Rick Reese - Suicidal Girl

sexual tension between my car and a telephone pole (first make)

real rockaholism

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lyrics:

i don’t get outside much
waste away, with my bad luck 
i’m so goddamn needy 
i want someone who needs me

i don’t want your pity
just somebody to like me 
id take just a damn hug
some kind of physical touch 

i don’t get outside much
waste away, because life sucks
i’m so goddamn angry 
need anyone to love me

rotting in my room

crustsox said i sound like lil ugly mane and told me to do a headboard cover but i couldnt make it sound good so i did this

https://soundcloud.com/kaaarma/lil-ugly-mane-styrofoam?si=49e487348da74ddfbeea70ad1bf3521e&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

styrofoam

christmas at ground zero

https://soundcloud.com/1heelflip

staying up all night in my room 
i don’t get out much because i don’t want to
everyone fucking sucks except you 
i don’t wanna live unless you want me to 
but do you care about me like i care about you?
i’d let you watch me bleed if you asked me to 
all i could ever want is to talk to you
but i’m in the techclub hoping i see you soon 

cause i think that you’re so fucking cool 
i don’t know what i’ll do when we go back to school 

you’re all that i want and you’re all that i need
when i’m wide awake or when i’m going to sleep 
guess i’m just destined to hurt and see shit through  
i’m in the tech club thinking of you 
destined to hurt
destined to bleed 
destined to break is my destiny 
i’m breaking down and falling at the seam
whether i’m wide awake or when i’m going to sleep 
i feel i’m too far gone to see my hopes and dreams 
i wanna fucking scream 

cause i think that you’re so fucking cool 
i don’t know what i’ll do when we go back to school 
and i’m really hurt 
you’re hurting me
yeah you’re in my head 
yeah you’re hurting me

bleeding out in front of you (ft. heelflip)

tribute to a dear friend

I feel like I’m in disguise
I’m wearing all my lies
but I can’t escape from you

trapped within my head
the guy I was is dead
and I’m the only thing that’s left

I want you to be
the last person I see
every time I go to sleep

I went right into my head
ripped who I was to shreds
and I’m the only thing that’s left

i’m the only thing that's left

so there's this girl
and you see her in the halls
but she doesn't even look your way
not lookin where your goin so you fall
she hangs out with the bad kids
prolly has a nicotine addiction
but you don't even care
you know she isn't fair

you see her
sittin across from you
wanna talk to her
turns out she already knew
but the silly thing is
is that she wants to go on a date
but then its 6am
and you find yourself awake

DONT TALK TO HER

changed file from overly bitcrushed to better mixed

Practicing self destruction
I can barely function
I fucked my whole life up
I think that my times up
There's no coming back now
Everyone is sad now, sad now

Time's up I know that my life sucks
Nothing worth saving I am barely living
Waging and praying just to end it
You wish I was dead now, dead now

I'll be dead by 30
I'm crashing and burning
Wasting my time cuz it is all worthless, worthless
I'll be fucking dead by 30, 30

Useless, this why I choose this
Maybe I'm just stupid, dumb and clueless
Houston can you read me, can you even hear me?
Do you even need me, need me?

Chemicals in my brain
I am not the samе
I watched too much YouTube
I ate too much junk food
Had too many vaccines
Now somеthing is wrong me, wrong with me

I'll be dead by 30
I'm crashing and burning
Wasting my time cuz it is all worthless, worthless
I'll be fucking dead by 30, 30

Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
I'm crashing and burning
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Life's fucking worthless

dead by 30

i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
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I'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
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Believe me 
when i say 
that things really
did change

I woke up and saw you
and you were acting
so strange
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Now that i have gone away
you can have all the space
that you prayed for
that i paid for
is this i get blamed for?

now that it's all gone
is that you really want
i just want to carry on 
and I want you to move on
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i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
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i'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
Believe me 
when i say 
that things really did change
I woke up and saw you
you were acting so strange
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i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
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Running Away

swim with sharks (prod.trynacommunicate)

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DONT TALK TO HER

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