QU1ET #SUSPENSE ((S1NINJA)) #DRIFT4W4Y

produced by @histarkey & @dreamno7e
mixed by me

i'm sorry for being gone for awhile,
i needed some time on my own to grow.
a garden needs healthy soil to thrive
I had to learn to love myself 
for me to love you
and I hope you do the same

I have a wonderful world I want to show you
my love, and i'll hold your hand walking through it.

yours truly,
- joie

lyrics:

i ain't do this before
we both did our best
you know we're new to this
of course
i can't keep trying to
fix what i've not broken
i feel paralyzed i'm frozen
you wear a mask
disguise your emotions
do you like me after all?
after all?
is it likely the afterthought?
and adderall?
and the light green pastel walls
covered in alcohol and I can't find

you there
and you only love [me]
when you're pulling my hair
you always tell me i dont care
when you know you
act like im not there

why is it so hard to be mad at you
hard to be mad at you
you know I just wanna be happy
I’m done with the attitude
I climbed too high on top of the ladder
I’m numb to the altitude
I thought that I was doing much better 
I did what you asked me to
took my heart through the holes 
of my sweater and still I was happy to
keep you in the warmth of the 
leather my Italian jackets use
and everyday I’m under the weather
it’s hard to get back into
the last time I went out don’t remember 
I don’t know what happen to 

me I know
so tell me more about 
what I don't know
and you take 
from me more
all the life I show
and you ask me
these things
like I might
just know
(i dont!)

i ain't do this before
we both did our best
you know we're new to this
of course
i can't keep trying to
fix what i've not broken
i feel paralyzed i'm frozen
you wear a mask
disguise your emotions
do you like me after all?
after all?
is it likely the afterthought?
and adderall?
and the light green pastel walls
covered in alcohol and I can't find

grapefruit

this beat by tezzu
i might just text u
i got this coat on me yea
i got all these shoes
i got all these racks yeah
dont know what to do withem
i just fkd ur girl yeh i went n screwed on her
i just got some guap spent it on jewellery
i just fkd ur girl dont know what im doin
racks on the counter yeh i stack
if i wanna make em back

check ur back, 
might stab u in the back
the thoughts attack, i screw round n make em black
sometimes i wake up wish i still saw black
every single day i wish that youd come back i swear to god
if u came back then id prolly kms i swear to god
all my friends know im my own biggest enemy i swear to god
you couldnt last one day in my mind i swear to god
sleepless fkn nights like every night i swear to god
i can not get comfort yea i swear to fuckin god
you ruined everything and now i fucking hate the "lord"
i fuckin hate my brain and i just fuckin hate my story
i dont know who i am or what i really am
i dont know if i am what i really am
i just want the best for you but i cant get it back
you can take the rest of me i'll deal with all the trash

tired of being me [prod. dollmaker + tezzu]

sippin starry shit my cup orion
smoking dope my kush look like a fucking riot
this bitch trippin she been tellin me to cum inside it
im rtd i get straight to the violence
u cant test the BH castle but i kno that he'll try it
how you turnin up but you been silent
i might go insane from my own silence
i did this shit myself so i dont need a stylist
this bitch gave me brain n i think she a psychic
she gon bug tf out cus whole time i was lying
if im rollin up that mean im fighting
i smoke that blunt n i turn to a titan
i think ill leave that bitch cus i think its exciting
ive been up gambling this shit is tiring
one hit of this gas gon turn a nigga to a viking
this ho tryna suck my dick n now she need that heimlich
ive been stylin
i got niggas postin bout me on they privates
im in the cut feel like a tyrant
i hate a nigga who b twitter typing
aint surprising
i got way too many bank accounts
ill buy an island
ill have niggas scrambling to do what i did
i got sauce yall kno yung arbok i done defined it
i got bitches clamorin to suck on my dick

arbok - the feelings mutual (xion orion & dennako)

not now

ppwc

omg im so alone
can u plz give me my phone 
ill decapitate my head (*)_(*)
i cant last another sec 
my whole life's the internet 
no i've never had sex 
im an incel loser that needs to be dead 
dnt hit me up ab the club 
dont hit me up if u tryn fuck 
smtimes i think ab love that i dont recieve 
stop touching me 
treat me like nothing 
i live my life in despair 
discords where my happiness peaks 
late night laughing ya w my homies
chronically online but its okay no one knows me 
IRLS
i hate all your faces
i wish i could face it 
my lifes being wasted

internet loser (moevil)

Fiction57 - california gurllzz [cover] (+???)

she not // fog

somthing else

Yeah yeah yeah ahhhh ahh  WOs’ I just wanna vibe  shorty keep those sides keep wide yuh  projects  this what you want oooh ooh yeah it’s lit  iced out chains pulled up shorty talking. Down let’s go  just wanna  ahhh Haaaa  this  what’s I want  pick a side  yeah dang  danggggggggggg Aye aye aye aye aye  dammmm  no talking smack on the block you got problem like you  diamonds you lie  boi you so darn insane. Courts of laws  im not paying even try me like that I’m free  my charges  drop drill rap

she not // fog

xavier

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