A conversation between Alexys DeGuzman, Eartha Kitt, and Ryuichi Sakamoto.

For What - (poem by Alexys DeGuzman)

My angst-filled perspective on college expenses and our capitalist society. 

"Spent" - A Poem (Prod. by Vivacious Effe)

This is a song I wrote about human trafficking/sex slavery a couple years ago; Inspired by the book, "Sold" by Patricia McCormick.

"Her Child" - Rajinee (Original)

*disclaimer: I do not own the rights to the image*

Her Child - Geomyidae (Studio Version)

LYRICS (Rajinee Buquing)


If I had a penny for every time someone said to me,
"DAMN, you have big calves."
That I'm "destined to play in the WNBA, 'cause they look like they belong to a man."
I used to get mad, I'd get real mad.
Turning into sad, I'd get really sad
It's genetic, I get it from my dad.
No returning 'em, there are no price tags
And it's hard to find a good pair of pants, not gonna lie.
I get shy wearing boots in the wintertime
But despite the days that I would choose otherwise
I accept and respect who I am


CHORUS:
This isn't an exhibition of getting offended or being insecure,
It's just a friendly message no reason to call us out for who we are (x2)


We mistake observation as compliment
And I know I should accept it, should be confident
But it's hard 
'Cause who are you complimenting?
Know the difference between love and back-handed comments.


CHORUS

DAMN, I have big calves: A song of self-consciousness

Afraid Of The Dark (Original Acoustic) - by Rajinee

Spoiled Fruit
By Rajinee Buquing 
© Copyright Pending

I got a lot to tell you
But I forget how long to go
Before this fruit spoils
Loses all of its nutrients
So grows the mold
Like all of the secrets I tightly hold enough to suffocate
I evaporate, just to keep away
‘Cause I’m afraid

CHORUS
I am afraid to lose
I am afraid to lose
I am afraid to lose
I am afraid to lose
I am afraid to lose 
I am afraid to lose you

But one day I
I wanna start a family
Because you taught me how it feels 
To love someone beyond anything human constructed
And you should know that it won’t be traditional
But there’ll be love
There’ll be love, there’ll be love
And that’s all that matters after all

CHORUS
I am afraid to lose
I am afraid to lose
I am afraid to lose
I am afraid to lose
I am afraid to lose 
I am afraid to lose you

I hope you know that I
I’m still the girl you raised me to be
Hard-headed, brown skin, brown eyes
Full heart, clear eyes 
Receptive mind
Big appetite
An attitude that will refuse to be refused 
To be rejected 
What did you expect, I come from you
I look up to you

Don’t look down on me
I bruise easily

CHORUS
I am afraid to lose
I am afraid to lose
I am afraid to lose
I am afraid to lose
I am afraid to lose 
I am afraid to lose you

I got a lot to tell you
I love you
I know you love me to

That’s why

CHORUS
I am afraid to lose
I am afraid to lose
I am afraid to lose
I am afraid to lose
I am afraid to lose 
I am afraid to lose you

Rajinee

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