Produced by The Eggman, Nick "Unknown Nick" Audino

Big Bang

Bleeding Edge

This is my first published edit, excited to continue to release more this year.

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xo,
kaysh

ME vs U x kaysh edit

LYRICS: I want to give it up 

I want to give it up
I want to call it over 
I want to shoot the dove 
I want to leave the solider

I want to let it go
I want to drop the boulder 
I want to get fucked up
God remind me why I’m sober 

I want to call the time
One eleven in the morning 
I want to close those eyes 
Doctor please leave we’re in mourning 

Is this what I really want?
Is this what I really want?

I want you to be mine
Call me baby, hold me closely 
If you can’t I’ll let hope die 
Your love can only leave me slowly 

I would rather back out now 
Then endure the pain of knowing 
You do not feel the same 
The tears I fear already flowing  

Is this what you really want?
Is this what you really want?

I want to give it up

LYRICS:

If you are the love of my life 
It will hurt even more 
Because now my illusions been shattered 
And I knew it before  
I can’t save everyone 
But I thought if you are the “one” I could save you 
It hits me like a bright yellow bullet 
The truth I’ve known deep down all along 
I cannot save everyone
But if I can’t save even the one
I can save no one at all 

So I
I’ll take it like a champ
I’ll take it on the chin 
When you come crawling back 
Baby I’ll let you in 
Cus now I finally know 
It’s not about the game 
There is no win or lose 
I just want to play 
If you come back would you stay? 
I just want to play 

But can I save no one? 
That isn’t my truth 
I look in the mirror at someone everyday who I could lose 
But not if I save her
And him I can save 
I can save them for the rest of my days 

So I 
I’ll take it like a champ
I’ll take it on the chin 
But when you come crawling back 
I might not let you in 
Cus now I finally know 
It’s not about the game 
It’s not win or lose 
I just wanna play 
You benched yourself that day
I deserve to play 
One man on the field is not a game, baby 
And I deserve to play 

We deserve to play 

THE CHAMP

BONG BING

Lyrics:



He liked to rant to me about her blind ambition 
He liked to tell me how she was such an evil villain 
He’d go on and on about the sexcapdes and her fucked up taste and his great escape 

She liked to caution me about his whimsical ways 
Loved to remind me about how he wouldn’t stay
She’d go on and on about his confused state and how he didn’t deserve a place in the court I’d made 

But behind my back 
Behind closed doors 
Behind the clothes on the floor 
Behind memory gaps and 
And “never agains”
A few sombedies fucked up real bad   

Under sheets 
Away from me 
After virtual meet and greets 
You tried to fix your self esteem 
By fucking with me 

You feel in love with her when she was 21
You fell in love with her with your face in the mud
You fell in love with her when you were 36

Holy Shit 
How did you justify it 

You fell in love with him when he was 36 
You knew your fucking around with him would put a sponsee at risk  
You fell in love with him when you were 46 

Holy Shit
How did you justify it 

Another proficient healer 
Falls from grace to a fucked up preacher 
And as I, now alone remember 
The child molester 
The same seven words loop in my head 


Holy Shit 
How did you jusifty it

How Did You Justify It? (rough vocal draft)

Prod. (TAYLOR KING )
r.i.p Gus <3
additional prod. (ditty beatz)

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How Did You Justify It? (rough vocal draft)

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