It didn’t have to get this far 
Why should I be sad
nothing I can do 
This is not who we are 
Looking for somewhere to flow
When the wave’s right here

All this time
As my mind unwinds 
I think of nothing but who
you think you are 

Every thought 
I’ve ever had 
Just disappears into 
Nothing I have left to turn to 

There’s nothing I’m missing
Nothing left to shoot 
Ending from the start 
Changing on a continuous loop 
The illusion is you 

It didn’t have to get this far 
Coded levels of difficulty 
This is not what you want 
Tell me anything I need to know
Not what you think I should hear
(This is not what you want) 

I need a vivid dream
I can get lost into 

[Ascending melodies]
It didn’t have to get this far
This is not who we are 

[Outro]

Illusion

Faced! track from the forthcoming Headsapce EP

Faced! - Robbi Robsta

Performed, produced, and mixed by Robbi Robsta

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How Do I Feel
How Do I Heal
Tell Me What's Real
Now I'm Here

Reflection
Contemplation
Resurrection
Understatement
There's my question
Underestimation
Condemnation

Reflection
Condemnation
Resurrection
Understatement
There's my question
Answer waiting
Contemplation
Condemnation
Understatement
In Amazement

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How Do I Feel
How Do I Heal
Tell Me What's Real
Now I'm Here

Thought Vomit

Airline Beat Bop

Lyrics

When the skies are grey
And nothing feels right
when it feels that way
I try with all my might
To forget,
anything I feel I regret
anything I thought I could change
(It’s too late)

I’m not sad
It’s just a sick, sad world
It’s too bad
I couldn’t be your girl
I’m not mad
Won’t let it hold me back
Just be glad
I’m saying I’m not sad

Sick sad world
don’t wanna be your girl
It’s me in my own world
That’s right I’m not not sad
It’s just a sick sad world

[Ghost limb feeling in the dead of night
Dreams occupying my mind
Then I remember I adore me
I’m not boring you can’t afford me
(I know I’ll be fine)


I’m not sad
It’s just a sick, sad world
It’s too bad
I couldn’t be your girl
I’m not mad
Won’t let it hold me back
Just be glad
I’m saying I’m not

I’m not
Sick sad world
A lot of you are disturbed
It’s a sick sad....world
Don’t wanna be your
(I’m feeling pretty good after this song)
Sick sad world
Sick sad world
(Unfortunate)
(Seek help)

Not Sad

This track was a collaborative effort:
Lyrics and songwriting by Robbi Robsta (myself)
Prod. by Erik Anderson
-pains me this was unfinished in skeleton stages and was never revisited-

‘Staged’ because it speaks of when someone makes you out to be a fool, but in the art of the deal the joke's on them, this is method acting.

Staged (prod. by Erik Anderson)

A little Quaranting 🎶🪕 recorded in my room
on a whim regarding my thoughts and feelings surrounding the happenings of 2020 

Out there I try 
To hope I find 
A longing friend

In here I cry
Still don’t know why
I’d try again

No hold on life
Ambition running dry
Yet still
I know I can 

Still scared for my life
My skin holds no strife
Extend my loving hand 

All that I chase
A warm embrace
Comfort in belief
We’ll feel this warmth again

All that I want
All that I need
Is just a little time 
To breathe

Warm Embrace 2020

The discomfort of trying to exist recreationally amidst an ongoing pandemic. A disorienting, dissociative contemplation whenever you leave the house

Robbi Robsta - Social Dilemma

Experimental eclectic artist & producer with folky tendencies

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