one take ill step on the gas
im going way too fast
hoping that i dont crash
hoping that my life lasts
im feeling way to horrible
my mind is feeling really dull
ive been out of it lately
i think everyone hates me
feels like its constant raining
and that theres no escaping
ive been getting thoughts in my head 
text her phone dont leave me on read
i dont even know what you said
i look like such a fucking mess
spin out of control and idk what to do
if i was to rot today i would still think about you

ive been out of it lately :(

originally archived by @archivefun

saving this in case something happens to it, looked for this for ages

truey jeans (sematary cover)

everything prod me
enjoy this short song thaanks

dear diary im in misery and want to die

Self hatred and death is plaguing my mind
Pointless talks just makes me wanna stay inside
My cave where I will then waste my life
These voices inside yelling suicide 

I'm so tired I'm scared I'm worthless
I can't find love I fuck things up
Black sheep in the family never really happy
Nobody will save me nobody will save me

Please pull me away from all this pain
Each day that pass makes me more insane
Please pull me away from all this pain
Black sheep wastes his blood till he is all drained

Black sheep

self prod ofc. if you need anything like mental help or just wanna say hello please dm me. i love you all

(lyrics)
i rlly hate this distance
but its the reason you liked me
before that i was just a nuisence(idk how to spell it)
after i left you were crying

i wish you liked me when i liked you
but u never rlly seemed to care all that much
your initials on my leg i cut through
i still keep that hoodie you gave to me at lunch

my seashell
man i fucked up
my seashell
ilysm

im still bad at writing poems, seashell

i love yall sorry musics ass i can't do good from here since not home. live guitar and singing same time tho so bare w me. text me if you need anything i love yall anyways here's my lyrics
i do not
remember
the last time i was called a goth loser without blood on my wrist i really hate you bitch you mean nothing to me at all
and you can die alone without me caring at all you brought me to my lowest low
fuck you, you suck, cut urself, bang bang bang bang fuck you, you suck, cut urselt, bang bang bang bang your school, shot up, yours truly, bang bang bang bang fuck you, you suck, cut urself, bang bang bang babg

bang! (demo in parents room yay)

no more dates (witch luck misfit 90mgz)

N I H I L w/yemen (tadeoexq)

cat woman prod. hopeexl

credits to fried by fluoride and h4rtbrkr

lyrics:

I need my fix
Need to get away from this
To the store, buy some more
And I down my poison

Bought full throttle
Sick-ass bottle
I can't get enough
Na na na na na na

I'm addicted to my drug
You said that I'm no fun
I'm always on the run
From fucking problems

This is my life cause I feel fucked up
You can try but you can't do it like us
Came from a bottle, I can't follow
Hit the ground cause I'm going full throttle

Bought full throttle
Sick-ass bottle
I can't get enough
Na na na na na na

I'm addicted to my drug
You said that I'm no fun
I'm always on the run
From fucking problems

in tha spot

r4cket

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