thank you for reuploading this. i can finally hold my breath alone, drowning in the lyrics of this song. <3

🖤🖤

pee my pants

Henriette and Catharina of Smerz take over the NTS airwaves once a month with a selection of classical, folk, ambient, pop and more.

https://www.nts.live/shows/smerz/episodes/smerz-29th-october-2022

Smerz - Halloween Special 291022

https://linktr.ee/smilingmindproductions 

Alberto Ginastera (perf. Michael Korstick): No. 10. Pastoral
Aki Tsuyuko: Village
Kyle Page: 0427
Sylvia Meyer: Apenas Enamorada
Hanne Darboven: Buch 7
Liz Gorrill: You Go To My Head
Tzitziki: 夕焼けの空には
Holly Bolger: Sam
Stone Bowl: Keramos Knot Theme
Jeanne Lee & Ran Blake: Worry Now Later
Ásta Ólafsdóttir: This Mirror Is Broken
Nunzio Fattini: Cherry Piano

art by sarah wong

j. gordon faylor - snowfall

Sink

100% PROD I.V.

Oil Change (feat. i.v)

Lyrics:

i wont be late
all it takes
is some grace
(i can do it)

why
wont you say
what you mean
it drives me crazy


God
help we wait
i cant take
anticipation


only god can judge
no matter what
i will love you

Beautiful Agitation

good2me (fox academy cover)

mine

A Futile Offering

I can't remember anything
and thats okay with me

When I cry I'll do it softly so my mother doesn't worry
cause' last time she I ended up  with a doctor that didn't know anything 
cause' if he looked inside my mind  he would have realized that I wanted to die

So love me please
love me please
abandon me
abandon me

I opened my doors when you needed a home
I said take the bed and I'll take the floor
cause' you were my brother, you were my best friend
now you don't even look my way
I don't need you and I don't need her Ill be okay

So love me please
love me please
abandon me
abandon me

My bones are weak and they'll decay
and I'm sure that yours hurt as much as mine
but I want you to know that you weren't her replacement
I just missed having someone in my bed that I could love

So love me please
love me please
abandon me
abandon me

Watch me as I bleed
cause' no one cares if my bones break
and no one cares if I'm still awake
I just wanna go home 
but I'm my bed is not my own

Abandon Me, Please. (Demo)

FIND ME (Intro)

My stomach hurts
and I can't hide the fact
that I'm not getting better

I don't close my eyes at night
cause it reminds me that I'm alone
and I'm not feeling better

What am I so afraid of?
I already stared death in the face
and said Im not afraid to die

Why do I still hold my breathe when I'm around you?

I'm sorry mom I can't always be happy
And I'm sorry dad but I'm getting home late again
Cause' I like driving around screaming so 
When I get home no one hears me crying alone

Abandon Me, Please. (Demo)

Ran.feri

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