lyrics:
Girl talks on the way to the canteen every day
With our anxious self
And guff on how our friend ditched us for her new boyfriend

Pulled out the push-and-pull card responsibly
Oh I lived the dream
But who knew being alone now kinda suits me

There's not a day I'm not thinking about
Our hasty hang outs, excessive self doubts
I know people wanted what we had
'Cause I do

I'm sorry
For making you go the hard way while I'm here making it worse
I'm sorry
For leaving you off-trail when things get pretty uncomfortable
I know you mean well, and I get that
Oh, the truth is I'm never proud of myself
And I'm scared to show that to you
So I left

Reading our old messages makes me concern
You pulled out the question
And I regret I never made that commitment

Oh wish I could go back in time where I could say
A million yes to my best friend
And I regret I never meant every love you(s)

There's not a day I'm not thinking about
Our afternoon walks, silly long talks
Oh i know people wanted what we had
'Cause I do
I still do

I'm sorry
For making you go the hard way while I'm here making it worse
I'm sorry
For leaving you off-trail when things get pretty uncomfortable
I know you mean well, and I get that
The truth is I'm never proud of myself
And I'm scared to show that to you
So I left

These insecurities will never leave me
And it's been 6 years
I'm still scared to show the real me
Wish I know how to win the game
I wouldn't be blue in the face

I would stop making excuses and lies
If I'm never this stubborn
And I would now hanging out by your side
But I failed to learn the lesson
But I keep my feet burning fast
From the cold
I need to stop lying to myself
And listen more

Cold Feet

hope ur ok - olivia rodrigo cover

headphones on to experience the full harmz :)

1 step forward, 3 steps back - olivia rodrigo cover

lyrics:
the May's over
the only time where i thought it's all gonna end
secret lovers
cut off the lines before they bring out all the help

it's when
i start to think about a thousand things all at once
yet nothing has seemed to lure me in, enough
it's when
i overlove and get mad over everything
yet i never do, anything about it
it's when

i'm running out of air when there's plenty to take in outside
i'm letting myself swear when i have no choice to decide
this is when i'll cancel my schedules
and leave the fire on in hot June
while i'm breathing it in
and pretend it'll be okay
cause i know this is where i'm gonna leave all my deepest grief
i just know this is it

this is it (demo)

lyics:
you're my favorite escape to ever exist
when my sight gets blurry and tread gets slippery
you're the one who never missed

and i've always felt enough with you staying next to me
but i wonder if you ever felt confined with me

time goes by
and i don't like where this is going
oh, i feel like
we're too comfortable in it
oh i sense something must be wrong
could it be the way i don't belong
or maybe i ask way too much
and never asked you such
have i taken you all for granted
all this time
all this time

you're the only one who never mind late replies
though you know i'm scared, i'm covered in red
you're still here after few lies

i've always felt enough with you but that doesn't seem fair
oh, i wonder if you ever have something else to share

time goes by
and i don't like where this is going
oh, i feel like
we're too comfortable in it
oh i sense something must be wrong
could it be the way i don't belong
or maybe i ask way too much 
and never asked you such
have i taken you all for granted
all this time
all this time

take you for granted (demo)

lyrics:
all cliches
perfect mess
dew on dirty glass
burning out your white lies

grinning face
sky-clear case 
no amount of fake
can hide the tears in my eyes

every phrase that you said
got our wires crossed
every fence that you break
got my soul tossed

been single handedly roving
soaking wet, toe to head
finding place to tuck myself in
but they keep sneaking away
as i go, i lose my hunch
would only come back if you stay
cause i'm too fragile to touch
begging you to handle with care

fragile (demo)

lyrics:
swam in with no pair
drown in the sea of thoughts
the battle was unfair
and so again, i got me lost

what is it like
to live in the world as it is
what is it like
to be the person you would miss 

watching the skies, all passing by
for hours across the hall
counting the clouds, above the crowds
oh please wait for me or i'd fall
on that inverted shadows on the floor, my eyes got lost in it
and so i frowned as i lost my crown

pulled your hands off to side
i led you walked far behind the line
hide and seek in the field
i don't think they would see us clearly

how does it feel like
to go to bed with empty head
how does it feel like
to wake up and just numb the dread

watching the skies, all passing by
for hours across the hall
counting the clouds, above the crowds
oh please wait for me or i'd fall
on that inverted shadows on the floor, my eyes got lost in it
and so i was frowned as i lost my crown
so i looked around as i laid on the ground

lost my crown (demo)

lyrics:
how far am i excused to make mistakes
if i don't know how to live in certain ways

what if it's not actually me
who makes things go bad
what if it's just another me
that i haven't met yet

