i wanna make u cry
hurting so deep inside 
but i’m fine, swear i’m fine  

i wanna make u bleed
won’t disturb your peace 
but i’m a freak, i’m a freak 
oh

i’m a yandere god help me 
i just wanna see u bleed
i will never forgive you
for doing what you did to me 
i’m a crazy girl god help me 
i know that i’m delusional 
i would never hurt you baby 
but i know i have to let you go 

you’re the one i adore
i can’t get enough of you 
i think i’m addicted to your love 

and now i’m in hell 
i’ll slit your wrists and throat
for putting me under this spell 
oh 

dip me carefully in gasoline
light my soul on fire 
cause you’re the one i desire 
oh oh

i’m a yandere god help me 
i just wanna see u bleed 
i will never forgive you 
for doing what you did to me 
i’m a crazy girl god help me 
i know that i’m delusional 
i would never hurt you baby 
but i know i have to let you go

yandere

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lyrics 

you cannot fix a heart that’s broken 
my heart is damaged beyond repair
but who is the one that my heart loves 
my heart flutters when i catch you stare 

imma be alone cuz i’m feeling nothing
imma be alone but i’m feeling something 
imma be alone cuz i’m devoid of emotion 
imma fly away, set these wings of emotion 

i don’t even care cuz i’m apathetic
i know it’s weird i know it’s pathetic
i’m feeling nothing for you my love 
watch me fly away like a dove

i hate this game and i hate this song 
i hate love and i feel like it’s all wrong 
it doesn’t make sense yeah you wouldn’t get it
cuz my mind is just schizophrenic

tired of pretending to be something im not
you’ll see me in my grave you’ll watch me rot 
im really tired of feeling nothing
yeah i just really wanna feel something 

these voices may be right and you are my darling 
but im convinced im gonna be alone
i might love you, you are my darling 
but im so used to feeling numb 

you cannot fix a heart that’s broken 
my heart is damaged beyond repair
but who is the one that my heart loves?
my heart flutters when i catch you stare 

imma be alone cuz i’m feeling nothing
imma be alone but i’m feeling something 
imma be alone cuz i’m devoid of emotion 
imma fly away, set these wings of emotion 

i don’t even care cuz i’m apathetic
i know it’s weird i know it’s pathetic
i’m feeling nothing for you my love 
watch me fly away like a dove

these voices tell me we’re meant to be 
while i’m over here questioning reality 
hoping for something that isn’t even real 
cuz all we want is the ability to feel 

the ability to feel but i cannot 
cause i am just a corpse im ready to rot 
they tell me im an angel they tell me im bliss 
but why can’t i remember my first kiss? 

watch me drown in my own sadness
i know i would do anything for you
this fake love ends in nothing but sadness
i know i feel nothing, nothing for you 

you cannot fix a heart that’s broken 
my heart is damaged beyond repair
but who is the one that my heart loves?  
my heart flutters when i catch you stare 

imma be alone cuz i’m feeling nothing
imma be alone but i’m feeling something 
imma be alone cuz i’m devoid of emotion 
imma fly away, set these wings of emotion 

tell me baby, tell me those lies 
u know i love when u tell me those lies
tell me something, tell me if it’s real
cuz all we want is the ability to feel

the truth is hard so we live a lie
that’s all life is, a beautiful lie 
do you want me to tell you the truth
cuz the truth is i was never meant to be with u

lost love

it’s not that i don’t like you
but everything i do is like that i’m a fool (aw)
i wanna bite you (nyaa)
light the flame put it out i might incite you (oh!)

and i really know that i don’t stand a chance 
against the girl yea she might put you in a trance 
and i really know that i don’t stand a chance 
yeah you know that you just got me in a trance 

you got me in a trance
but i don’t stand a chance 
yeah i don’t stand a chance 
but u got me in a trance 
u got me in a trance 
but i don’t stand a chance 
yeah u got me in a trance
yeah u got me in a 

it’s just that i don’t like you 
not answering my calls and that makes you a fool :( 
and u can bite me
light the flame, put it out leave it behind me! (skrrrt!) 

