now the these designer pants fit me real nice.❄

Time

i wish the pain left when u did </3
.
.
.

this aint no drug problem
yeah this just me fallin
inside ur love
i got it
yeah do u think about it
1:50 am
i wanna kiss u again
if u hate the old me 
i'll be ur new boyfriend

if u hate me then u already half-way love me
dying in ur arms
i guess im half-way lucky
im alive 
but for how long
this aint goodbye
baby so long
kiss me goodnight
kiss me slow 
kiss me goodnight
kill me slow 
if u hate me then u already half-way love me
dying in ur arms
i guess im half-way lucky

can u look me in the eyes and say u hate me
can u look me in the eyes and say im crazy
u can tell me i was wrong and yes i know
but i want u to myself 
its all i want
and i wish the pain left when u did
but its love baby 
nobody ever wins
and i wish the pain left when u did 
but its love baby 
nobody ever wins
.
.
<3

-emo fruits aka young fruits basket

I WISH THE PAIN LEFT WHEN U DID (2K6)

produced by @notmorgn

this a story where depressed boys prosper
so imma flex till my heart stop knockin
imma ball imma buy my own coffin
shoutout to @rahkgee
cus we be fuckin flosssin
thats what we doin
while these fuckboys talkin
most these these bitches thots
and thats why you cant love them
man recently my life has been feeling like a trap
nineteen years up on this earth already wanna pass
everyday i wake up im a burden to myself
im a fucking walking ghost, a dusty picture on the shelf
but im still ballin
cus i hide my pain man but someday
this pain gon turn into some fame
thats why they fuckin with me 
cus my money stay expanding
lil shawty gimme top
but she dont speak my language
and please shut the fuck
with that talkin bitch
im tryna get numb
i aint at this party for fun
and please shut the fuck up 
about that bitch 
man im tryna get numb
i wish i didnt have to do this
she on all fours like a buddist
i wish i didnt go through this
i aint got feelings is it cool bitch
now please dont mind me
im tryna get numb, numb
you know i used to love the feeling
im tryna get numb, numb
now please dont mind me
im tryna get numb, numb
you know i used to love the feeling
im tryna get numb, numb
now please dont mind me
im tryna get numb, numb
you know i used to love the feeling
im tryna get numb, numb

numb

mixed and mastered by @notmorgn

@supachefm 🎱✨🕸

always been violent 
never just learned to keep quiet 
ion like turning the page
struggle to pick up my eyelids
i keep on hiding in home
if u don't like me just go
i keep on trying to stay
but you don't want me all alone
time keeps on turning away 
why do you always need space?
i don't care about the times that you fucked up wit him 
you've been fucking wit me to my face
follow my vision
 and dick down these bitches 
idgaf what the people will say
its in my imprint 
theres something thats different 
the way that i sing and the way that i sway
you keep on trying to copy my plays
i cant see shit i am lost in a haze
all of my life ive been smoking away
tripping on chemicals deep in my brain

slide in that bitch and i tear up the sides
riding the wave you aint catching the vibes
i hit her up every time that I'm high
what if i told you i wanted to die?

Free Download

every time that im high (prod. notmorgn)

SheWannaSeeMeGlo ✨ w/ guccihighwaters + kevinacell [prod. gg rahkavelli]

prod. @notmorgn 

beat tag: @gucccifer

while im sleeping spiders crawl into my chest
now that im coming up people act like they're impressed 
and honestly no i don't wanna collab
i been goin so hard got my foot right on the gas
paypal on me convert it into cash
gosha pants staying cozy in the lab
im feeling happy ain't it sad
cus when im sad my shit be way passed 
any expectation that i ever fucking had
fuck expectancy got blades up in the bag
fuck friends i be with my fucking gang
black benz imma get one in the end

knew i'd see you in my dreams so i napped then
do or die release the tension lay back then
i swear these dreams feel real
like how am i awake yeah i really can't feel
been out of touch but no dont wanna say it
victim in your game but don't wanna fucking play it
serpents keep me safe my grave is locked away
the spiders that i see make reality strange

