on top of the world
youre taking fire
on top of the world 
and your breathing feels so quiet
if you stay at the top
then youll lose all of your oxygen 
and youll fall to the bottom
with no one else to catch you

hotel room

i look up, i see flashing lights
silhouettes dancing in the sky
angels coming down from up high

you make the heaviest tears so light
baby you ease the pain alright
i don’t feel like going home tonight

cuz sometimes i just hurt, yeah
i forget what i’m worth, oh
you gimme love in return, yeah
it’s like heaven on earth, wow

spreading my wings like a bird, uh
spreading my wings like a bird, uh
it’s like heaven on earth

memories burned on my retina
tears in the air, sad nebula
doubts creeping up like count dracula
it can get bad, but you make me feel immaculate

the roads that i walk can be venomous
some people choose clout over happiness
i gotta choose peace over relevance
throw it all away, going back to the genesis

cuz sometimes i just hurt
i forget what i’m worth
you gimme love in return
it’s like heaven on earth

spreading my wings like a bird
spreading my wings like a bird
it’s like heaven on earth

cuz sometimes i just hurt
i forget what i’m worth
you gimme love in return
it’s like heaven on earth

Sad Nebula

Written, produced, engineered, composed and performed by Portraits Of Tracy

Lyrics:
I know you down
I know you down
I know you down
Yeah yeah
I know you down
I know you down
I know you down…

When you close your eyes at night babe
I know you think about me
When you with your girls and you stunt yeah
I know you dream about we

Honey we’d do it all, but we can’t find the words
Can I please start it real simple baby?
I’ll call you my girl

I know you’d want it in the morning babe
Wouldn’t be against it in the evening
Even when it's down to the wire babe
Girl you know I’m down...
I know you’d want it in the morning babe
Wouldn’t be against it in the evening
Even when it's down to the wire babe
Girl you know I’m down, and you’re the reason

God, I can’t choose
Is it me, is it you?
God, I can’t choose...
What the hell we gon’ do?
You’re my forbidden fruit
You’re my forbidden
You’re my forbidden
You’re my forbidden
You’re my forbidden fruit
You’re my forbidden
You’re my forbidden
You’re my forbidden... (yo, yo)

Aw shit, I never saw those late night texts becoming this
But I’m stupid, us cupids, keep sawed-offs in our back pockets
and everyday, we let em spray
Keep coming with complements
Man I left on Friday but now this shits like a sadder day... (fuck you, i’ll sue myself)
Do I need to chill? (tell me now)
Yeah...
I know it's love she’s looking for
She better not be playing now, bitch
We was on the highway doing 109
If she do not fucking love me, I will really grab that iron... please

I know you’d want it in the morning babe
Wouldn’t be against it in the evening
Even when it's down to the wire babe
Girl you know I’m down...
I know you’d want it in the morning babe
Wouldn’t be against it in the evening
Even when it's down to the wire babe
Girl you know I’m down...

But are we gonna cross that line?
I don’t feel you’re ready to cross that line
But are we gonna cross that line?
I don’t feel you’re ready to cross that line
I don’t feel you’re ready to cross that line

I know you down
I know you down
I know you down
Yeah yeah
I know you down
I know you down
I know you down…

Drive Home

Forbidden Fruit

Written, produced, engineered, composed and performed by Portraits Of Tracy

Lyrics:
Just look how you caught me
Seen me back in high school
Emotions, stress, haunted
Crowd jumping now
This motherfucker so daunting

Crown me king, when I did my own thing
Niggas couldn’t really see
Lens blurry, now the mink hella furry
Nigga now touring, man the world better hurry
Kept it in the bag, like I was sponsored by Ziploc
Niggas faint and cry, got em screaming, yeah that shits hot

J U N motherfucking I E,
I’m a household name, no Johnson or SC
No niggas to back me, he popping like acne
Stage diving up in Sweden
Shoutout to my nigga Stiggy!

Shit getting corny, no wonder you can’t geek to em
Got em taking cds back, no case and no receipt to em
1989, I arrived bringing heat to em
Look into my eyes as I rise off the sheet music

If you could run would you do it now?
Could it be done? Would you prove em’ wrong?
Silence the screams, I know you ask, but how?
Oh do your thing, you know they’ll figure out


And that's what she told me (and yes I took it)
Man no one could hold me (I left them shook up, shook up, shook up)
I thought I left them all behind

It took a little while to realize never is forever
Unless you doing time, that is
Man look at how the mother-fucking crime rate is
Niggas like me grew up really thievin’ and shit
Yessiree

I associate myself with the group
Desperate, young and dumb, black boy
Point to prove, never thought, aimed and shoot
Nappy hair, new suit
Got the motherfucking cops looking like
Who is you?


Profile, profile
That's really how they get ya
Stress going so high
I almost rolled a swisha
Don’t really care
If you light, or fucking dark-skinned
All my niggas is my niggas
Fuck it now lets rock with it

Profile, profile
That's really how they get ya
Stress going so high
I almost rolled a swisha
Don’t really care
If you light, or fucking dark-skinned
All my niggas is my niggas
Fuck it now lets rock with it

Forever is never, forever is never
Forever is never, forever is 
I think all my niggas is my niggas,
Can we rock with it?