how far will i be taken seriously
if i've lost interest in knowing what the rule is

what if it's not actually me
who puts everything to bed
what if it's just another me
that i haven't met yet

would you still blame it on me?
or on the vines that's covering my wings
how far can i push the boundary
before you take it all personally
i just can't make it make sense
will that make you love me less

how far (voice memo)

lyrics:
say you feel so lonely yet, you always wanna be alone
cause you know you've tried, so hard, to fit in, but everyone grows
say 'the world's always unfair', when they say every fault are yours
cause they only know, that you've been, a good one, for so long

i got you, friend
i won't let you fall by yourself
don't go today
cuz i know you've given out your best

hold my hand
never let go, okay?
hold your breath
don't you let them go away
as long as you trust me as much as i trust you
nothing can break us apart like what they do
cause i love you

i’m all ears, friend
don't hold back all of your best self
don't go just yet
cuz i don't mind all of your mistakes
just, swear to take care of yourself and be all true
and promise me you’ll love yourself like i love you
we can stay here for awhile, we got time
just you and I

all this time you fought alone, the pebbles and rose thorns are thrown
i can hardly imagine, but know that you're like, the family i never owned

don't go today (voice memo)

lyrics:
i know
i keep staying away from
what once belonged to me

how long
will i keep this pain prolonged
all numb over these ruins

but i would never leave myself
how hard things get
although it's been hard to stay
i'll spare one more day

i believe
there's a little bit of something for everyone
among griefs
there's always joy sneaking up
behind the barbed wire
hmm
we deserve some good things, right

they know
i keep staying away from
things that were meant to me

get low
or they're gonna see the stones
i've been hiding for years

i've thought about leaving this self
for awhile now
and although it's been hard to say
cause i never know how

i believe
there's a little bit of something for everyone
among griefs
there's always joy sneaking up
behind the barbed wire
hmm
we deserve some good things, right

a little bit of something (voice memo)

lyrics:
it seems wrong
to write a happy song now
but oh well
i feel okay today

i did think
i'd be a little bit more ecstatic
but when we've lost
peace is the thing we need most

i can't really tell
what makes me feel different lately
it's all things in my head
but one thing in my heart

i can never tell
all the mixed feelings in my body
but i'm glad i'm happier today
and i don't feel that far anymore

oh i'm glad
to feel every drops of air
with no dust
or haze, to cover up its rust

i just hope
this will last longer than i thought
cause if it does
i'd try to hang on for more

i can't really tell
what makes me feel different lately
it's all things in my head
but one thing in my heart

i can never tell
all the mixed feelings in my body
but i'm glad i'm happier today
and i don't feel that far anymore

today (voice memo)

lyrics:
i'd feel good, if i prove myself to be right
and i'd feel bad, if i verbally win a fight
 
but the world keeps on spinning
and there's a day when we're not winning
and poor me
i can't let those go

even butterflies know that time's always moving
so they know how to appreciate little things
they know when to shed and move on
they never complain when they've lost a home
but they're always through
in spite of the blue

till it comes a day when they go spread their beautiful wings
and no one still don't know how hard it was

i'd rather, hide my disappointment to make them stay
i'd rather, let them guess my feelings rather than said

but the world keeps on rushing
and there's days when we are losing
and oh poor me
i can't let those go

even butterflies know that time's always moving
so they know how to appreciate little things
they know when to shed and move on
they never complain when they've lost a home
but they're always through
in spite of the blue

till it comes a day when they go spread their beautiful wings
and no one still don't know how hard it was

ohh
wish i'd known better
wish i could be better
aaaaah
wish i could live better
i wanna see better

so that i'll understand that time's always moving
and i'll know how to appreciate little things
i have to know how to shed and move on
i can't complain when i've lost my home
and i have to get through
in spite of the blues

till it comes a day when i go out and spread my own wings
where everyone wonders how easy i had it

butterflies (voice memo)

lyrics:
it's 12am
constellation turns to black
we'll summon the rain
betting they'll do as they're told

there's no show and tell if it'll all be different
as if the clouds forget its way home

hair stands on end
keep the albums in the back
the coffee stain
has dried off left in the cold

there's always flow and ebb to every preference
but no one warned me 'bout him being gone

there's too much that's changing
i haven't even spared a chance to make a whole new space
how can you expect someone to get over something
i don't wanna press start anymore on anything
'cause i know it'll end in goodbyes anyway

changing (voice memo)

walk away - high school musical cover

babe - sugarland ft taylor swift cover

Producer : Rana Tahany
Record Man : Rana Tahany
Record Device : Samsung J1 Ace built-in microphone
Editor : Rana Tahany
Guitar : Rana Tahany
Vocal : Rana Tahany

baby don't you break my heart slow - taylor swift cover

This is me making a tribute to reputation Album before it ends.
This has been the most intense time of my life of being a swiftie. I pursue my other dream beside architecture design to sing and play guitar more because I love it and I’ve been showing it to my fellow swifties which I met in this fandom, lots of them. And I didn’t expect that all of them accept me. Swifties has already been my second important family, and taylor has been a great mother. Thank you for encouraging me to be fearless enough. I hope you can see this taylor.

