unfinished demo

Take a minute to catch my breath and swallow all that pride 
Give the finger to that other life that you have left behind 
I know it’s nothing that I can escape it’s with me til the grave 
Staring at me like a big ol scar that’s planted on my face 

—

Did everything that I shouldn’t do
No i can’t even look at you 
He’s everything that I couldn’t be
No you don’t want to look at me 

—

Get me out of this doghouse, take the choke chain of my neck
Get my mitts on the biggest brush and I’ll paint this whole town red 
The likes of which they’ve never seen before, it’ll be one for the books 
I swear to god they’re gunna rue the day they ever let drew off the hook

I Can't Even Look At You

Splashy

if you ain't a playland fan...
you ain't shit...

Welcome

i don’t have the patience to ready for your wait
i don’t wanna make something out of nothing so trivial

trivial

Produced by Mana
Mastered by Kate Siefker

If Only

Last song in this collection! Wrote it with my friend Maya (@mayamthu on IG) who has a gorgeous voice and is a great writer. We wrote it about this small mosaic girl playing the violin on the wall of a subway station. Yes we know we used the word 'train' too many times in the song we will fix it. But a more traditional song to close out this collection after three more modern ones.

Subway Symphonies

jenny
stuck in a movie
without a motive
someone come eat her

i enter
like a romantic
but i’m not hungry
(no speed, limping like that)
i am recovered
(can’t breathe, never came back)

safe never safe enough
never could i trust
won’t be much
when i hurt you
great, i’ll stay a bit

talk way too fucking much
fucking not enough
either way, i am suffocating
like you’re important to me

i can’t even care 
don’t know how to do it
you took it personal
shit i’m no person

i don’t even dare
i don’t want what’s coming
left me broken there
cut me in the open  

this could turn to a career
running d1
i had a hell of an assist
gonna miss you 

this could turn into a real moneymaker
gonna miss you..

assist

Attitude

Hey stranger
you don't know me anymore 
if youd like to 
i would reopen up the door
i could tell you 
all the things i never said before
i'd apologize just like i think i should

if i could look you in the eye
you could see that i
just wanted to be true 
i wanna be a friend to you

but you don't owe me that
no not a goddamned thing at all
but if you feel the need 
you could bless me with a call

hey stranger 
i hear the band is going great
if its ok 
i would like to see you play

trivial

ramona jade

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