LYRICS: when I think I'm doin what I'm s'pose to be doin'
but I think i only think and that im not really doin... am I doin alright?
Did I walk or did I run down the path undone?
Did I stumble over something and accidently shoot a gun?
Am I a properly blanced wheel or just an empty tire?
Are my words giving life or are they setting you on fire?

Is something wrong with where i'm goin'now Lord I...
I wanna hear Your words of truth 2 Timothy 2:15
If I need correction slap me down so I can see where I am wrong
Give me all Your good reproof. 2 Timothy 3:16-17

I wanna think Your thoughts and I wanna hear Your heartbeat
thumpin' in my chest yeah I think that's how it should be right, alright, alright
When I'm walking by Your Word and I think I'm doing well
It's time to take heed so I don't fall right into Hell (1 Corinthians 10:12)
Am I an upright man or is this a delusion?
A cool, healing balm or a burning, molten extrusion? I wanna know!

Alright, Alright

Started this song in 2018 and just finished it today. I had the typical hang ups of "it's not good enough" and stuff like that. Time to put that aside. If this song offends you, then good. I relate to this song in that I was a haughty and knowitall kind of guy before I came to Christ. I thought I had it all figured out and I was dead wrong. If you don't know Jesus as your Lord and Saviour then I hope this song about my own experience helps you to consider your ways.



LYRICS: At this time, I'm lookin at the sunrise

and I know it's just a gaseous ball

not unlike all the other stars

and I find wonder in the things

I make. the works of my hands are so grand

I just can't be wrong



many times those religious people they call Christians

Show up and tell me how to live

yeah every time they show up I use my knowledge and my reason

to tell them they don't know a thing



Take a bow mister know-it-all

you always got to have the upper hand

Lift your head mister know-it-all

and maybe you'd realize it's stuck in the sand



At this time I'm lookin at the stars shine

and I know stars don't really fall

it's really just a meteroid

and I feel like I ain't got much more to learn

but why is that my heart burns when I think of death?



Take your L mister know-it-all

You're trapped under the weight of your own sin

Lift your hands mister know-it-all

Submit your faith to Him and He'll let you in



Romans 1:20 "For since the creation of the world His invisible attributes are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even His eternal power and Godhead, so that they are without excuse"

Mister Knowitall

LOOPABLE SONG



Psalm 91:1 "He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty"



James 4:8 says, "Draw near to God, and He'll draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners and purify your hearts you double-minded." God wants to have a real, living relationship with you and that's why He sent His son Jesus Christ to be born of a virgin, live a sinless life before God as a man, took up a cross that should've been ours and rose from the dead to prove that His death paid for our sins and that He is victorious over sin, death and the devil. If we seek to be near God in our lives, it will not just be an open display when we are at church, it will be a desire to seek God when no one else is around too. The reality is that God wants (and deserves) you're whole life, not just Sunday and not just when we are around others (Romans 12:1). As David said, "Let us fall into the hand of the LORD, for His mercies are great" (excerpt from 2 Samuel 24:14) God is much better at handling my needs and problems than I am, let's call on Him!



DAW: FL Studio



Instruments used: Electric 4 string mandolin with flatwound strings, Electric tenor guitar w/single coil pups tuned GDAE



Vocals: Wife. I actually blew a hole in my voice box and thyroid a few weeks ago, so I can't sing/talk



Samples: FL sample pack for woman singing and Pixabay for the siren and phone ringing sound (the dial 911 was done with 3xOsc)

Secret 911

This one was started in June of 2020 and I'm calling it good enough now. This idea actually came to me about what Jesus has done for me, who I used to be, and what I went through in relation to the name of a local band some of my highschool friends were in together. I always thought it was the dumbest name "Fractures In Fear"... I lived in constant fear: fear of failing, fear of making myself look stupid, fear of people finding out what I was really like, fear of pain, fear of death and the list went on. It just never made sense to me, they didn't sing about anything that had to do with the name of the band. So I had thought back to that and found that I had a new appreciation for that name because of how Jesus set me free from all that constant fear--, but He didn't just fracture it, He shattered it into pieces and threw those pieces away! No more fear of death!



