[prod. deafly]

I texted myself today
because I was bored
and I haven’t felt this way
since the day before
your emptiness swelled the pain
that I couldn’t afford
you said that your ex was depraved
and now, I’m the one asking for more

I know that you’re leaving me
as soon as you find someone else
so I’ll just enjoy our time together
cause I can’t stand myself

I know I’ll see you again
and I will have to pretend
I’ll keep it together 'cause
my friends are friends with your friends

I texted myself today
because I was bored
and I haven’t felt this way
since the day before
your emptiness swelled the pain
that I couldn’t afford
I used to be so depraved
and now I am even more

depraved

p. jae luna, simon levine

It’s okay I guess
Why do you have to act so nonchalant instead of being honest?
(Why do you?)
I’m sitting in my room again, wondering what I did wrong
(What to do?)
I’ve cried what a waste of tears
What a waste of years of my life
(What a waste of tears—)
(What a waste of years of my life)

It was you who always wanted to see me
And it was you who said you wanted to be with me
And I’m trying not to make it a big deal
But now I've met you and nothing else feels real

It was you who said we need to get closer
And it was you who kept begging me come over
And I'm trying not to make it a big deal
But my head can’t help from making a big deal

Everything you said upset you
Everything you said made you sad
Every time I made a mistake, I apologized
But you won’t do the same
I take the blame

It was you who always wanted to see me
And it was you who said you wanted to be with me
And I’m trying not to make it a big deal
But now I've met you and nothing else feels real

It was you who said we need to get closer
And it was you who kept begging me come over
And I'm trying not to make it a big deal
But my head can’t help from making a big deal

Big deal

Big Deal

SCRAPYARD I

A LA CARTE

Part 3 of 11

Length: 5min, 17sec
Key: Emin +23ct
BPM: 108.00

Written in Los Angeles, California
Recorded in Brooklyn, New York
Produced in Brooklyn, New York + Chattanooga, Tennessee

Produced + mixed by wishlane
Mastered by @st1cksyea
Interpolates "sinaloa" by @polar333

Photo by braysbrain, designs by me
www.instagram.com/braysbrain

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Wishlane-string-theory-lyrics

String theory

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Gold

GODSTAINED

don't forget about me

spaaaceee

dopamine crash!

zero [being]

something more (feat. han.irl <3 & Ryan Hall)

a collab with Andy Cizek, from Makari/Monuments/Termina/WVNDER

prod breakdown vid on youtube: https://youtu.be/NGkT72ZahdI?si=_6P3t3q7N1QIsm0x

ANDY:
bent the truth so I could see clearer
gazin through those cracks in the mirror
you can call me but i ain't gonna hear ya
don't wipe up your tears, now
don't wipe up your tears now

SCRO:
reaching out my hand to a stranger
tried to break those eyes tried to change you
take it back i don't want it i don't blame you
it all feels the same, ya
and i can't play your games now

BOTH:
im turning back from a blind eye
from seeing ev-er-y face i hide from inside
feels like i'm brooding on lost time
and now i'm chasing the echoes i try to rewind

SCRO:
I’m chasing the ghosts that I can’t leave behind
got drunk off regret to forget you were mine
i wish that we never met, can’t reset, can’t rewind
the voices deep in my head, I do this every night

ANDY:
I’m chasing the ghosts that I can’t leave behind
got drunk off regret to forget you were mine
i wish that we never met, can’t reset, can’t rewind
the voices deep in my head, I do this every night

cause now I’m chasing the ghosts that I can’t leave behind
got drunk off regret to forget you were mine
i wish that we never met, can’t reset, can’t rewind
the voices deep in my head, I do this every night

SCRO:
cause i don't, i don't need this
moving on, don't believe this
ENTER ANDY: i tried to learn from the reset
but now i'm burned and all i feel is the regret
SCRO:
i've found the reason
i can't believe it
no more deprivation
reprise from desperate mourn; he cries

ANDY:
I’m chasing the ghosts that I can’t leave behind
got drunk off regret to forget you were mine
i wish that we never met, can’t reset, can’t rewind
the voices deep in my head, I do this every night
you know I’m chasing the ghosts that I can’t leave behind
got drunk off regret to forget you were mine
i wish that we never met, can’t reset, can’t rewind
the voices deep in my head, I do this every night. I do this every night

ANDY:
born of a ghost left behind
rinse off the blood from the wine
the voices deep in my head, the voices deep in my head
I do this every night
BLEGCH

BOTH:
echoes; left behind
fractures; from my mind

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