Copy of Your Mix 3

hey brown eyes youre always walking away
ive got something i wanted to say
i love your face and i love you

hey pretty girl you always make my day
you dont know that on this day
i never could say
i fell for you

i'll wait by the phone
so please tell me when you go
but i'll waste time at home
that way youre never ever alone

do you remember when you picked up my pencil in 11th grade in geometry class?

lyrics:
load my head with some ketamine
blow my brain with amphetamine	
want it all
want it all
give it all to me

i think i saw you last night
standing by my door
think ill lose my mind
if i take some more   
of my drugs
but at least ill see you
youll never leave me

im so fucked up
super fucked up

stick the needle in my vein
and pump it all
i just wanna end the pain
and punch a wall
cut my wrist and watch the blood drain
its all my fault
i need to die
its not fair
my life sucks
im bruised up 
by my mistakes
got nowhere 
got no bucks
to spend on 
shit to fix me  

load my head with some ketamine
blow my brain with amphetamine
want it all
want it all
give it all to me

i think i saw you last night
standing by my door
think ill lose my mind
if i take some more   
of my drugs
but at least ill still see you
youll never leave me

stick the needle in my vein
and pump it all
i just wanna end the pain
and punch a wall
cut my wrist and watch the blood drain
its all my fault
i need to die (2x)

ketamine

nxp cover :P

lyrics:
Left on read
I wish I was dead
I need some love
I need a hug
I need to get my fucking dick sucked
Stare at my screen till my eyes bleed
I need some love
I need a hug
I need to get my fucking dick sucked
When you send a text
That's just too much
What do you expect
You're so out of touch
Feeling bored and kinda sad
Want to chill, want to love, want to get a fucking blowjob
Feeling tense, and kinda mad
Want to kill, want to fuck, want to blow my fucking head off
When I send a text
That's just too much
What did I expect
I'm so out of touch
I was left on read
I was left on read
I was left on read
I was left on read

left on read (cover)

odihu - lately ive been thinking about suicide w/ bloodsekai

birthday song (unpitched)

h4rtbrkr - birthday song (unpitched)

vocals are ass so my bad

scrolling on my phone like everyday
i wonder whos online today
the internet is such a cool place
better then touching grass anyway
cute e girl wish that she was mine
i think about her all the time
dont have no friends i wonder why
i might just be chronically online
playing my games till the sunrise
brainrot memes are stuck in my mind
i dont wanna go outside
i choose to live my life online

i might just be chronically online

forget about my birthday

decided to make an alt for demos and songs ill never finish hi whatsup 
lyrics: 
jenny is the girl that i wanna meet
her shiny blonde hair is so pretty
i wanna be hers and hers only
but no matter what i do, she hasnt seen me
shes cool, smart, athletic, and super friendly
i know im the only one that she needs
with her looks she can make a pretty penny
with those eyes she can stare right into me










jenny come home

GIRLS GTFO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

recorded this to test out some new production methods

i have waited for too long for you

moon is glaring
and my retinas are burning
just from staring

steal my heart
thats what i want
i just wanna talk
just for fun

people are staring
and im never ever caring

gonna kill myself 
i'll throw myself off the top of a building
and i'll go to hell 
well i hope not cause im a christian

i wish i was ryan gilmour
i wish i was ryan gilmour
i wish i was ryan gilmour
i wish i was ryan gilmour

i'll never be as good as ditch effort and i know that
but i wish i could come closer
show you im better than isaac
cause he fucking sucks

the princess

my isp is throttling me, also i factory reset my pc so i lost all of my mixes

Lyrics:
[Chorus:]
(Loser64)
I'm sick of lying awake
I'm sick of lying awake at night just
thinking about you
I don't know what to do
I'm sick of falling in love
I'm sick of falling in love 'cause I know that
I'm not what you want
I can't believe I thought I could be

[Verse:]
(blehh)
I'm always overthinking every word I say to you
No matter what comes out my mouth, it's pushing me away from you
And I cant take this anymore (you know you're all I need)
Dealing with me is such a chore (and I hate to see you leave)

[Bridge:]
(blehh)
I never understood how, I was supposed to make you feel
I had another dream where you took my hand, it felt so real
its too late now to get up, I'm sleeping in another day
I hope I never wake up, I hope that I just fade away
(Loser64)
Just snap me out of this
I've never felt so bad
You're not the one for me
but you're the closest that I've had

can't believe (ft. blehh)

blehh - i love you(cover)

want it all

Transgender (Mtf) 🏳️‍⚧️

Hai :3

h4rtbrkr - birthday song (unpitched)

r9k

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