I’ll premiere it on my Soundcloud, Youtube, and IGTV on Jan 31st 4 a.m. 14 tracks of reputation, consist of 2 mashups, all in acoustics (guitar and one of them with keyboard). Pretty raw but, I tried to be professional with this.

reputation In Covers

long live x new years day - taylor swift cover

this is why we can't have nice things - taylor swift cover

i did something bad x don't blame me - taylor swift cover

Chords:
Capo 5
Verses and Chorus-es Cadd9 D G D G/B D

what a time - julia michaels ft niall horan cover

lyrics:
Oooh ooh
Aah aahh

Back when we're in high school 
Everybody seemed cruel
You only hung out with your old friends
Guess that's when you played the fool
'Cause you couldn't play it cool
You chose to be close with my best friends

Keep looking back to the days
You're sitting two tables away
you were able to steal a glance, at me
I can picture the last day
When I watched you in the game
The look over your shoulder, I'm carefree

ooh ohh ohh oh 
Do you remember us?
Oo oh aah ah
Yeah I still remember us
The way you smiled with your eyes speaking
I never knew it ever leaves a good mark on me
Ooh oh oh
your stare’s the only thing I’ll remember from us
From us 
Now do you remember us baby?
Yeah yeah?

Now we'd went separate ways
But then we talked again
I don't know who started it 
But then we met and then we watched a movie together
Things got a lil bit misplayed
We're so silent in the hallway
But every time we swap stories
We started to smile and then I was captured

Keep looking back to the days
You're sitting two tables away
I stared you back and the rest of the world was ours (really?)
I can picture the last day
When I watched you in the game
The way you looked at me on the side, it's always ours (now i get it)

Ooh ohh ohh oh 
Do you remember us?
Oo oh aah ah
Yeah I still remember us
The way you smiled with your eyes speaking
I never knew it ever leaves a good mark on me
Ooh oh oh
Your stare’s the only thing I’ll remember from us
From us 
Now do you remember us baby?
Yeah yeah?

Remember when we would went home together
You used to take another car before you met me
But you would then walk me down 
You saved me a seat
And saw me leave
And that's how I know why
I remember

Ooh ohh ohh oh 
Do you remember us?
Ooh oh aah ah
Yeah I still remember us
The way you smiled with your eyes speaking
I never knew it ever leaves a good mark on me
Ooh oh oh
Your stare’s the only thing I’ll remember from us
From us 
Now do you remember us baby?
Yeah yeah?

Oohh ooh
Aahhhh aah

remember us?

Remember Us?

LYRICS

[prologue]
"People said every story has their own twists and turns, their own struggles"

It's been two months, I don't know how to feel anymore
Forget how to love a friend, to breathe through breezy air
To normally laugh at some jokes they score
To choose walking through the arbor and not the pyre

All I do is running away
Hoping that I could run back faster than I had
But all lights are off today
I don't think I'm able to see my way back

I want my world to stop burning
In ways things aren't supposed to be
I'll do anything
I'll cave in to everything
Even if I have to stop breathing
Ooh well
No one cares so why should I?
No one believes so why should I?
why should I?

It was the weekend, and everything was a blur fight
I thought I was ready to put myself out there
Small talks at eventide, I refused to lock our sights
One question aroused another despair

I was aware that things might go the other way around
What could be worse? I've been badly burnt
Truth is I wasn't aware that it would be more hurt than that last wound

Been hiding behind the door
Everyone has been pushing me to speak
Crying on the bathroom floor 
No one knows and no one has to see me weak

I want my world to stop burning
In ways things aren't supposed to be
I'll do anything
I'll cave in to everything
Even if I have to stop breathing
Oohh well
No one cares so why should I?
No one believes so why should I?
Hmm
Why should I

what would happen if I'm gone?
would they stop yelling and be nice?
would they care to pick up the phone?
or would they start holding to someone
And each ones forget the price
I know it's better off if all is done

[voice memo]
"I know there's some people who care and love me
But I also know that they're not gonna be always there for me anyway
Well, not because they don't wanna be
Cause they just don't need me
so why bother show up today?"

No one care so why should I?
No one believe so why should I?
Why should I even bother?

