the last time i took for granted 
that i would see somebody later 
i never saw them again
and that is why although 
you say it's just goodbye
i'm still scared that it might be the end

but you have to go 
you've got to stay
please never leave
get the fuck away

but i will never let you down
and you will never let me fall
it doesn't really matter how far you go
'cause we will never be nothing at all

i have a real issue with people leaving
reality's deceiving me
they are not dead
and so the issue i have with you leaving - 
because of how much you mean to me
- is all in my head

[reprise]
who's gonna dress up and play with me
and who's gonna duet 'stay' with me
and who's gonna make me that much taller
it feels like my house is missing a wall now

but she's gonna take over the USA
throw daggers, dust and smoke and shade
 
mister, mister, fierce and tall
don't let them smash in your back door
mister, mister, my clinic sister
i hope you know how much we'll miss ya

now she's gonna take over the USA
throw daggers, dust and smoke and shade

mister, mister, my clinic sister
i hope you know how much we'll miss ya

WARS

From the new collection Commotio Cordis: Bloodfist B​-​Sides & Demos

The Ghost, The Wolf

being infatuated with a person to the point of obsession, and just as you’re managing to pull yourself away, they lure you in with that little glimmer of irrational hope; and you’re right back to where you started.

Masters (Demo)

From the "Blades" EP, available for FREE download from http://www.rainbowdown.co.uk/music

Hourglass

From the "Blades" EP, available for FREE download from www.rainbowdown.co.uk/music

Blades

Witcchhes

my homage (very much a demo, and done for fun) to Beyonce. 

IRREPLACEABLE (RD Queen Beyoncles cover)

a cover i've been working on. 

listen to the original by CRIM3S, it's fucking amazing: 
https://soundcloud.com/crim3s/stillgoin

still goin - CRIM3S [ruff piano version]

I’ll suffer in silence
Though I feel like a virus
I’ll sacrifice everything
As long as you stay with me

No, I won’t commit suicide
I’ll stick around for you, half alive
I’ll pretend that I’m satisfied with life
But I’ll die if you leave me.

I’ll do it all for you, is there anything else I can do? 

For you

Never thought I’d need anyone and I’d be dead by 21
But now that you’ve saved me I’m going fucking crazy
I thought I could slip away ‘cause life was always a mistake
I’m ruined now I need you and you say that you need me too

ULTIMATE (for you)

It’s been a year without you
So many tears gave out 
you wouldn’t believe it was true
You’d smoke it off, and then cry too

It’s been a year without you
To make you proud, just like I promised you
But surviving, 
making it through the days was hard enough 

‘cause I always missed you

It’s been a year, and it’s been crazy
So many months are hazy spaces
What did I do?

It’s been a year of missing meaning
Keeping busy, heavy drinking
But what could I do? 

‘cause I always missed you x 3

I won’t judge myself for laughter, anger or black misery
And I won’t judge myself when I am faced with my mortality
And I won’t judge myself for any single thing that I might do 
In another year without you. 

Because I’ll always miss you


Virgo

"like a punk singing over breakbeat"

gloom pop

https://rainbowdown.bandcamp.com

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