and i really know that i don’t stand a chance 
against the girl yea she might put you in a trance :(
and i really know that i don’t stand a chance 
yeah you know you really got me in a

trance
trance
trance
trance
trance
trance
trance
trance 

downward spiraling 
take hold of my wings 
pull me down forever
we look good together 

and i know tht u dont hold me 
and i know tht you don’t love me 
and i know my hearts bleeding
look i’m bleeding
look i’m bleeding 
look i’m bleeding 
look i’m bleeding 
look i’m bleeding
look i’m bleeding 
look i’m bleeding

trance (aidennxo)

phenomenal song recorded on my iphone

i can’t escape from them 
they say they want me dead
what’s my correlation with you?
i can’t say i love you, i do 

just a proposition of mine
maybe u could just be nice 
what’s my correlation with you?
i can’t say i love you, i do 

oh when will you learn?
oh when will you understand?
oh when will you learn? 
this can’t be a coincidence!

you can’t escape from them 
they want you to understand 
what’s my correlation with you?
i can’t say i love you i do 
yes i do 

oh when will you learn? 
oh when will you understand 
oh when will you learn? 
this can’t be a coincidence

oh when will you learn? 
oh when will you understand
oh when will you learn 
this can’t… be… a… coincidence…

when will you learn

i’ve seen your soul 
it is broken and controlled 
do you ever feel like you are worthless?
everyone has a place in this world 
and i promise you that you are worth it

things can be really scary when you experience it first hand
but i promise you that pain is temporary
i’m not gonna bullshit you and i’m not gonna lie
but i think and i hope ur gonna be fine 

you’ve seen rough days 
you’re so tired you need a break 
feel like everyone is against you
but don’t worry because love 
always wins over hate 
and i promise you that you are worth it

things can be really scary when you experience it first hand
but i promise you that pain is temporary
i’m not gonna bullshit you and i’m not gonna lie
but i think and i hope ur gonna be fine 

i can’t fix your problems 
but i sure as hell can try to solve them 
and it might not seem like it today
but i promise, it’ll be okay

it’ll be okay

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i felt something here but it wasn’t really there 
but i like the way you steer and i like the way you stare 
focus bad on something good, it won’t get you nowhere 
yeah i like the way you steer but i know it goes nowhere 

(goes nowhere)
(going somewhere)
(goes nowhere)

love the way you lie yeah you think you’re fucking special 
i don’t gotta lie you are really nothing special 
focus bad on something good and i read between the lines
cause i know that you don’t love me baby you don’t gotta lie

i felt something here but it wasn’t really there 
but i like the way you steer and i like the way you stare 
focus bad on something good it won’t get you no where 
yeah i like the way you steer but i know it goes nowhere 

i felt something here but it wasn’t really there 
but i like the way you steer and i like the way you stare 
focus bad on something good, it won’t get you nowhere 
yeah i like the way you steer but i know it goes nowhere

(goes nowhere) 
(going somewhere) 
(goes nowhere)

goes nowhere

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i don’t wanna go to sleep if i don’t wanna wake up 
i don’t wanna go to sleep if i don’t wanna wake up 
i don’t wanna go to sleep if i don’t wanna wake up 
i don’t wanna go to sleep if i don’t wanna wake up 

if i wanna wake up 
if i wanna wake up 
if i wanna wake up 
if i wanna wake up 

i just can’t get high enough 
will you please just 
watch me drown 
feels like i’m in a dream 
or a nightmare 
is this what you wanted?
is this what you dreamed of? 
i just can’t get high enough
will you please just watch me drown 

i don’t wanna go to sleep if i don’t wanna wake up (watch me drown) 
i don’t wanna go to sleep if i don’t wanna wake up (watch me drown) 
i don’t wanna go to sleep if i don’t wanna wake up (watch me drown) 
i don’t wanna go to sleep if i don’t wanna wake up (watch me drown) 

if i wanna wake up 
if i wanna wake up 
if i wanna wake up 
if i wanna wake up

i don’t want to wake up

i be coughing up clouds in the Afterlife
whachu want wit me you just wanna lie 
ion think i can be there for u tonite
ion think i can be there for u tonite  

i do it all alone by myself now 
smokin with my Own girl i am Up now 
 i’m the Only One There 4 me now
smokin up the clouds i’m so high now 

i’m a brand new bitch by myself Now 
whachu want with me fuck outta here now 
i’m the Only One There 4 me now 
i don’t need it Now Got Myself Now

clouds

There’s A Curse Inside My Heart How 
You Won’t Find It Cause It’s Gone Now 
Alcohol And Day Drinking How 
Fun I Have But Have You Heard Of? 
Butterfly Inside My Chest Now
Growing Bigger Silent Rest How 
Dare I Dream To Go To Sleep Now 
Wake Me When It’s Over And Done Now 