I want my world to stop burning
In ways things aren't supposed to be
Some days it feels great to finally cope with my anxiety
Some days it feels good to be around with someone
But some days are not gonna be today
and no one's here so why should I

[epilogue]
"Well then, maybe every story is this kind of story, just maybe
But then, why it feels harder for me? Why am I the most hurt?"

why should i (demo)

lyrics:
act all nice when you need something
not even surprised anymore
you're a piece of work
never worth fighting for

always leave the DMs unread
to make you feel wanted I know
you're a piece of work
i can't believe I'm down

never gave anything
you trust me on nothing
never learned a single thing
then stop leaving me underside

call me a bad friend
for doing one thing right
don't think you can change
too ignorant to pick a fight
i'm exhausted to be fair
will never try to stay tight
'cause I'm your bad
bad friend

hang out with toxic friends of yours
the ones you told me left you unnoticed
you came up to me
then I eased you till dawn, for you
(okay?)

now you say you get bored of us
accusing I've been acting so weird
where have you been?
think I've lost my dear dear friend
(great)

never thanked me a thing
you left me for bad things
never listened a single thing
stop trying so hard seeking for something wild

call me a bad friend
for doing one thing right
don't think you can change
too ignorant to pick a fight
i'm exhausted to be fair
will never try to stay tight
'cause I'm your bad
bad friend

i know sometimes (we're so over it)
to even talk about what happened
i've loved you friend
but friends don't ignore offhand
and we are too selfish
to find the perfect keys
into the crate of remedies

call you a bad friend
for doing one thing right
i came up all rage
throwing out classic gaslights
don't think i can change
or have the urge to give you advice

call you a bad friend
for doing one thing right
don't think I can change
too ignorant to pick a fight
i'm exhausted to be fair
we both tried to stay tight (yeah we did it, right?)
and now we're so off flight
'cause we're such a bad
bad friend

bad friend (demo)

LYRICS

Verse 1:
She bites her lips
And peel off its skin
Won't stop until it bleeds
Frown off of her cheeks
Give herself a grin
Concisely as she pleads

She left them quick
Bruising her shin
Sneaking before they slip
Tell them fake flick
Shrivel it thin
And leave the white lies drip

Pre-Chorus 1:
Days to weeks and another years
It's been too hard not to be harsh
And the sequence keeps on circling
And circling and echoing

Chorus:
Tell the road that she'll be coming back
Tell the arrowhead she won't need that
All the right ones stay untouched
But the wrong ones ain't too much

And she refuses to take back
The things she never knew she had
All over again
All over again

Verse 2:
They give her scorch
Red without a smoke
As she insists to break the mould
They praise their lore
Shielding say-so's
As she's strained to hide her scorns

Pre-Chorus 2:
Days to weeks and another tears
It's been too hard not to be tough
But the sequence keeps on circling
And circling and echoing, again

Last Chorus:
Tell the road that she'll be coming back (she'll be coming back)
Tell the arrowhead she won't look back
All the right ones stay untouched
But the wrong ones ain't too much

Tell them now that she will not impart (she won't impart)
Tell the folks that she will now fly apart
All the right ones is cold to touch
But the wrong ones ain't a sad rush
And she refuse to take back, again
The things she knew well she had
All over again
And go back there again

Writer, Producer, Vocal, Backup Vocal : Rana Tahany

all over again (demo)

Lyrics:
don't, remember where it went all wrong
maybe it's me
maybe it's him
maybe it's some high school shit

no, don't know why we hung in so long
it was all sweet 
believing we're pleased
as we're drunk in disbelief

no one knows why 
we're so perfect through their eyes
but like all things get
it gets bad, when not taken care

i miss the dimmed lights, longing nights
with all the stupid fights, lonely sights
the feuds and long silence
six feet close but eyeless
the fake crying i did to make you stay around
and i can feel all the chills in me, lingering
so let me taste this Everclear
once more, once more

oh, don't know what's right or wrong anymore
but i kinda miss
with you being here
i'm tasting bitter with no sweet

oh no, guess time makes us far from belong
reminisce every miss
pass up excuses
i'd take another sip of this

so let me figure why 
we're perfect despite our young lives
but like all things get
it gets bad, when not taken care

i miss the dimmed lights, longing nights
with all the stupid fights, lonely sights
the feuds and long silence
six feet close but eyeless
the fake crying i did to make you stay around

i too miss the blue carpet, sitting in first
or when my missing jacket, met your green sweatshirt
the feud and long silence
six feet close but eyeless
the long walks we loved the most to stay around
and i can feel all the chills in me, lingering still
so let me taste this Everclear
once more, once more

Everclear

a dramatic infj who writes song. latest single Cold Feet is out now.

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