you moved on
im so good at holding back tears
its like second nature when you're gone
my first is to keep you here

Second nature prod phana + og

VOCALS @sasaeng
PRODUCTION @makinstuff @44yy @hywel47 @liveanndlearn

Sasaeng - RealSisters (Prod Comanati Live&Learn Hywel 44y)

art by kohdext
sampling: etherane, weatherday, mona evie

work togethers:
4:08 @granularize
5:56 @bbyazul4k
7:50 @heroz2299
10:32 @zekeisme
11:27 @gr0lth
17:48 @gmodravemix

my swan song, my slave card expired .. my grace's gone, we salved a liar
a home once warm .. an oath he swore when i was born

passerine @gmodravemix @heroz2299 @bbyazul4k @gr0lth @granularize @zekeisme

new, old, scraps and wips that ill never finish

all solo except the 6th one with @e3monoo

20 minutes of random shit i made and 1 thing with @e3monoo i wanted a excuse to post LOL

https://open.spotify.com/album/2R0IdGSxdUb4rKc1ff3gHf

1. 0:00 antidote w/ @makemeapromise
2. 3:02 fragmentの浄化 w/ @1sla (2024)
3. 5:34 裁き w/ @chained2
4. 7:37 arcanos w/ @iinnam
5. 11:14 i can't interlude (ambience recorded by me)
6. 12:54 d0llywood - istillmissu (2aja flip)
7. 15:17 222
8. 17:58 run away with you

captivate @surgeon @isla @chained2 @innam

diary #6

aka @riyui

@folklorehero9

discord: riuyu1

diary #6

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