I have an old song I wrote on here from 2010 called "The Fear" which was an expression of my fear of death. I always knew since I was a little child that if I died there would be nothingness (blackness) and burning and I was terrified. Nobody told me this, I just inherently knew it! I eventually became an atheist but that didn't change what I knew about death, so I became a Satanist so I could have power over my destiny. I was a disgusting person, entirely absorbed in evil and my mind was whacked. When I finally came to the end of myself in the back of a trailer in North Carolina I opened a $1 Bible and read Luke. I read that gospel with an open mind and found that Jesus is what I had needed all along. His death on the cross means my sins are paid for and His resurrection on the 3rd day proves it, all I had to do was believe, turn away from my sin (repent of the bad stuff you do), and make Him the Lord (master) of my life and I would have eternal life. No more burning and darkness for me, HALLELUJAH!



If you want to know more about Jesus Christ, have any questions about the Bible or how you can get saved too, just message me on here!



Lyrics, lyrics, LYRICSSSS:

Chorus:



You put the fractures in my fear: shattered it with nails that pierced

Through Your flesh into my cross

You shine the light on what I've been: a monster entombed in sin

I've left the asylum I won't go back



Verse 1:



In my obsession for a lonely place, in solitude is where I'd greet them

The waking nightmares that would captivate. I Won't look away cuz I enjoy them

Wasting away in front of twisted figures, denizens of disgust

I loved them more and more everyday til there was noone left to trust



Verse 2:



In my screaming I would propagate my eternal fear and temporal hate

believing truth is something I create, becoming more and more a retrobate



Bridge 1:



Hidden behind an internal disguise, I can't believe me- I am a lie

Tinged with the scent of the fire- The penalty of my waking desires

over and over- over and over again I hide from and decieve my family and my friends

Change me from the inside out Lord! I just cannot make my fears come to end myself



Bridge 2:



Close to the dare I dared not do I would have dared if not for you

Each night I stared into the void paralyzed by fear inside... but

Fractures In Fear

Lyrics:

Where were you last night? I waited for you. I was outside in the car til the AM of 2.
But you didn't show- and I want to know- whatever happened to- this guy I knew
Who was always there for me and the Church crew? Don't think I haven't noticed what you do
when you think that you're unnoticed, i've seen this, i think that

You've been hit in the face with sleep powder
Got dragged right through the grass with secret power
When you do come around you're a downer
Cuz you left your faith out to flounder

No~ Don't let your faith go
This sleep makes you weak and unfaithful
No~ Don't let your God go
Jesus is calling, His call to awaken you

Ephesians 5:13-14 But all things that are exposed are made manifest by the light,
for whatever makes manifest is light. Therefore He says: "Awake, you who sleep,
arise from the dead, and Christ will give you light"

Well here I am again, I'm waiting for you. You said you needed to talk and I'm happy to
I've got my Bible open- and I am praying, hoping- You will come along- and I'll finish this song
On a positive note, but I don't see you and a glance at the clock says you're late
I don't think you didn't notice. You know this. I think that

(CHORUS)

when you dream a dream of wonderful sleep
a Drowzee dream eater won't let you go too deep
A nightmare from the ghosts of your past may attack
Another sleep powder will put you right back
to sleep

(CHORUS)

(BRIDGE)

I pray you awaken before the wake up slap!

Awaken!

Get up!