face down jaw biting on the pavement 
stomp that shit down now u get a free face lift
dont fuck it up i been feeling amazing 
water on my wrist and in my stomach im hydrated

knew i'd see you in my dreams so i napped then
do or die release the tension lay back then
i swear these dreams feel real
like how am i awake yeah i really can't feel
been out of touch but no dont wanna say it
victim in your game but i don't wanna fucking play it
serpents keep me safe my grave is locked away
the spiders that i see make reality strange

these dreams feel real

ft: @barrenwaste
prod: @anobodyreally x @cpt_sad

where the fuck are my friends at?
dont bother hitting me up, im busy anyway
where the fuck is my girl at?
100 miles away exploring every frat

getting dubbed like its payback
for all the fucked up shit
that i cant even admit
i dont care im just anxious
we got some plans to be famous
i dont know if i can take this
money good, but the paper faceless
im so useless, didnt choose this
feeling clueless, send me cute pics
like you used to
got a new life
that im getting used to
drunk in my room
like im Free Throw
in the back row
with my hopes up
and my head down low
man im stressed out
getting aquainted with all of my thoughts
hoping ill turn out to be who im not
grabbing a knife just to cut out the coms
my heart in the fridge where i ice out my head
my brain is a mess, id be better off dead
cant fight up the courge to end my own life
but find out the futures got reasons to live
i cannot go, but i wanna bail
burried in woes, to sorrow i hail
i drink from the veil just to swallow my tongue
maybe ill join up the 27 club

where the fuck are my friends at?
dont bother hitting me up, im busy anyway
where the fuck is my girl at?
100 miles away exploring every frat
getting dubbed like its payback
for all the fucked up shit
that i cant even admit
i dont know if i can take this
all my life ive been faceless

yeah i did some things
i don’t want to say
same as for you
so it goes both ways
don’t need this high horse 
you rode on in
its been too fucking long
since you sang the same old song
to try to get my sing along
but don’t you ever try again
im sick of all this patience
that I’ve been always fading
and try to get back
but its never helping that
i can’t understand the relations
between you and i
theres nothing left
but there always something else
that I’m wondering 
why do you always come back
to try to get me in
inside my own head
to try to trick myself
to think i love you again
it always works somehow
until i realize 
its nothing that i want now
its nothing that i need
but you always try to 
convince me

Follow me <3

faceless (ft. barren) [prod. ʎpoqou x yesterday]

OFFLINE

down the slopes i'm going [prod. offline]

artwork: @levistrauck 
engineer: @tobaccobowl

Cemetery Love (prod. Purpy B)

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IC7Ak_JNOWA
hosted by sad chill </3

@prodreaper

i cant feel a fucking thing
keep my eyes up to the rain
death is callin out my name
it's not too late to call again
the sky starts fallin on my face
but i'll always pull up to the same old place
marijuana rolled up, hit a gram to the face
said it's never been so good to fucking feel so dead

it could never be the same
put the double barreled to my brain
next to my 40 oz and pack of cigs
i'll paint a picture with the parts that remain

what would you do
if we could go back and maybe change some things?
if only you knew
that i'd do it all again just to get to where i'm at
sometimes ur eyes turn blue
and sunshines look fine without
or anybody that i knew
yeah, weeks go by where i don't think about you

sometimes ur eyes turn blue (prod. reaper) </3 music video in description </3

Safe Sin
IG: @safesinn

PinkCig:
IG: @pinkcig
SC: @pinkcig

Xena:
IG: www.instagram.com/prodxena/
FB: www.facebook.com/prodxena/
YT: goo.gl/C1RvL

