This cat picture will be stuck in my mind forever.

the more i listen to this the more i understand 🧎🏽‍♂️👁

came back 3 years later, this is lowkey heat

stupid fucking playlist MEOOOOWWWWWWW

100th song this year in 1/7/22 NANO DEATH

intrusive thoughts

https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/3

art by eddy atoms

i fuck up everything but just see how long i'll stay mad at everyone
yeah i fuck up everything and i always blame everybody but myself
i do whatever setting myself up for failure is just how i tend to have fun
yeah im slime and sleaze im really not so hard to please i just want to be loved by everyone

my whole body feels like a clenched fist
la la la la la la la la la
my whole body feels like complete shit
la la la la la la la la la

but with my perfect judgement everything i do is right
so pure hearted in this awful world why do i even try
who knows what you think about me, felt so shitty yesterday
why do i even bother when i know i will again today

i fuck everything up
me i me i me me i me me i me i

iim so sick of thinking that things will be ok
that my life will be fine someday
it's been fucking years that ive been stuck in one place
i'll always be here because its me that wrong with me

Mom - I Fuck Everything Up

Futret - Cupcakes [Explicit]

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https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/reddishness

hi hello its nice to see you. oh, you’ve always felt the same? i know. “its on fire”. i really want to get… “enough”. have you even noticed that I’m trying to find you out? theres lots of other stuff that i could do to let you know! 
all i knows your name. it feels like I’m reaching thru a haze. ill put it in yr hands for you to take. i’ll grip you even tighter every day. i’m being… 

i’m being serious 
so please take me seriously 
i’ll be yr sun shine 
i can be whatever you need 
don’t underestimate what i can do 
i want to spend all my time on you 
i can be yr springtime 
yr girlfriend i can be yr peach 

ummm i can barely last any longer yr gravity’s stronger 
when my bones all start snapping i hope that you like me back

Girls Rituals - Shitty Peach

Futret-Monsterfucker

art by me and @ivyatoms

every year that goes by i just seem to get older
and the tide goes up and the water washes over
and i know myself less going in and out my head
going in and out my head hooded death gets a boner

fucking sickos. fucking sickos everywhere
and you got your nails long
whyd u cut off all your hair
fucking sickos. fucking sickos everywhere
are u fucking doing ok?

ill be a black crow in my next life
flying over an office park

i smash and curse this skin
oh i dig and dig and dig
pulling away at the fat and muscle
always searching further in
somewhere deep inside my body
has to be the answer to everything
somewhere deep inside my body
has to be the reason for why I’m like this

2017 / 01

Girls Rituals - Black Crow

Original Song GABBERSTÄG by em and Futret : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QZsxrd0tEJg

Homosexual Rave Music.mp3 (Futret Song "Remix")

Girls Rituals X Lauren Bousfield - Used To Be Better

04 Eat Your Heart - Micachu

(rook) 
i dont want a future 
i just wanna fucking stop 
i dont want identity 
i just wanna drop dead 
this is nothing 
scared pathetic bitch's death rattle 
please do something 
id give my fucking soul to get out 
this is how it has to be 
and you just wanna fuck with me 
i know, i know, its fine :) 
this kind of slow death 
nameless sickness 
really screws up ur definition of alive 

(devi) 
i know 
its it 
its always been the same shit 
its always been the same shit 
i know 
its it 
its always been just like this... 
i know 
its it 
its always been the same shit 
yea its always been the same shit 
i know 
its it 
yea its always been the same shit 
its always been the same shit 

(rook) 
and it doesnt ever stop 
yeah it doesnt ever stop 

(devi) 
if u wanna see some shit 
then maybe u could see some shit 
ur so curious 
ur so curious 
u might see some shit 
u might see some shit 

(rook+devi) 
u want us dead? 
were sick and dying dont u know? 
u want us dead? 
were fucking sick and dying dont u know? 

(devi) 
sometimes... 

(rook) 
sometimes i know 
that hell is real 
and im there 

and it doesnt ever stop 
yeah it doesnt ever stop 

(devi) 
i just want to be so sweet and kind to every living thing on earth in all the whole wide world. so dont fuck with me at all. that would be a bad idea. to fuck with me at all? that would be a bad idea...

HELL IS REAL

Thank u for supporting my work.

LYRICS:
(...)
Theres no justice in this world
(...)
Is it just us in this world
(...)
Is the whole earth cursed
Are our bodies made
Of evil cursed blood soaked dirt

(...)
Or are we made of something worse
Cos I feel like I’m something worse
Can ppl really change
It just seems too late 
It just seems way too late

I don’t think anybody needs forgiveness now
I pray hell is real so we all go down
All together so we’re not all alone
We can still torture each other 
And chew meat off our bones
Uh

Can we all just  share 1 body
So we can only kill ourselves
I swear that i wont get lonely
If start to starve I’ll just fucking eat myself

Hey look its
11:11
I wanna give u everything that u ask me 4

Hey look bitch
11:11 
I made a wish but i cant tell u what im wishing 4

No problems
Cos everything’s gonna be alright
No problems cos
Even if everybody dies tonite