Forever, Forever
Forever, Forever
Forever, Forever
Forever, Forever
Forever
Forever me
I know you left them all behind

Well bitch just keep it real now (real, real, real)
Well bitch just keep it real now (oh, real)
Well bitch just keep it real now (woo)

I know you left them all behind
I know you left them all behind
I know you left them all behind
I know you left them all behind
I thought you left them all behind (oh),
I thought you left them all behind
I thought you left them all behind (I thought that you left),

I thought you left them all behind (oh)
I thought you left them all behind
I thought you left them all behind
I thought you left them all behind
I thought you left them all behind

Ema: Allow me to introduce myself

My name’s Ema and I was Junie’s companion throughout this whole shit show
It’s only fair that I welcome you
To Drive Home

Aeternum

Written, produced, engineered, composed and performed by Portraits Of Tracy

Lyrics:
It wasn’t as easy as I thought it would be
Our open palms staying closed today
And in my mind, I really thought you would see
But honestly, I think we need to leave

Or maybe we should watch this movie
Look it reminded me of me and you
I know you’re thinking I’m really trying to get up in your head

And in my mind I keep replaying parts
Like when he held her close, right in the park
They had a rocky road, but Dennis kept it real from the start

Oh you know
I never meant to throw it all your way
I made a judgement based on signs, I think
I’m really losing my mind
Oh you know
I still remember the look on your face
And baby when you go your separate way
I think I’ll be just fine

Oh
Cause I’m found (I’m found...)
I’m found (I’m found...)
Lost for a minute
Tell me what compares to this
I was lost for a minute
I was lost for a minute

You know I’ll think about you time to time.
I feel I’m moving fast, not in my mind
Just call me stupid, and I’ll open my eyes
I think it’s kinda funny how I feel
So happy I could die, I’ll keep it real
Oh, I can’t help but be a little unsure

Oh you know
I never meant to throw it all your way
I made a judgement based on signs, but hey
I’m really losing my mind
Oh you know
I still remember the look on your face
And baby when you go your separate way
I think I’ll be just fine

Oh...
Yeah!
Lost for a minute
Tell me what compares to this
I was lost for a minute
I was lost for a minute
Lost for a minute
Tell me what compares to this
I was lost for a minute
I was lost for a minute

Oh you know
I think this train is really rolling on
We better hop on cause it won’t be long
Girl you don’t know
how much I just want to leave it all behind

Just like a kid on Christmas Eve
I packed my clothes, please can we leave?
Oh this place, oh I swear it drives me crazy
and I’ve been saying it

Oh you know
I think I’m finally moving on my way
I made a judgement based on signs, but hey
I’m kinda losing my mind
Oh you know
I still remember the look on your face
and baby when you go your separate way
I think I’ll be just fine

I think I’m finally moving on my way
I made a judgement based on signs, but hey
I’m kinda losing my mind
I still remember the look on your face
and baby when you go your separate way
I think I’ll be just fine

Found!

Falling Apart Without You

[prod. deafly]

I texted myself today
because I was bored
and I haven’t felt this way
since the day before
your emptiness swelled the pain
that I couldn’t afford
you said that your ex was depraved
and now, I’m the one asking for more

I know that you’re leaving me
as soon as you find someone else
so I’ll just enjoy our time together
cause I can’t stand myself

I know I’ll see you again
and I will have to pretend
I’ll keep it together 'cause
my friends are friends with your friends

I texted myself today
because I was bored
and I haven’t felt this way
since the day before
your emptiness swelled the pain
that I couldn’t afford
I used to be so depraved
and now I am even more

depraved

(p. vrdnyn, wonderlustbeats)

Is it my—
Is it my—

Is it my fault
If I move on twice as fast as you?
Is it my fault
If I take all you had and use it for myself?
Is it my fault
If I don’t care how you’re doin at all?

I only think about myself
Maybe I’ve changed
Maybe I’ve become more like you
Maybe it’s worse for me
But it’s all I know how to do

What am I supposed to say?
I wanna be happy, even in the rain
I can’t let you bring me down
So I convince myself you’re hiding pain
Are you hiding pain?
Should I pretend your arms are around me
To fall asleep easily, or is that crazy?
(I'm a little crazy)

Is it my—
Is it my—
Is it my fault?

Is it my—
Is it my—
Is it my fault?

Is it my fault
If I move on twice as fast as you?
Is it my fault
If I take all you had and use it for myself?
Is it my fault
If I don’t care how you’re doin at all?

Is it my—
Is it my—
Is it my fault?

twice as fast

lyrics:

i fell in an earthquake
 running till my bones break
 but i’ll try to be better
 promise i will do better

i get close to you
 i just bury my pain 
can’t get close to you
 i will disintegrate

heart keeps running full
 like a clogged shower drain
 don’t mean to intrude
 but get the f*** out my way

circles in my mind
 run circles in my mind, yeah 
tried to get this right
 but there’s no way i could find

find my way thru life 
everything seems in plain sight
 i’m stuck in a bind 
and i feel it all the time, whoo

i fell in an earthquake
 running till my bones break
 but i’ll try to be better
 promise i will do better

i fell in an earthquake
 running till my bones break
 but i’ll try to be better
 promise i will do better

im just a dog with the zoomies 
we’re not friends it’s play pretend
 i wear my tie and a two-piece 
shake all hands like it all makes sense

i’m livin’ my life like the movies
 i don’t expect you to understand
 but if you call yourself my friend
 just stick with me till the end

hold up, yeah
 i need a reminder
 someone tell me how i used to live life

i would hear your voice calling back to me
 now i can’t seem to collect all the memories

Earthquake

f0rever w/u - DESTROY BORING

This track is apart of my first distributed EP and I hope you enjoy! 

Thx for listening!

twice as fast

Rachel Prancer

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