Sleep Powder

We are in the last days and Jesus is coming back for His children very soon, but what is the Church Universal doing? We are in the days of the Laodicean Church (Revelation 3:14-19). It's time to stop going with the flow and living with false assurance! Follow Jesus Christ of Nazareth and He will guide you! Repent and pray that the Holy Spirit would revive us as individuals that we might be revived on a larger scale!
Lyrics:
Not seein' a lot of goin' 'round
Seein' a lot of sittin' down where no one's all around
White are these heads of wheat who want to be where we are
We know the words He said
Go tell the world about Me
Go tell the world about Me
And here we are clownin' lookin' like fools
Here we are loungin' in a vast pool
(selah)
I'm seein' a lot of compromise,
seein' a lot of broken lives with no hope in their eyes
others all think they're fine while they don't even know the Word
We know the words He said
Go and tell the world about Me
Go and tell the world about Me
And here we are clownin', lookin' like fools
Here we are loungin' in a vast pool
(Revelation 3:20-22)

Clownin'

My song here is about how I (and really anyone) can feel alone and desirous of perfection and fulfillment (Heaven). I at one point did not know what this desire was for and used to try and fill my emptiness with many different things, but I have found that Jesus Christ is the only one who can bring us fullness of joy. I still get sad and often just because of my own idiocy or selfishness, but Jesus did not promise a sorrow free life here on Earth. God will wipe our tears away later (Reveleation 21), but God wants us to be upset and broken over our wasting world and the people in it that are bound up in sin because that is His heart. God is not happy when the wicked perish and desires that all men be saved. Jesus Himself said in Matthew 5:4, "Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted." All this to say, I am looking forward to Heaven and I find peace and comfort knowing that by the shed blood of the Lamb and His resurrection I will go to Heaven to be in the presence of God and out of the presence of sin altogether.

Lyrics:
I am not the only fish in the sea
Although sometimes it feels like it's just me
When there's no one around I can get lost in blue
When there's no one around- When there's no one around...

It feels like there's a light up there and it's calling my name (Romans 8:30)
I want to fly but I need to shed my scales and fins (2 Cor 5:1)
This desire I- I know I can't ignore anymore
I'm gonna try! I wanna fly!

I am not the only fish in the sea
Although right now it feels like it's just me
When there's no one around I can get lost in blue
When there's no one around I turn to You

You're calling and I want to answer the call to be all Yours
I want to fly but I need to shed my ails and sins
This desire I- I put it in Your hands and trust Your time
And when I die- Yeah, when I die... I'm gonna fly!

Only Fish

Satan currently is the master of this world and whether you like it or not you are either serving Jesus Christ as your personal Lord and Saviour, or you're not and by default you are serving the devil and his world system. I say by default because you can serve yourself and all, but whatever you serve if it ain't Jesus Christ of Nazareth you are doing exactly what the devil wants you to do. Satan will let you do whatever you want, but doesn't want you to be saved and go to Heaven, because he hates God and the only way he can hurt God is by messing with those whom He loves and that's you and me. I say again, the devil will let you do whatever you want as long as you do not accept Jesus as Lord and seek God and live for Him with all your heart. He doesn't want the truth to come out that is already written in God's word either: That he is already defeated and has zero control over those who choose to be born again, washed in the blood of Jesus Christ!



James 4:7 says, "Submit to God, resist the devil and he (the devil) will flee from you."



This song describes the Leviathan who IS Satan, how he has control over the Earth and those who are not set apart for Jesus, how he and his system tempts all of us, how he will be freaking out soon because his time here is drawing to a close, and how he will have an end in the lake of fire that burns forever and ever and will never be an issue ever again. I chose to speak of the Leviathan as Gyarados (a monster from the Pokemon game series) in the lyrics simply for aesthetic, considering the genre of music.



Lyrics:

An enterprise that says eternity lies

Promising you a future

One where you can do whatever you want 

with no consequence

It's been around since the fall of our kind

It's presence evident now

More than ever you can see the way

It's leader stands at the helm



Tempting you and me

To apostasy

Dragging you and me

Into slavery

Tempting you and me

to apostasy

Surrounding you and me

With vulgarity



Master expose to them who he really is, this puppeteer of our dying

Legless lizard, prowling ever seeking whom he may devour

power flexing hour after hour, his time's going sour



He knows he's lost, but he ain't giving ground

he'll fight us all to the death

Frothing water as he rises out the sea

and breathing right in your ear



Tempting you and me

To apostasy

Dragging you and me

Into slavery

Tempting you and me

to apostasy

Surrounding you and me

With vulgarity



Revelation 20:1-3

and I saw an angel coming down from Heaven, having the key to the bottomless pit

and a great chain in his hand. And he laid hold on the dragon, that old serpent,

which is the Devil and Satan and bound him a thousand years, and cast him into

the bottomless pit and shut him up and set a seal upon him that he should deceive

the nations no more, till the thousand years should be fulfilled:

and after that he must be loosed a little season...