Lets watch vids of cops killing kids
Ya jesus wept but no one cared what they did
Liberals all just loving the law
Theyre just doing their job
Theyre just killing us all but-

(...)
These no justice in this world
(...)
And it just us in this world
U can treat me like mark
If u wanna be jeff
We’re the last ones left
Adam / Eve of death

I wanna hide 4ever
4 at least 4 million years
Every night I pray 4 nothing
Cos Nothings so much better than this world is

Hey look its
11:11
I wanna give u everything that u ask me 4

Hey look bitch
11:11 
I made a wish but i cant tell u what im wishing 4

No problems
Cos everything’s gonna be alright
No problems cos
Even if everybody dies tonite

Devi McCallion - 11:11

(devi & rook) 

death 
death 
death 
death 
death 

death 

(rook) 

death-obsessed 
that girl's fucked in the head 
she's so messed up 
she's so much 
shes such a scary slut 
i hear the shit she's seen 
you would not believe 
she looks like death 
fucked in the head 

(devi & rook) 

I WANT TO BE HER FRIEND 

DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE 
DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE EACH OTHER 
DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE 
DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE EACH OTHER 

(devi) 

I WANT TO BE HER FRIEND 

DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD 

I WANT TO BE HER FRIEND 

DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD 

I WANT TO BE HER FRIEND 

DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD 

I WANT TO BE HER FRIEND 

DEAD 
DEAD 

(devi & rook) 

DEAD 
DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE 
DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE EACH OTHER 
DEAD 
DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE 
DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE EACH OTHER 

(devi) 

always been a bad girl 
bad girl 
bad girl 
always been a bad girl 
always been a bad girl 
bad girl 
always been a bad girl 
bad girl 
bad girl 
always been a bad girl 
always made a bad girl 

(rook) 

nothing ever made sense 
i never understood why things fell apart 
isolation, condemnation 
i just wanted to do be something 
beautiful and loving 

do you know what i mean? 
d'you ever feel like maybe something went wrong 
and you ended up here by mistake? 
like 
it took me 28 years to find anyone who made any sense to me 
and 
i just 
feel so outside of everything 
and 
i just wanna be good 

i just wanna be good!! 

it's so fucked up 
(it's so fucked up...) 
like 
it should've been a sign that something was wrong 
but 
it's just so easy to think you're broken & evil 
i dunno, 
it's 
it's like 
i lived my whole life thinking i didn't have a soul 
and... 
ok sorry 
i promise i'm going somewhere with this 
it's just, 
i didn't even know i was fucked up! 
i didn't even know what i was going thru 
until like, a year ago 
and now it's everything 
this place is designed to kill us 
and make us think it's our fault 
sorry, sorry this is all super obvious 
it's just 
i'm glad we're in the struggle together 
but 
i wish 
we didn't have to define ourselves 
by the struggle 
at all 

thanks for listening to me. i feel a lot better now n_n

THANK YOU

DEATH/BAD GIRL

(devi) 
programming like this 
is made possible 
by viewers like you! 

(rook) 
every day every day im so fucking freaked out 
every day every day i cant get the evil out 
every night i feel so far away 
someday someday 
will it ever be ok? 

(devi) 
every day its a brand new episode 
every day i guess we'll see just how far it goes 
every day it seems like no one sees and no one knows 
every day i kinda wanna cancel the show 

(rook) 
most days i just feel like im making it up 

(devi) 
call off the show 

(rook) 
i pray to god that im just making it up!! 

(devi) 
i dont wanna go to the show!! 

(rook) 
i wish this was just cartoon so i could be like 
"this is real as fuck, i love the way they dont give up!" 
tweet about it "more stories like this, so important!" 
but it really happened 
OH GOD IT REALLY HAPPENED!!! 

(rook) 
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 
WHAT THE FUCK!!!! 

haha 

(devi) 
what the 

(rook) 
i wanna do that again 

yea 

(devi) 
every day its another new episode 
every day slice a bit more meat off the bone 

(rook) 
i can feel the evil in me 
im such a faker really 

(devi) 
meat off the bones 

(rook) 
crisis line all agents busy 
i feel so guilty 

(devi) 
meat off the 

(rook+devi) 
WHAT THE FUCK 
WHAT THE FUCK 
WHAT THE FUCK 
WHAT THE FUCK 
what the fuck

LOVE AND AFFECTION FOR STUPID LITTLE BITCHES

CARTOON NETWORK

3) ETERNAL NAUSEA

No I’m not changing the cover. Freedom of expression or speech or whatever brother idk i genuinely hate this song 

go listen to the original song im begging u 

(original song sampled is called you’re mine by DAgames. All jokes aside the original song slaps)

666 VOLT VS CHU CHU- HOOKER PALACE [old pls stop listening 2 this lol]

4lung- I WANT TO BE A PUPPY AND I WANT TO GET BONED

Have u eva wondered what happens if u can't spell obsession? But u still feel obstessed? Speeling may or may not be over rated. We'll let u be both the judge, jury and stalker on this one ;) ;) ;0 <3

Obsteshun

CCC with DD
train riding the zen television.

1109 S Santa Fe Ave, Los Angeles, CA 90021 + come kill me

04 Eat Your Heart - Micachu

gains observation

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