steps {bloodcryY + togepi}

prod me
https://soundcloud.com/tabfart2025 https://soundcloud.com/donttrustmaey

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/shuzei/ides-feat-cluu--donttrustmaey-3

¥$ides w/ cluu & donttrustmaey (+ shuzei)

@1fangs

lyrics: 

(me)

I just want to get high
and feel alive
meet me at the hideout
i’ll be right there
waiting for you
to return 
back in my arms
where you belong
this pain’s been killing me inside 
back to me, girl come back to me

it’s hard to say this 
yeah i hate this
cop gucci bracelets
you don’t want these
so complacent 
why you hating 
last week yeah you couldn’t get enough of me
guess we’ll see 
time will tell
but for now 
you put me through hell
oh well
i remind myself that it’s all in my head

I just want to get high
and feel alive
meet me at the hideout
i’ll be right there
waiting for you
to return 
back in my arms
where you belong
this pain’s been killing me inside 
back to me, girl come back to me

(fangs)

Come back to me, not just in my dreams When I wake alone, it's a nightmare scene It don't feel right, no. It don't feel like home.
Need you next to me, need to feel your pulse Chalk up, I can't get a hold of your phone Tough luck, I don't wanna go to the show alone I know, I could have been better-I know.
I can't keep on acting like I'm alright you know

(me)

where you belong
this pain’s been killing me inside 
back to me, girl come back to me

back to me w/ fangs (memry)

w/ @corpsekittyy

prod @9wren

lyrics:

anesthesia:

how the fuck i trust a bitch when i can’t even trust myself
ATL, i rep my city till they drag me down to hell
i been ghostin for a week but she keep tryna ring my cell
yea they tried keep me down but i crawled straight up out that well

like samara, all this ice on my wrists feelin like katara
mix the fendi bubble coat w chelsea boots from prada
got a bitch that crack your gourd open like gaara
full throttle in the i8 don’t drive no hondas

corpsekitty:

i rock up 
pull up in that bitch im so stocked up
im like the plug got all these drugs inside this prada
me n v stay cutting down the competition like katanas
b4th0ryy bitch thats the gang u never caught up

plastic surgery obsessed w precision
hands on my throat just make another incision
night falling wanna trace ur skin with crimson 
showed u my worst side but u dont listen

i had a vision
wish u were my addiction
want to succumb 2 u js let me b ur victim
infect me w ur sickness
cant be apart from u 
in love w the symptoms

anesthesia:

got a coven full of witches
know we takin care of business
you not hard bitch you a kitten
we blow brains out you blow kisses
he was talkin hella vicious
now he praying for forgiveness 
i’m no priest i’m not religious
but ill still give that bitch his penance
ain’t no case without a witness
if we ever catch you snitchin
we gon light you up like christmas
i got syrup in my cup so dark look like im sippin guinness

Ringu

ringu

ringu w/ corpsekitty (autopsy)

produced by @3t4aaann 
cover art by @girlfriendsmourning 

been it’s all day
i need to eat u
wrist the money make
i let u cut away

double down 
toe a line
so i fall
did for none
etching on mine
then all alone
 
you’re so lame
don’t you know
i could never be u
and it ain’t 
what i want
this time ima redo

the bangers fell off 
i really need u
if i leave this party alone
im gonna bleed too 

take a front row seat for the sequel
been so low i did none of my needles

dead just suffering
dusting it 
on my teeth 
bet u want a part of me
that’s only been of a need
you gotta watch me bleed

what you seen
a fall off
love it but its
all gone

plant a seed tomorrow
talk to me in morse code
they tryna call out
saying i can’t reach u

save my soul
where u going
can i meet u ?

dust (3T4)

lyrics:
is it really that hard
to tell the truth
right from the start?
guess im a fool
im so stuck
on u
on u

walking down the street
got doc martens on my feet
haven't slept in weeks
when u look at me im weak
posted with the clique
bitch im sick
i can't catch a break
looking for a way
to make reality just fade away
at my fucking limit
theres not much that i can take today
i got blurry vision
and its better if u stay away
it wont be the same as before
i'll be just fine right here on my own

is it really that hard
to tell the truth
right from the start?
guess im a fool
im so stuck
on u
on u
is it really that hard
to tell the truth
right from the start?
guess im a fool
im so stuck
on u
on u

i've been fooling myself from the start
told myself it's just a matter of time
couple hundred days of night
the fire's not yet to ignite

is it really that hard
to tell the truth
right from the start?
guess im a fool
im so stuck
on u
on u
is it really that hard
to tell the truth
right from the start?
guess im a fool
im so stuck
on u
on u

stuck on u (rainn god)

Instrumental by the man, the myth, the legendary topping, 'Mozartrella'
@moz-103259352

[I don’t wanna go to sleep
You’re not by my side
You’re all I see
When I close my eyes]

I died the day that you left me
Closed my eyes, was never resurrected
I honestly thought that this would never even happen
But I thought wrong, I wish we could’ve circumvented

I lied the day that you left me
Said I’m fine, I wasn’t and I can’t be
I honestly hoped that we could’ve reconnected
But that’s in my mind, I do not expect it

I think of it many times
I’ve been losing myself
It’s just a wall that I can’t climb
I’m not doing too well
I lie awake like every night
And I said I’d give ‘em hell
But I’m steady stuck inside

Yeah, I lied
Through my teeth
Yeah, I’m not fine
When I sleep and my eyes close
Again, you stand right there
The same place and the same air
Again, you tell me you don’t care
And all I did was stop and stare

[I just wanna go and scream, but I’m too tongue-tied
Do I love or hate you? I can’t decide
And I’m honestly just coping, I just tell myself these lies
I was hoping we could just coincide]

the day that u left me (moz)

prod @hurtwinds
mix @s0lemn

stay awake cause i need you
ive been so lost i cant see through
girl im really missing you
keep in touch cause i love you

do you love too
when you talk to me i get so blue
and this feeling in my chest isnt nothing new
i just wanna be with you
i just wanna see you

see you [hurtwinds]

@drewalongtheglare
@elixioo

<3

i dont wanna hit you where it hurts
if i were you i’d leave me and return
return, return, your making it worse
it sounds like the first all so make my return
did you wish hadn’t sayed that four nights
i just wished i never met you four times
and we knew this had to stop
im praying for a lot
wanna fix it
i wanna fix it
like you dont know me
feels like im floating
everything you told me
it was all a lie
and im not suprised
see the compromise
feels like everything we did
was it worth a try

ive been waiting so long to see you
you dont understand how much ive been a fool
why couldnt i be there to protect you (ohhh)
all i know is that i fucked up super badly
but i know that you cant forgive me
please leave a spot in your heart
so i know that you still love me

i dont wanna hit you where it hurts
if i were you i’d leave me and return
return, return, your making it worse
it sounds like the first all so make my return
did you wish hadn’t sayed that four nights
i just wished i never met you four times
and we knew this had to stop
im praying for a lot
wanna fix it
i wanna fix it
like you dont know me
feels like im floating
everything you told me
it was all a lie
and im not suprised
see the compromise
feels like everything we did
was it worth a try

(why couldnt i be there to protect you)

i dont wanna hit you where it hurts
if i were you i’d leave me and return
return, return, your making it worse
it sounds like the first all so make my return

bandlab

hit you where it hurts.*+ w/ drewalongtheglare (elixio)

cainhearts + s0lemn - lifetime to heal [counter]

afk gtg [bloodcryY]

withering , decaying , etc . 🥀🖤
-> ragdolldecay@gmail.com (she/they)

dust (3T4)

ragdolldecay

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