Legless lizard, prowling ever seeking whom he may devour

power flexing hour after hour, his time's going sour



Gyarados, the dragon's rage ends here

You are no longer a threat

You and your brethren will eternally dwell

in the fiery lake!

Vulgyarados

Psalm 51:17 says, "The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise"

I want to have a broken heart for the things that make God sad. I want to have a broken heart for the people God loves, those who have accepted His Son Jesus Christ of Nazareth as saviour and those who haven't. God loves everyone and He wants everyone to be saved, He also desires that no man should perish, but He gives us the freedom to choose from either the death that you are already doomed to die or to take up your cross, follow Jesus and be given abundant, eternal life.



I don't want to have a heart that is hardened against God and His Spirit or His people or the lost. My God is in the business of mending broken hearts and I pray that He would break any hardness in my heart and make me soft hearted.

I made this song 5 years ago and still haven't recorded any vocals or finished any draft of lyrics, so for now I'm just putting it up here as an instrumental.

Break My Heart (instrumental)

Romans 5:7-8 says, "Now, most people would not be willing to die for an upright person, though someone might perhaps be willing to die for a person who is especially good. But God showed his great love for us by sending Christ to die for us while we were still sinners." God treasures you so much that He sent His ONLY BEGOTTEN Son into this world so He could live a perfect, sinless life and die on the cross so that you may have eternal life in Heaven. God treasures us all, but those who make the decision to follow Christ will be treasured forever in Heaven because we are bought and paid for in full with the blood of Christ. Jesus said in Matthew 13:45-46, "Again, the Kingdom of Heaven is like a merchant on the lookout for choice pearls. When he discovered a pearl of great value, he sold everything he owned and bought it!"

Lyrics:

He sought me when the religious had cast me out
He loved me when my heart was filled with doubt
Far from believing in the way and the truth
He Taught me though I am hard hearted and shallow
Illuminated my path so I can go
Trusting in the way the truth and light

When the world told me I'm nothing more than garbage
He picked me out of the can and set me up
on the rock so I can stand. oh yeah

When the world told me I was garbage like I know I am
He told me "you are treasured by the Great I Am"

His opinion is the business and I hope that you be gettin 'is (this)
It's not about yo money or your fame or fitness
It's not the sin that you sick with that defines you: if you is His
then you is His beloved jewel
His love is irrational it goes beyond the national 
mindset of an American dream that can't fulfill yo being
Them 4 cars and 2 houses ain't a treasure to Him
It's welcomin' you into His house that is a pleasure to Him 

I am a treasure in the House of The LORD
like a pearl of great price He paid the price to afford
I am a treasure in the house of the LORD
He chose to call me His child by His will and accord

I Am A Treasure

I made most of this in 2016. I had intended to make it a full length song, but could never figure on where to go with it. I came to it today and decided to make it about Jesus' 'Triumphal Entry' into Jerusalem. You see, the Sunday before Jesus went to the cross Jesus came into Jerusalem riding on a donkey that had never been ridden before and as He came lots of people were praising Him as the Messiah and waving palm branches and laying their clothes on the ground before Him. I know that you might be thinking it would have been better to release this on 'Palm Sunday', but we as Christians are not held to holidays and the like, but are to celebrate our Saviour every single day.



Luke 19:37-38 Then, as He was now drawing near the descent of the Mount of Olives, the whole multitude of the disciples began to rejoice and praise God with a loud voice for all the mighty works they had seen,  saying: “ ‘Blessed is the King who comes in the name of the Lord!’ Peace in heaven and glory in the highest!”

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