LYRICS:

I liked you
but you go and play me
still want you
it's driving me crazy

Notice a change in the ways that I think, eternal reactions to anything relevant to things or places you've been. A tick every time I go in. They say it's a lesson to learn, a blessing but how come it feels like this blessing is setting my essence to burn
All your words concise, to the point it slices deep and hides it well, 
cut me down to size, minimized my life, I’m weak in mind and hell.
Idolize the one that just takes the sun away, and keeps her shell
Mad as fuck that its done but I think I'm the one to blame, so let me dwell

Yea, I'm a soft guy, I can admit that, and the fit had, little in it but
It's not alright, hold the beat back, and the heat pack, need a minute to sit in it because;
I really thought I knew, and I thought I knew you too, but mainly I'm just fucking tired of saying that "I need to shift my views, I need to think this through”, cause
I don't really wanna think about you. Had enough of passing up the standing up, mad at us, and it's breaking in two.  glue it back, like the pain so I do
But I don't think it needs some time too, look at me, inadvertently, free, and how I see, indeed, it feeds me, while the memories move.
It's better than trying to keep what I lose

Do I want you
or do I just wanna kiss
we size each other up
I've never known love like this
your eyes hold me frozen
sometimes I wonder was it random or was I chosen, I hold it and
thought shouldn't it be simple?
but aren't the simplest things so big, and Intricate
you know I'm used to being single
And as the wave came crashing in, I went with it 

ruminating inside slowly decaying wishing on a star hold my breath as if I were slaying it
focus on purpose (move through)
focus on worship (you'll lose)
yourself in the wisdom
still the same but so different
uncle Iroh he inspired me he reminded me i am young and i am hungry
so let's sit have a sip of tea
while we're here why not throw a feast
flip out on a beat made by Rackenzie

I change according to the ways that you have pushed me
I ache and break internally until I look free
I work it out inside, I walk on glass but only just notice my foot bleed

I am so fucking just tired of your intentions
my mind is wired to give anything you mention
You keep me compromised,
You are so fucking entitled to this attention

Baby, don’t you go, Baby don’t you cry
Baby, don’t you earn my respect for another time

Play Me (feat. Hannan Azlan)

Original Music for Julia Azureen's Animation: 'Never Say Die'

The Triumph

LYRICS

I’ve been asleep for far too long
Fear for the chance of going wrong
Here in the thick I'm on my own
Courage to fight for what i know
Show me the path to moving on

Give me a chance, to find the reason that i'm
stuck in this cycle, feeling this idle
mind stopping as the wounded wall of stone
has cracked under pressure
"you’re on your own", the way they look at me
corrupted and silent, faulted but mine a-
-lone, heed the word, of the pretender as he 
figures this on his own

Its allowed to go on
its surrounds every inch of my being, dragging me along

I’ve been asleep for far too long
Fear for the chance of going wrong

the past has its hooks on me as it shakes me to my core
it takes my serenity and it's saying it wants more

I’ve been asleep for far too long
Fear for the chance of going wrong
Here in the thick I'm on my own
Courage to fight for what i know
Show me the path to moving on

fuelled by this everlasting fear for a life i reject, i can’t settle for less
give it patience, conduct yourself

fall into memories of past once neglected by pride.
This can’t settle inside

Too Long (lyrics in description)

Twelve (demo 2)

Sources:
Seloka Hari Raya
Origin of Escape

Djangan tak salam

August

Torn

LYRICS:

The subtle sound of hope leaves me cold. I hang to anything that reminds me of a time I was fine, but now
I fear the words in everything; the ambiguous, holistic view that shattered my lucidity, paralysis inside of me

I can't put my feelings on hold. The ceiling of emotional contingency, the apprehensive fear in me 
Just take me back to when I was told "I'd love to see the end of this, the purified extent of this." and now 

I can't forgive the actions I've made. Mistaken in philosophy, I'll break myself irreparably, until it stops
Just fall asleep and endlessly corrode the way you think and see.
I'll rectify this want to be connected.
I just want it to stop.

I see the point you've made and I know. I'll try in my capacity to fix myself entirely, decidedly. An existential mess to unfold. I'm compromised

I know what I should do and what I can't.
The sickness breeds an enemy within and he lives to keep me trapped like a
philistine commodity, I think of what it's done to me. It's altered me, exchanged in me, the care for what I so believe. 

Accept that this fate is all yours. I'm omnipresent, here to stay, the price to pay, your crave for some clarity
Spent your mental energy on unrequited, contradicted incompatibility, sufferance in affinity 
Just take me back

A templated answer recalled: I'm "here and there" 'cause feelings can't take over me, it's passed the point for sympathy
A tempered expression to all, a sentimental boy who can't feel moderately, he'll drown himself in apathy

The Perpetual Motion Machine (lyrics in description)

LYRICS:
Follow me, I'm that instinct
that you keep by your side, well keep it inside
Calm down, gotta think quick, as the feeling arises
I'll be around for as long as you want, stopping when you say you can't.
I'll tag along, till the past is gone
I'll be here waiting when you think the pain disappeared with this song 

Hold it, think back, I mean have you said that
that you have felt bad, 'cause my relief depends on your words and I
want to be seen, the intimacy comes so easily
to those who don't give so abundantly

You see me wanting, another channel to release my frustrations on
'Cause it's resurfing, in every fucking conversation I'm imposed upon
Tetap memiliki; sisa perasaan yang tidak dihilangkan.
Sejak mu di sini, pandai mengadu apabila hilang kawalan

I don't understand what you want,
fragility as you wait for response from the
love only seen in the dark
Fell in an instant, I'll keep my distance instead

Distance (lyrics in description)

LYRICS
Again, I lie and cry "forget it"
there's no need to pretend, 
'cause why would I have said it,
with hope in mind I figure out the limit
power through the sound and image, now and then
I lie and cry "forget it,
I'll hide and try again"

Feeling so unaware, I'm all in, torn in by something that is not even there, something that doesn't care
But it's all in my head, I care unbearably, pessimistic and so instead, I think of all the ways I'm
so intense so I separate, suffering for the hell of it, I elevate, deep in the center I fell for it, but I compensate and
you're there protecting me, subject to fear but it's clear that I'll find the hell in me, like it's supposed to be

Again, I lie and cry "forget it"
there's no need to pretend,
'cause why would I have said it,
with hope in mind I figure out the limit
power through the sound and image, now and then
I lie and cry "forget it,
I'll hide and try again"

I am intentionally sick, wired, and narcissistic, so
Arrive with my hands on a cig, light it, and give it a hit, woah
I gotta feeling that it's making me mad
I feel a little sick of living, it's taking me backwards
Smile for the photo, "Hi" for the phone call
Dying to show off, tired of the codependent
for both, inspired to go for
pious intent when I circumvent 'cause
I have a problem to fix, but I still act like a kid, though
Too metaphorically big, careless, with nothing ahead, so

Again - feat. Hannan Azlan (lyrics in description)

Djangan tak salam 2

Prog metal, metalcore, jazz, electronic musician from Malaysia. Drummer for prog metal band Transient Loss, post-hardcore band Astigmatism and Keyboardist for Fusion band Eccentric Cats. (https://soundcloud.com/astigmatism)
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