(Wake Me When It’s Over And Done Now) 
(Wake Me When It’s Over And Done Now) 
(Wake Me When It’s Over And Done Now) 
(Wake Me When It’s Over And Done Now) 
(Wake, Wake Wake)
(Wake, Wake Wake)
(Wake, Wake Wake) 
(Wake Me When It’s Over And Done Now) 

Monster In My Dream Right Now 
A Lack Of Sleep I Get No Rest I
See The Ghost Of A New Presence 
Banish Them I View No One New 
Don’t Perceive Me I’m Unstable
Fuck Someone New I’m Unable 
To Understand What They Want To 
Do To Me It’s Nothing New Now!

butterfly

♡´･ᴗ･`♡ 

lonely nights i thought i was fine 
but i’m just growing crazier 
and i can’t stand the thought of her 
but i can’t stay here anymore  

put on a show cause i like to smile 
i’m not ok no one asked so i’m fine 
put on a chain cause i’m fucking blind 
i’m not ok cause you fucking

but when i’m by myself i stare at the wall 
wondering if you recall 
the night we shared under the stars 
only watching from afar 

and i tell myself it’s wrong to care 
now i know there’s nothing there
and i tell myself i have to go 
all i wanted was your love 

lovely nights i think i’ll be fine 
i’ll do my best to let it go 
i see shit out my eyes 
and i thought i had to let u know 

i hate everything for what you did 
i hate everyone i’m fucking pissed
and i don’t fucking care this game is rigged 
and i don’t fucking care 

but when i’m by myself i stare at the wall 
wondering if you recall 
i’m a patient at the hospital
you don’t even care at all 

and i tell myself it’s wrong to care 
now i know there’s nothing there
and i tell myself i have to go 
all i wanted was your love 

when i’m by myself i stare at the wall 
wondering if you recall 
the night we shared under the stars 
only watching from afar </3

and i tell myself it’s wrong to care 
now i know there’s nothing there
and i tell myself i have to go 
all i wanted was your love 

♡´･ᴗ･`♡  beep beep beep beep beebeep beep

care

when i think of life
and i think of a Tree
and i think of him 
and i think of fleet 
and the blood on my hands
and the blood on my feet 
and the rust on my skin 
and the rust on my knees 
and the always goddamn spiraling 
and the always goddamn crying 
and the hurt and the hope inside of me 
and the fact that i’m slowly dying 
 
i can’t fucking breathe at all 
someone catch me now before i fall 
cause i’m so fucking scared to fall 
i can’t feel anything at all 
and the walls they’re slowly caving in 
can you see where i’m at from the skin i’m in? 
someone catch me now before i fall 
cause i’m just fucking scared to fall 

cause i’m just fucking scared to fall 
oh i’m just fucking scared to call 
don’t ask me if i care at all 

i don’t know what’s real and what is fake 
the lies you tell me aren’t yours to make. 

and i’m switching up i’m a bipolar freak 
i don’t think of him cause cause it’s not what i need
i can see between the lines of anxiety 
i can peel between the lies of society 

i can see what i’m hiding inside of me 
don’t perceive me, anxiety 
tell me what the fuck do you want from me 
cause i know for a fact that ur lying, oh 

unchain me from my binding
don’t perceive me, anxiety 
this money’s all fake you be lying 
can you free me, cause i’m dying, oh 

i can see what i’m hiding inside of me 
don’t perceive me, anxiety 
tell me what the fuck do you want from me 
cause i know for a fact that ur lying, oh 

i can’t fucking breathe at all 
someone catch me now before i fall 
cause i’m so fucking scared to fall 
i can’t feel anything at all 
and the walls they’re slowly caving in 
can you see where i’m at from the skin i’m in? 
someone catch me now before i fall 
cause i’m just fucking scared to fall 

i can’t fucking breathe at all 
someone catch me now before i fall 
cause i’m so fucking scared to fall 
i can’t feel anything at all 
and the walls they’re slowly caving in 
can you see where i’m at from the skin i’m in? 
someone catch me now before i fall 
cause i’m just fucking scared to fall

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switch

produced, mixed, mastered by @retro

when i’m alone i’m on my own 
i guess that’s fine 
but i shake when i cry 

troubling trees, i’m on my knees 
find me a way somewhere to stay
a place called home 
i don’t know 
where i should go 
can i go home? 

