Name: In Memory Of 2015, The Year I Was So In Love I Forgot To Love Myself by Ran.feri in 🖤🖤
Duration: 3 min 1 s
Description: This is what one really productive day in my room feels like

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Stuck Rant

This is what one really productive day in my room feels like

In Memory Of 2015, The Year I Was So In Love I Forgot To Love Myself

I can't remember anything
and thats okay with me

When I cry I'll do it softly so my mother doesn't worry
cause' last time she I ended up  with a doctor that didn't know anything 
cause' if he looked inside my mind  he would have realized that I wanted to die

So love me please
love me please
abandon me
abandon me

I opened my doors when you needed a home
I said take the bed and I'll take the floor
cause' you were my brother, you were my best friend
now you don't even look my way
I don't need you and I don't need her Ill be okay

So love me please
love me please
abandon me
abandon me

My bones are weak and they'll decay
and I'm sure that yours hurt as much as mine
but I want you to know that you weren't her replacement
I just missed having someone in my bed that I could love

So love me please
love me please
abandon me
abandon me

Watch me as I bleed
cause' no one cares if my bones break
and no one cares if I'm still awake
I just wanna go home 
but I'm my bed is not my own

Abandon Me, Please. (Demo)

FIND ME (Intro)

My stomach hurts
and I can't hide the fact
that I'm not getting better

I don't close my eyes at night
cause it reminds me that I'm alone
and I'm not feeling better

What am I so afraid of?
I already stared death in the face
and said Im not afraid to die

Why do I still hold my breathe when I'm around you?

I'm sorry mom I can't always be happy
And I'm sorry dad but I'm getting home late again
Cause' I like driving around screaming so 
When I get home no one hears me crying alone

Apology Letters

"Heat Map" is from Pool Holograph's new album, Transparent World. Out in October through Jurassic Pop. Preorder the tape now.
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In Memory Of 2015, The Year I Was So In Love I Forgot To Love Myself

Ran.feri

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