PINKSIN - DUNGEON (PROD. XENA)

enjoy <3

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<3 LYRICS <3

and so as it seems no one wants me around
so i’ll pack up and leave and not come back to town
you’ll forget about me and hold feelings u found
it’s a burden on me but i still think about
my old house where my demons live
my old room i used to do acid in
if there’s one thing i’ve learned from all of this
its that getting older jus means u hate shit

and so as it seems i’m a nihilist now
everything bothers me without making a sound
hollow chest broken heart i wake up feeling doubt
i just want it to end can u please help me out
i just need u
to guide me thru
this stupid thing that’s in my head
i’m going thru
i feel betrayed every day i’m awake
i just want it to end is that too much to ask 
for fucks sake


and so as it seems no one wants me around
so i’ll cut both my wrists til i fucking bleed out
leave my body to waste in my room where u found
me lying there when u promised u would help
but it’s too late
i’m near the light
my body aches
and honestly i’m terrified
but one things for certain i’m glad that it’s over
and as my life flashes by i spent none sober

and so as it seems i wish i could relive
all the moments i wasted jus shooting the shit
with myself in the mirror on drugs as a kid
i’ll miss u my dear but don’t cry not one bit
i’m sorry
i hate me too
i can’t go back
i should’ve stayed alive for u
and now that it’s over i hate this decision
can u hold me closer i’m losing my vision 
:( ripp

a song about dying *p. sorrow bringer*

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-https://soundcloud.com/cxldblxxd
-https://twitter.com/CXLD_BLXXD
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-https://instagram.com/lilbearshawty

LYRICS:

lying on the asphalt
i know that it’s my fault
leave me out to dry
so i can wonder what u think of
lying on the asphalt
just know it’s not ur fault
leave u out to dry
so u can wonder what i think of

i say that i miss u
u say that i misuse
everything give in to me
like my phone and my issues
pointing out all my flaws
i just want someone’s love
and that somebody is u
i wonder how u feel love
i know that it’s not fair
i just cannot see clear
what they mean when they all say
this live is worth another day
my heads on the table
i’m feeling unstable
i want u to love me bad
it’s fine if ur not able

lying on the asphalt
i know that it’s my fault
leave me out to dry
so i can wonder what u think of
lying on the asphalt
just know it’s not ur fault
leave u out to dry
so u can wonder what i think of

i say that i miss u
u say that i misuse
everything give in to me
like my phone and my issues
pointing out all my flaws
i just want someone’s love
and that somebody is u
i wonder how u feel love
i know that it’s not fair
i just cannot see clear
what they mean when they all say
this live is worth another day
my heads on the table
i’m feeling unstable
i want u to love me bad
it’s fine if ur not able

lying on the asphalt
i know that it’s my fault
leave me out to dry
so i can wonder what u think of
lying on the asphalt
just know it’s not ur fault
leave u out to dry
so u can wonder what i think of
FUCK

ʕ ཀ ⌂ ཀ ʔ

lying on the asphalt *p. cxld blxxd*

Produced by Paryo

Lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O_joXtIT0is

LUV U BABY WHY YOU NEVER TELL THE TRUTH

Lyrics:

[Verse]
see i've been trynna find a way
but cant escape this fucking place
and you know that i'm fine
had to say it just in case
trynna stay in my own lane
dont give a fuck bout what u say
all i see is fucking rain
and trynna live with all this pain
all i do is fucking sleep
heres my heart that you can keep
yes i know that love is fake
but i fell in it way too deep
i cant go back theres no help
yeah i rather burn in hell
being stranded in the woods
just wanna die, i wish i could

[Chorus]
i survived, but no one tried
can you look me in my eyes
not much time for me to hide
help me find a brighter light
yeah im fine but theres a line
i have nobody by my side
it's been ages since i cried
thats why im stuck inside my mind
i dont know what to do
i was waiting here for you
come and save me, luv you baby
why you never tell the truth
fucked up feelings,
have no meanings, 
stayed up 2 nights
it got me bleeding
why you gotta do this
tell me why

