Name: Life Like Mine by Rachael Risley
Duration: 3 min 28 s
Description: Rough studio track of the new song I wrote, Life LIke Mine.

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Rough studio track of the new song I wrote, Life LIke Mine.

Life Like Mine

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Erotica

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Hello Friend,

This story starts with a boy and a girl. Not surprising, it almost always does but hey, it’s not my fault life constantly feels like a John Green book. Anyways, back to the story. I’m the girl, obviously.

I’ve always considered myself to be a “good person”/ Webster dIctionary defines on as, “an honest, helpful, or morally good person”, I’d like to think I fall under that category. But I also make mistakes, and after realizing one particular mistake I made had hurt someone (that’s the boy) in the process, I started to really second guess that notion. Maybe I wasn’t so “good” after all.

I spent a lot of nights thinking about it. What do I do? What do I say? Should I call? Text? Not say anything? Write a letter? How do you tell someone you’re sorry after you hurt them? That's like cutting off someone's arm and then saying “lol oops sorry dude my bad!” I know I wouldn’t believe it if it were me, so why should he? 

The only option I had, apart from writing a letter (which I did) was writing this song. I Don't know if the boy has heard it and maybe he never will, but what I do know is this: sometimes we mess up. Sometimes we hurt people we care about. Sometimes we mean to. Sometimes we don’t. There's no way to take back those faults, but what we can do is try our best to fix them. To help heal those we hurt and to forgive ourselves for the things we’ve done wrong. 

Maybe I’m not a “good person” but I care enough to try to be, so I guess I can’t be that bad. 

Anyways, my coffee is getting cold so I should go.

Until next time, 
S.E.B.

I Didn't Mean To

i don't want to watch the world end with someone else

Hello friend,

Apologies are a funny thing.
Sometimes they work, sometimes they don't.
I suppose I never really expected the boy to accept my apology.
After all, I had spent so long trying to figure out HOW to apologize,
what to say, what to do, that I missed the opportunity to do so at the right time.
Too little, too late as they say.
 
But I never thought it would hurt as badly as it did.
I spent so long existing and creating memories with the boy, so comfortable with his presence in my life, that when he was no longer in it, I felt empty.
Like a part of who I was had been lost.
 
It's like losing the main character in chapter two. 
How do you keep writing?
How do you keep evolving?
 
I've found that, where there is loss, whether it be an empty 
chair at the table or a number you can't call, there is also peace. 
Being alone doesn't have to be a negative thing, it can be something that helps you grow. 
To learn more about yourself, what you like, what you don't like, your hobbies and dreams.
To write you're own story. 
 
People move on, and while it's not always easy to do and sometimes even painful,
it's still worth a shot to try.
 
So listen to this song, have a good cry, and then get up and start a new chapter.
 
Until next time,
S.E.B

Life Like Mine

Rachael Risley

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