trembling feet, anxiety 
i’m on the brink of insanity 
could you tell me please
i don’t wanna wake up 
lay beside me please 
i just want to make up

i’m dying please 
and i don’t wanna be 
could you tell me please 
i just want your clothes
i’m going insane 
and i’m on my own 
could you tell me why 
cause i’m on my own 

nobody fucking cares 
tell myself to shove it 

i guess i don’t care
i’m a mess , fuck it 

i guess there’s nothing there 
i guess i should love it 

i shattered my phone 
i got mad i had to check it 

when i’m alone i’m on my own 
i guess that’s fine 
but i shake when i cry 

trembling feet, anxiety 
i’m on the brink of insanity 
could you tell me please
i don’t wanna wake up 
lay beside me please 
i just want to make up

i’m dying please 
and i don’t wanna be 
could you tell me please 
i just want your clothes
i’m going insane 
and i’m on my own 
could you tell me why 
cause i’m on my own

when i’m alone i’m on my own 
i guess that’s fine 
but i shake when i cry

leaves

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i 
had a dream
that i fell
last night 

won’t apologize 4 anything 
ur the one that’s gaslighting 
i know i can barely breathe 
your lie suffocating me

fuck me up all deep inside 
i know that it’s all a lie 
ima have 2 say goodbye 
i won’t get 2 fuckin cry 

fuck every version of you
lock the door n now Ur screwed
ima take it out on U 
ima drain the life from U 

revenge has never tasted sweet
not you falling back on me 
i think that it’s so funny 
how you think you can treat me 

[switch]

roles reversed and tables turn 
i ain’t got a thing 2 yearn 
to U i was not a thing 
but to me you my everything 

roles reversed and tables turn 
i ain’t got a thing 2 yearn 
to U i was not a thing 
but to me you my everything 

so kick me to the curb
throw away the dirt
i’ll get a rise out of you 
and if you loved me, you’re screwed(HA!) 
ima have a good life 
ima say my goodbyes 
i’ll get a rise out of you 
and if you loved me, you’re screwed(HA!)

screwed

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sip of monster
on my bed now 
coffee coke now 
hello kitty dreams how 

i’m so gone now 
i’m so high now 
i’m a mess now 
take another hit now 

hello kitty dreams and ion give a fuck 
i’m sippin monster in my cove 

sip of monster 
on my bed now 
coffee coke now 
hello kitty dreams how 

nails painted white and i don’t give a fuck 
i could tell u why but i don’t give a fuck 
hands so cold but ion really care
cause i could do something with my time 

nails painted white and ion give a fuck 
cause all i really wanted was ur luv
cherry pink crop top ion give a fuck 
cause all i really wanted was your 

sip of monster
i’m so gone now 
coffee coke now 
goth tiddy dreams now 

coke is like the sweetest dream 
im so fkd up i cannot think yuh 

i’m snorting lines in my hello kitty room 
don’t come inside i’m doin coke  

i’m so depressed so i’ll snort another line 
don’t come inside cuz i’m doin blow

nails painted white and i don’t give a fuck 
i could tell u why but i don’t give a fuck 
hands so cold but ion really care
cause i could do something with my time 

nails painted white and ion give a fuck 
cause all i really wanted was ur luv
cherry pink crop top ion give a fuck 
cause all i really wanted was your

coke

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im sippin clouds on everyday 
fuck i got hoes and bands in my name 
don’t wanna fw me now i am not the same 
i wanna come clean now come say my name 
eat my own words every single fucking day yeah
choked on myself but it’s ok yeah

i don’t wanna come clean now 
fuck i got tha lean on me now 
lean onto me now 
i don’t wanna come clean now 

bands on my wrist yuh
20 4k like 
chains on my wrist yuh 
yea i bet he likes 

turn to the left now 
t-turn to the right 
i don’t wanna go now 
i don’t wanna fight 

i don’t wanna say it 
out-out-out-out loud 
i’m feeling green like
fuck i think i greened out (x2) 

i don’t wanna come clean now 
fuck i got tha lean on me now 
lean onto me now 
i don’t wanna come clean now

clean

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hey

remember me?

that girl u didn’t treat right?

well karma’s a bitch 

i’ve moved on 

so stop crying ab it

get the fuck over it 

and i’m doing so much better now

so yeah

anyways

fuck you 





bitch stop lying

bitch stop prying

so sick of fighting

don’t stop crying

heart break open 

fuck i’m choking 

i can’t stop crying

bitch i’m fine

facts don’t want u

check i love u 

fuck i hate u

fuck i love u

facts don’t want u 

check i love u 

fuck i hate u 

fuck i love u 




facts don’t want u 

24k like 

bitch i’m doin alright

got a new bitch like 

seein it wit new eyes 

you ain’t even my type

i went down on ur bitch, like 

hope she doin alright

money, so green like 

i’m a fuckin freak like 

i’m a fuckin freak, right? 