[Bridge]
yeah tell me why
i stayed up 2 nights
tell me why

baby i tried
waiting for you 
but you didn't reply
why, why

[Verse]
see i've been trynna find a way
but cant escape this fucking place
and you know that i'm fine
had to say it just in case
trynna stay in my own lane
dont give a fuck bout what u say
all i see is fucking rain
and trynna live with all this pain
all i do is fucking sleep
heres my heart that you can keep
yes i know that love is fake
but i fell in it way too deep
i cant go back theres no help
yeah i rather burn in hell
being stranded in the woods
just wanna die, i wish i could

[Chorus]
i survived, but no one tried
can you look me in my eyes
not much time for me to hide
help me find a brighter light
yeah im fine but theres a line
i have nobody by my side
it's been ages since i cried
thats why im stuck inside my mind
i dont know what to do
i was waiting here for you
come and save me, luv you baby
why you never tell the truth
fucked up feelings,
have no meanings, 
stayed up 2 nights
it got me bleeding
why you gotta do this
tell me why

Biteki びてき

brighter light (prod. Paryo)

LYRICS:

I hesitate
Judging by the past
Went through a heartbreak
Hope you'll be the last girl
Honey if not, you're my best mistake

Baby come over
I miss you
Cry on my shoulder
Girl I'll be your tissue
Stay 'til the morning
No that ain't an issue
Hard not to open my eyes 
When I kiss you
Underneath the moonlight
In the grass
Wrapped in my arms
Hold you tight
Summer went fast
When you asked
For a good time
Now I'm too attached
Just to pass on you girl
I need to stay relaxed so we last

All around
Still a mess
Hung up on what she said
Back then
Ended on a cold note
Went solo
Tonight I'm gonna let go
Full psycho
So meet me in the back if you wanna ride
I can show you to my bed
Sing a lullaby
You can sleep in my arms for the whole night
With your hand on my heart
Til the sunrise

I hesitate
Judging by the past
Went through a heartbreak
Hope you'll be the last girl
Honey if not, you're my best mistake

Baby come over
I miss you
Cry on my shoulder
Girl I'll be your tissue
Stay 'til the morning
No that ain't an issue
Hard not to open my eyes 
When I kiss you
Feel it in my heart
I don't wanna be the bad guy
Keeping us apart
Guess I'm used to being sad like
Baby let's restart and just runaway
No more living in the dark
In the night of day

She's sweet like candy
You know we sleep like marriage
Promise girl, I
No rollie
Give you my time for holding
She like to self-imagine
Baby girl, Balenciaga my habit
Buy you some diamonds
And mix it with magic tonight, baby

Baby come over
I miss you
Cry on my shoulder
Girl I'll be your tissue
Stay 'til the morning
No that ain't an issue
Hard not to open my eyes 
When I kiss you
Underneath the moonlight
In the grass
Wrapped in my arms
Hold you tight
Summer went fast
When you asked
For a good time
Now I'm too attached
Just to pass on you girl
I need to stay relaxed so we last

-Vocals, Guitar, Production, Mixed & Mastered by Dustin Gill-

Arcane Fantasy IV

Prod: @bornhero
Art by Niggaara:
https://twitter.com/Niggaara
https://www.instagram.com/niggaara/

I'mma be alright, like a skeleton at midnight
Writing all my songs all alone by my desk light
I'm inside my head saying that I'll never feel right
Pieces of me hiding, always running from the spotlight

On a steady diet of daydreams and fantasies
Everyone around me always seems to want a part of me
I'm falling all apart
I'm trying to forget that part
I got dead roses in my garden
I can't even bring em back from starving
Won't let you inside, like I'm hardened

I'mma be alright, like a skeleton at midnight
Writing all my songs all alone by my desk light
I'm inside my head saying that I'll never feel right
Pieces of me hiding, always running from the spotlight

Midnight (prod. Born Hero)

1800DEADBOY





Im Just Another Wasted Youth

I
Die 
Alone


1800DEADBOY

rahk gee
i feel so empty
ggrahkavelli@gmail.com

SheWannaSeeMeGlo ✨ w/ guccihighwaters + kevinacell [prod. gg rahkavelli]

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