crap butterflys

train wreck

Dear you... with love, me x


Cosmos
It is for the broken hearted ones that we should seek
for they are the ones whos need is to feel love 
and it is for the ones whos soul aches that we should befriend 
for they are in need of comfort, giving a safe place to land
and for those that are crushed in spirit we should lift up
for their spirit is bruised and very often lost to them
they are the ones we should find
the weary souls 
from among ourselves
our time in this cosmos is fleeting
and what better way to remain forever 
than to love


P. Every word is yours x




Cosmos

Excuse me?...
I said...


Ribbons lemon chewing gum
Daisies dandelion
Button teabag souvenir
Cheese cake Uncle Brian

Pepper buses diary
London bum Nantucket
Leaves carrot underwear
Ten piece bargain bucket

Raisins phone apple pie
Sock key Zanzibar
Duvet sausage dinosaur
Peanut bumper car

Mouse banana chicken wing
Fleas vermilion
Elephant soda stream
Stoat pavilion

Moose flower stickleback
Garlic salted butter
Taco dragon paper cut
Poison pizza cutter

Sandwich Batman coffee cake
Vaseline grape snow
Golf balls haberdashery
Weasels tally-ho 

:o)
Just being silly :o)

Excuse me?

I can't do love...
I can't do love, not romantic love. 
I know about 'that' kind of love 
and it never ends well.

That's the kind of love where you get hurt 
and there is pain and fear 
and you're scared for you life. 
And at 3am you're begging to live, 
to live through just one more night 
so that you can leave in the morning.

Quietly slip away. 

And you can't call anyone to help 
because the phone is smashed 
and is somewhere in the garden.. 

I can't do 'that' kind of love again. 
Because that shit damaged me, 
damaged my heart. 
It broke something deep inside, 
and I can't fix it. 
My heart is fragile 
and it won't let me love again, 
not like 'that'...

I can do friendship, 
I can do that. 
The kind where I can walk away 
when I feel trapped 
and I think you might hurt me. 

And the only reason you will follow 
is to ask if i'm okay 
and if I want to share the cookies you made 
because you made too many 
and thought of me. 

The kind of friendship where I can trust you, 
just enough to hug you, 
and you might let me take care of you 
when you are sick.

The kind where I will always be there for you, 
but you won't ask anything more from me, 
you won't ask me to love you, 
because you know I am giving you everything, 
everything I have already.

I can do the kind of friendship 
where I will give you the pretty button,
the one I found on the way home. 
I will give it to you and insist that you keep it, 
because it's beautiful, 
like you. 

The kind of friendship where I will make you 
chicken soup when you are ill, 
and softly stroke your hair 
and sing you to sleep. 
I will rub your feet when you are tired 
and paint your toes. :o)

I will make you phone your Mum 
and share my last chewing gum with you. 
I will remember your birthday 
and read you stories 
and make you waffles. 

I will listen to you tell me how your day was 
and not interrupt.
I will support your decisions and respect your views. 
I will let you have the tv remote 
and write you notes in your lunch 
with a picture of a weasel.. 
or something equally ridiculous. 
Just so that you are happy. 

I can do that.

But I can't do love... 
not the kind I know about,
'that' kind of love never ends well. 

And I want us to end well 
or not end at all. 

I can do friendship, 
I can do that.

I can do that with you
for the rest of my life.

I can't do love..

Despite everything

Often children with anxiety and depression need to know you will be there to take them home, to bring them to a safe place, within their thoughts and their minds, no matter how lost they become. 

Let me take you home

Okay.. i have read chapter one of Alice in Wonderland and i can assure you, it is not in anyway perfect nor indeed professional. I can also assure you i do swear a little bit and do not, at any point, read like a coherent grown up.  

Alice in wonderland.. Chapter one

I am attempting to read chapter two of Alice's Adventures in Wonderland :o)
It is not perfect... i think i manged the whole thing without swearing.. yay!!
I hope you think it's okay.. it's just a bit of fun.. and not for any kind of seriousness :o)

Rachael (little bear)

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