i don’t wanna see light 

down on ur bitch, right

you can’t even treat her right

ima fuckin treat her right

ima let her breathe the light 




ima let her breathe the light 

light light light light light

ima let her breathe the light 

24k like 

bands on my wrist like

i don’t even want u like

i don’t even want u like 

i don’t even want u like





facts don’t want u 

24k like 

bitch i’m doin alright

got a new bitch like 

seein it wit new eyes 

you ain’t even my type

i went down on ur bitch, like 

hope she doin alright

money, so green like 

i’m a fuckin freak like 

i’m a fuckin freak, right? 

i don’t wanna see light 

down on ur bitch, right

you can’t even treat her right

ima fuckin treat her right

ima let her breathe the light

light

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lyrics 




i don’t know

how to do anything 

but i’ll light it anyway 

you came for me but i’ll snipe you 

out just like it’s yesterday 

i remember yesterday 

nothing ever feels the same 

but i can swipe up delete the 

memories from yesterday 

you should fucking know your place 

you should know it’s not ok 

if i see him coming at me ima snipe 

his fuckin face

i remember yesterday 

nothing ever feels the same 

but i can swipe up delete the 

memories from yesterday 





i remember yesterday 

like it was yesterday 

i told myself it’s a new day 

i tend to forget it all 

someone tell me, what is love? 






i guess it’s not supposed to hurt

but i get told it was 

something hurts all the time 

i don’t know why 






i should do anything 

everyday just feels the same

scared to show my feelings i get 

caught and then i run away 

then they laugh into my face

but it’s fine i’m used to it 

would you come and hold me for the 

night so that i feel okay 

guess i shouldn’t feel this way 

don’t know how to feel ok 

guess i shouldn’t pass the lighter 

but i did it anyway 

i should go now anyway 

i don’t care anyway 

i’d just laugh right at u, point the 

trigger, then i’d walk away

stuck in my mind

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can’t remember where i might be 

do i fight fawn flight freeze 

i drank a little now i’m tipsy 

don’t want to love, i just wanna leave 

but in my dreams, i’m in dire need 

and i just had an epiphany

when i’m hurt and i can’t speak 

when i’m drunk and i can’t think 

i wake up and it’s morning (every day)

and i can’t stop running (and i’m not ok)

when the room starts spinning (all the time)
 
tell a joke i’m laughing (tell a lie) 

tell myself i’m funny (i’m so funny)

and i know i’m laughing (i’m so funny)

if i’m so unhappy (if i’m so unhappy)

if i can’t stop escaping

escape

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+f1ction

[retro]
i walk alone shoes off in the rain 
i got walls, please don’t break in 
i’m volatile and my patience is thin 
so you don’t like me? you not in my skin(ah!)

i want to soar like a pearl white dove 
pls let me dream, i could be ur love 
but idc bc i am done 
and idc cus i’ve had enough 

i don’t care i’m dying
i’m so sick of fighting
blade upon your heart
didn’t want it from the start

cut my hair, i’m crying 
would you be mine please?
hearts rocking heavy and i’m low on energy

i dont care im dying
i’m so sick of fighting 
nights rocking heavenly i’m draining to bladee

cut my hair im crying 
would you be mine please
fight it every single day it really fucking gets-gets-gets to me 

[f1ction] 

i’m so sick of everything 
i’m so sick of fucking u
i’m so sick of everything 
uh, fuck it brand new 

brand new shoes 
brand new lying 
i know that ur lying 
smoke in my face bitch i do it everyday 

gotta face it 
yeah tell me that ur lying 
i’m too fried for that 
i’m too high for this 
i’m too fried for this 
yeah, fuck that 

fuck that 

everything is silly it’s brand new

everything is silly it’s brand new

everything is silly it’s brand new

fuck that 
fuck that 

you could lie again we could pour a line 
n it happens all the time 
two steps n i’m bloody 
two steps like a frisbee they throw me 
and they wanna talk im feeling lonely
i was counting up some bandz on my lonely 
i was fucking why she fucking on a phoney 
two steps run it back in my blue jeans 
going faster i’m tryna smoke that shit
i’m tryna fuck it up 
fuck that

retro

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