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MALDITO HUMANO

I walked right into life when i should have been
asleep for eternity safely tucked away i'll be
damned if i stay in this world it soon occured 
to me this ain't for me
at all, i fall 
to my knees
oh dear lord please
get me quickly out of here
i fear i cannot possibly 
accept this fate
at this rate
i'll be 
fifty
before you
realise the mistake
made
at the gate
it would appear
your holy staff
sent me here
instead of my well deserved bed
oh let me go bed

reincarnation is a nightmare

Reincarnation Is A Nightmare

its time to give up on my dreams 
its time to pretend that i am someone else
I know I'm nothing special
I know I have got nothing much to give
but it still stings
when its sinking in
it still stings
when its sinking in

failure is all i've ever known
being out of place is where i fit
and it still stings
every day i live

im sick of being sick
Im sick of sadness personified
im sick of living 
im sick of living with myself
and it still stings
when it all sinking in
and it still stings
every day i live

its time to give up on my myself
its time to give up like i never have before
it still stings

Failure

Heaven Sells

Audible Eyeroll

C'est une progression,
une perversion,
un chemin long,
et voilà l`horizon,
l`horizon!

Une fascination,
un peu grand,
ton sourire est lent,
et voilà l`horizon,
l`horizon!

T'as raison,
c`est pas notre temps,
et l`horizon peut-être …
q'une construction!

Construction!

L'horizon,
construction,
une illusion,
a la fin du temps!

HORIZON [11-2022]

DIY solo darkwave project from Seattle
https://linktr.ee/festeringwounds

Work
Mate
Die

Did i say i want to live
Did i say i want to work

Theyll take your money
Theyll take your life
Watch your back
Theyre all out to get you

You grow to be wary of these crooks
They do everything they can to powder up their looks
Enforced poverty
Im peoples property
Im sick of that
We have no sovereignty
Theres few to trust
And the government aint one of them
In god we front
Grovel over politicians phlegm

Manipulation
We feel it on the ground below
Stipulations
Go back on your lies

Rule with an iron fist
With your armies about
Produce oil and make their list
Show you what our armies about

Work
Mate
Die

Did i say i want to live
Did i say i want to work

Theyll take your money
Theyll take your life
Watch your back
Theyre all out to get you

System

Song from the compilation <Resistenza non Resilienza>

Zoltan Freitag - Pseudo Verità

NORMA LOY - Power of Spirit - SACRIFICE

Big thanks to n`° https://soundcloud.com/znuj for another great artwork.

Blinding Light

Lunar Refuge

Outrageously expressive vocalist and dancer, regrettably trapped in the tone-deaf body of a cage fighter - hence eternally death-embracing Goth
Deeply religious, yet extremely critical of a clearly unfinished project - Lord, what were thee thinking?
According to many, blasphemous, as I do not oppose a certain fallen angel. It just seems so obvious to me that this creature ('creation, see what I did there?), is just as necessary as the dear Lord himself - and is still trying to clean up some of the mess left behind. I think...
There are times when I've been known to express political thoughts, but only ever to desperately call for revolution and/or declare violence as acceptable as long as it is directed at fascists (and only as long as the good lord does not himself deal with these dickheads by bestowing upon them erectile disfunction and reserving them special rooms in hell). 
Strictly for freedom, opportunity, love, food, shelter, education, health, empathy and dreams. For a true, science based and supported, social democracy. Absolutely not in favour of any form of dictatorship, be that fascist or socialist. However, and to be clear - I am not somewhere in the middle, nor on a fence ;)

Musically, I like to think that I am influenced by classical music, as well as death and doom metal, gospel, blues, country, 80's pop, east-german 80's punk, gothic rock, Enya and, of course, Abba, however, when I listen to the stuff I churn out when I'm experiencing just the right level of depression, I can't help but be reminded of classics like 'Da Da Da' by Trio or 'I'm too sexy for my shirt' by Right Said Fred.
I'd love to liken my voice to heroes like David Bowie, Nick Cave, Blixa Bargeld, Peter Murphy, Andrew Eldritch, Dave Gahan, Marc Almond, Peter Steele and so many other real singers out there, but have to honestly say that, by carefully resisting the need to actually hit notes befitting the underlying musical arrangements, harmonies and ambience, I've managed to create a perfectly detuned and emotionally confused, yet consistently dislikeable style of my own. I wish I could say it grows on you ...

As all my remaining friends despair of my tyrannical tendencies (proudly displayed by diva-like tantrums) when participating in collaborative attempts to achieve somewhat melodious and/or rhythmic proclamations, I tend to squeeze these out all by my lone self. Should anyone out there feel capable (and inspired) to deal with an eternally intoxicated (by his own ego) and therefore very very angry individual, that (who?) is yet confusingly happy to sensually scream along any old tune (that does not glorify fascism), then please get in touch. 

Also happy if you get in touch if none of the above makes any sense to you, but you do like one or two of my songs - there must be someone out there ...

Thank you kindly for stopping by...

'Being humble dictates that I tell you not to take my music and words too seriously - but I don't mean it!' (Rausch, Psalm 384 (or thereabouts), 2021)

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